I spent 10 years building my body, and lost it all in a few months… this is what life did to me
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Before everