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For me, this war didn’t start on Oct 7th 2023. For me I t started on Oct 4th 2003. That was the day Hamas and Palestinian Islamic Jihad sent a young suicide bomber to Haifa and my entire family was lost. I became an orphan in an instant because they chose to hate us by decree of their religion. They took everything away from me. Or so I thought.

On Saturday Oct 7, when Hamas raped and tortured and massacred over a thousand of our men, women and children, innocent unarmed people, I felt every ounce of the pain those people felt burning through my veins, tearing me apart. When I saw the images of the terrified young students being slaughtered at the Nova festival, I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t control my tears, my emotions, my rage. When I heard the joy in the voices of those murderers, it destroyed every part of my being and every ounce of my humanity. In a split second, everything changed. And I am no longer that person I was on Oct 6.

Now? Well now is the time we stop hoping for change. Now is the time we stop believing that they may want peace. Now is the time we stop pretending this is normal and that it’s ok. Now is the time we stop waiting and expecting for the world to finally do something different.

There comes a time when you have to not just stand strong, but stand strongest. There comes a time when you have to not just fight hard, but fight hardest.

That time is now.

There can be no more negotiation.
There can be no more diplomacy.
There can be no more ceasefire.

Hamas brought this war on us. And they had prepared for what we might do by knowing that the world would be weak and will come to save THEIR “innocent children”. The world chose to betray our raped women. The world chose to ignore our cries, our pain, our suffering that Hamas brought upon us.

And so there comes a time when we must go all in, all the way, and finish it.

That. Time. Is. Now.

There can be no more pain. There can be no more suffering.
There can be no more rockets fired at our cities.
There can be no more murder of our people.

There can be no more Hamas.
My eldest daughter wants to be an author. She’s 11, but the way she controls her words, creating vivid imagery that makes the reader feel as if they’re a character in her stories, is a gift beyond her tender age.

A few days ago, I sat with my youngest whilst making breakfast in the kitchen, and we casually began to discuss what she’d want to be when she grew up.

“I want to be a soldier just like Abba”. When she uttered the words, I just froze. I felt as if I was having the most severe panic attack. The fruit tray dropped to the floor as I tried desperately to contain my tears. “I want to protect you and everybody Imaleh”.

She stopped as she watched my tears slowly weaving their way down my cheeks, and she asked if she’d said something wrong. At that moment I held her so tightly in my arms then whispered to her “No… No you didn’t say anything wrong baby, and No you will never grow up to be a soldier”.

The tears began to flow and I felt the anger and anguish building inside me. She’s 7 bloody years old. What the hell is she thinking? Why would my 7 year old, any 7 year old for that matter, have to even be thinking of wanting to fight a war to protect her family and her country. We’ve been fighting for so long, since the very rebirth of our country, and our people know nothing other than having to constantly defend themselves and those around them from enemies who will never stop wanting to fight us. She has her entire life ahead of her.

I’ve lived through my experiences. I barely survived them, and so often I honestly wished I hadn’t. The last thing I, or any parent, wants for their child is to have to go through the pain that we had to endure. Our enemies may exist to have children only to manipulate them to hate us and murder us. This is their way. But it’s not ours. That’s not what I want for my children.

We’re not like our enemies. I want my kids at their young ages to be kids, to live life, to experience good things, travel, learn about the world, play with their friends. I don’t want my children to have even the faintest thought of having to fight to survive. Have we failed our children so badly that this is the life that awaits them? That they must fight so that their children can survive simply for their children to fight for their own children to survive?

With those few words she spoke I realized her innocence and purity will forever be burdened with the sacrifices we ourselves are making, and our parents and grandparents before us. How many children had to grow up not knowing one or both of their parents because of the wars forced upon us by those who simply exist to ingrain sheer hatred and death upon their own children.

And this is why I know for myself that this war, this war we are fighting now to again stave off our extermination, must be the last. I’d sacrifice my life in an instant so that my children don’t have to. This cannot be the never ending fate of our people. There must come a time when the Jewish nation is able to exist without having to simply survive the next war inflicted upon us. Whatever the sacrifice we must make now, we must make it. Whatever we need to do, however harsh, we must do it. Because if we fail, then we’ve failed our children, and their children.

We are not our enemy. We are stronger because we value life and we value the lives of our children more than anything. Israel today is no longer about us. It’s about our next generation, our children, who will either inherit a future filled with hope and creation and life, or they too will be cursed to never stop having to defend themselves from our depraved enemies and the burden we failed to vanquish.

Now it’s the time for war, a war we did not want nor one we had ever wanted over the past 75 years. But it’s more imperative now than ever before in our history that this war be our last. We must finish our enemies entirely so that our children don’t need to ever know the taste of war. We have to finish this, forever.
No words could ever express how much writing on here means to me, whether I had no followers or ten million.
Being on Twitter for me isn’t just about writing posts or poetry, or sharing thoughts. It’s far more than that.

The day my family died, I was there. I had just walked in and waved at my father and sisters sitting halfway towards the back when she detonated her belt, and I only remember an instantaneous flash of fire and deafening thunder. That was the last day I ever uttered even a single word.

The explosion sent me flying back. I don’t even know what I’d hit as I was thrust backwards. Glass and shrapnel had torn through my chest, shoulders and neck, almost totally mutilating my larynx and ripping one side of my face. It took me a little over a year and several surgeries to recover physically as much as would be possible. Whether surviving was by the hands of fate, destiny, luck, or a dark curse, it didn’t matter then, and it doesn’t matter to me now. For many years after, all I wished was that I hadn’t survived. And yet now, I’m happy.

I’ve spent so many nights dreaming about what my voice would sound like today. I’ve been a mother for 11 years, and I’ve never been able to say to my girls “I love you”. They’ve never heard me say their names. I never got to say “I do” to my husband. I don’t have the freedom to scream in rage or excitement. But I spent every day since I recovered my body just writing and writing and writing. I created a new way to exist and I’m happy.

Writing for me isn’t just a passion. It’s the only way I’m able to communicate. I can hear perfectly, too perfectly at times. And I see everything clearly. But for those I love the most my voice is heard through my pen.

I have no friends in the real world. Not because I can’t. And not because I’m a feisty bitch. But because I don’t allow myself to. I still don’t. It’s just who I have become. Many will think I’m a freak or just weird, and that’s ok. They’re probably right. I’m sure there will be many haters on here (I’ve really pissed some folks off🤭) who will use this post to ridicule and insult. They simply couldn’t fathom how much I’m that one person who couldn’t give a shit.

It would be pointless trying to make anybody understand. This is the only way I have found to cope and feel safe when I’m not holding a weapon. My best friends are my kids, my rifle, my pen and my books. My writing is my voice. It became easier for me to just remove myself from having to face a world I couldn’t speak to. And yet now, I’m happy.

I beg anybody reading this for no sympathy. I don’t want it nor need it. It’s not why I wrote this. And I don’t want tears… those need to be offered only to the victims of Oct 7 and their families. I wrote this for many reasons. My eldest felt it’s important for the world to understand the meaning and purpose of my writing. I wrote this because someone who became dear to me on here asked to speak with certain people as a favor, and I had to say no without ever telling them why. And mostly, I did it because I needed to. I wanted to. It’s important to me to be able to tell you all that I love you and appreciate you all for taking the time to read my words, and to share with me your own, to laugh with and encourage and support one another, and to thank you for just being there for all of us. You are my voice, and you have been vocal and inspirational to me, to each other, for the Jewish nation around the world, and for peace-loving people of all faiths everywhere.

Thank you for being my voice, and for allowing me the opportunity in a small way to have mine.

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The Massacres Against Jews in Palestine’s Civil War, November 1947 to March 1948.
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Throughout this past 23 months we’ve heard all the stories from the pro Hamas propagandists and influencers telling us about the ”Nakba” (which never actually happened), and about “massacres” like Deir Yassin which they offered half truths intermixed with complete lies. But what they never tell you about are the many incidents that led to events such as Deir Yassin of April 1948. Well this article will detail exactly that… from the day the UN published their Partition Plan in November 1947 through to March 1948… 5 months of brutal savagery that you need to read the details of to appreciate how disturbing and horrific and bloodthirsty these Arabs were... with full British complicity in these atrocities.Image
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While the war’s narrative often focuses on the broader struggle for statehood, it’s crucial to remember the human cost, particularly the targeted violence against Jewish civilians, medical personnel, and defenders. These acts weren’t isolated skirmishes but part of a concerted effort by Arab irregular forces to isolate Jewish settlements and terrorize the population. From bus ambushes to bombings in crowded streets, the attacks escalated as the British prepared to withdraw. By March 31, 1948, the death toll from these incidents had already painted a grim picture of what was to come. Drawing from historical records and eyewitness accounts, this article chronicles every major massacre against Jews during this five-month span, highlighting the bravery of those who faced unimaginable horror and the lasting impact on the fledgling nation.
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The Islamic Caliphate, the Muslim Brotherhood, and How the War Against Israel and the West Began - a thread 🧵

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This is a republishing of a thread Chaya had written back in February, and it’s about a Grand Mufti who allied himself with Nazi Germany, and wrote a book about his life and accounts. This will be two threads merged into one as they link with one another.

Huge thanks and credit to @IbnAlwarraq for the translation and references of the books:

For the past 25 months we’ve seen the most vicious wave of propaganda, lies and inverted truth by the pro Palestine movement. Two key things out of a raft of lies are their denial of the Holocaust, and the other is to try call us the Nazis when in reality it is the Islamists who literally are the Nazis.

Let’s look at what the Grand Mufti revealed in his own words in his autobiography that may shed light on the truth and put shade on the lies of the propagandists and minions.

The below is critical historical evidence and information, so please do share, bookmark and engage if you can and want to. This will help you counter some of the propaganda.
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In Husseini’s autobiography, he stated that he heard from Himmler in 1943 about murdering 3 million Jews up to that time.

I’m also attaching his declaration which he wrote for Hitler to sign where he states his wish to bring the “final solution” to MENA just as Hitler did to the Jews in Europe, so that you can all see how it ties in with the Holocaust and Husseini’s desire to exterminate all the Jews everywhere in the Middle East.

“I used to hear from Himmler every time what indicated the intensity of his hatred for the Jews, accusing them of being oppressors, claiming that they were oppressed, saying that they were the ones who kindled the fires of war, selfish, and so on, and showing the extent of the harm they had inflicted on Germany in the last war, and that they always kindled the fires of war and then exploited it for their material interests, without losing anything in it, and therefore we were determined in this war to make them taste the consequences of their actions in advance, and we have so far annihilated about three million of them. This was his statement in the summer of 1943.”Image
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Here is Husseini writing that the Arabs in the British Mandate of Palestine were trained by Germans and that they fought in 1948, establishing that he wasn't just on the run in Germany, and that Israel was fighting literal Nazis in 1948. He even admits that the Arabs bombed the American embassy killing many.

"The Germans established an institute to train young Arab students and prisoners who were in Germany, and when they were trained, they formed several Arab military battalions. When we learned of the destruction, tyranny and sabotage that the Zionists were doing in Palestine, we asked the German government to establish special courses for training in commando work (commandos, fedayeyvan, detonation and bombing). They agreed to that, so we sent sixty young men to this course, which lasted for several months in the suburb of (Dunhak) in Holland. Most of them were Palestinians and some were from the Maghreb.

When they were trained, we traveled to Dunhak to attend their graduation ceremony, and there they were paraded before us, and they performed many experiments in commando and guerrilla work. These commando guerrillas were the nucleus of the battles that broke out between the Arabs of Palestine and the Jews in the years 1947 and 1948. They performed wonderful works and amazed the English with their skill and technical superiority. They blew up Ben Yehuda Street in Jerusalem, the Palestine Post newspaper building, the Jewish Agency building, the American consulate, and other things."Image
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The Historical Roots of Jewish Presence in the Land of Israel: Archaeological Insights.
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For centuries, people have debated the origins of the Jewish people and their connection to the land known today as Israel. But archaeology provides solid clues that point to a deep historical tie. Through ancient stones, inscriptions, and artifacts dug up from the earth, we can trace evidence showing that this region was home to the Israelites, the ancestors of the Jewish people, as far back as over 3000 years ago. These finds aren’t just random relics. They mention names, places, and events that align with Jewish history.

One of the oldest hints comes from ancient Egypt. Around 1400 BCE, during the time of Pharaoh Amenhotep III, a statue pedestal now kept in Berlin bears a relief that seems to refer to “Israel.” This artifact, known as the Berlin Pedestal Relief, shows bound captives and lists place names like Ashkelon and Canaan, with a damaged spot that experts believe once said “Israel.” It’s a bit controversial because the inscription is worn, but many scholars see it as the earliest extra-biblical nod to the Israelites in Canaan, suggesting they were already a recognized group in the region long before more detailed records appear.

A clearer reference pops up about 200 years later on the Merneptah Stele, a massive stone slab from Egypt dated to around 1208 BCE. Pharaoh Merneptah boasts about his military wins in Canaan, and one line stands out: “Israel is laid waste; his seed is not.” This is the first undisputed mention of “Israel” in any ancient text outside the Bible. It portrays Israel not as a city or a king, but as a people or a tribal group settled in the land. Finds like this stele help counter ideas that the Israelites were latecomers. Instead, they show a presence during what’s often called the Late Bronze Age, aligning with stories of settlement after the Exodus.Image
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Moving forward in time, the Iron Age brings more evidence of organized kingdoms. The land splits into Israel in the north and Judah in the south, with kings ruling over tribes. Archaeology uncovers inscriptions that name these kingdoms and their leaders, proving they weren’t just legends.

The Tel Dan Stele, found in northern Israel in 1993 is a basalt stone from the 9th century BCE set up by an Aramean king, Hazael, to celebrate victories. It mentions killing the “king of Israel” (likely Jehoram) and the “House of David,” referring to the dynasty of King David in Judah. This is huge because it’s the first archaeological proof of David as a historical figure, not just a biblical one. The “House of David” phrase shows Judah was ruled by his descendants, tying the land to Jewish royal history.

Nearby neighbors left records too. The Mesha Stele, also called the Moabite Stone, dates to about 840 BCE and was erected by King Mesha of Moab. It talks about battles with Israel, naming King Omri as the oppressor who controlled Moab. Recent studies using advanced imaging confirm it also says “House of David,” linking to Judah’s kings. This artifact echoes biblical accounts in 2 Kings, showing Israelite dominance in the region.
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Assyrian empires to the east provide even more details. The Kurkh Monoliths, from around 853 BCE, describe a battle where King Shalmaneser III faced a coalition including “Ahab the Israelite,” who sent 2,000 chariots. This matches the Bible’s portrayal of Ahab as a powerful king of Israel. Then there’s the Black Obelisk of Shalmaneser III (841 BCE), which shows King Jehu of Israel bowing in tribute, labeled as “Jehu son of Omri” or from the “House of Omri.” It’s the earliest image of an Israelite king.

Other Assyrian finds name more rulers. The Stele of Adad-Nirari III (around 800 BCE) mentions “Joash the Samarian,” meaning Jehoash of Israel, paying tribute. The Nimrud Tablet K3751 from 733 BCE refers to “Ahaz of Judah.” Sennacherib’s annals, like the Taylor Prism (691 BCE), boast of besieging King Hezekiah of Judah in Jerusalem, locking him “like a bird in a cage.” These show Judah and Israel as established kingdoms with Jewish kings.

Babylonian records continue the story. The Jerusalem Chronicle (605-595 BCE) details Nebuchadnezzar’s capture of Jerusalem in 597 BCE, taking King Jehoiachin prisoner. Tablets from Babylon mention “Ya’u-kīnu, king of the land of Yahudu” (Jehoiachin) receiving rations. The Al-Yahudu Tablets describe exiled Judeans in Babylon, naming their settlements after Judah.

For tribes, direct mentions are rarer, but some artifacts hint at them. The Soleb Inscription from Egypt (1400 BCE) refers to “Shasu of Yahweh,” nomadic groups linked to the Israelites and possibly tribes like those in the Bible. The Amarna Letters (14th century BCE) mention “Habiru,” which some connect to Hebrews or early Israelite tribes raiding Canaan.
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Oct 29
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A thread 🧵 about the corrupt and dishonest United Nations.

This thread will offer just a small glimpse into how disingenuous, corrupt and dishonest the United Nations is when it comes to transparency and accountability.
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Kurt Waldheim was the Secretary General of the UN from the January 1st, 1972 to December 31st, 1981 (9 years and 364 days).

Now interestingly, Kurt Waldheim was also a Nazi. He served from the end of 1941 through to the end in 1945, and ended his service as first lieutenant.
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While stationed in the Soviet bloc in 1944, and working within the propaganda intelligence bureau, Waldheim reviewed and approved a packet of antisemitic propaganda leaflets that were to be dropped behind Soviet lines, one of which ended: "Enough of the Jewish war, kill the Jews, come over."

He was a Special Missions Staff Officer, and was responsible for the forceful removal of Jews from Greece and several other countries to concentration camps and their deaths in 1944.
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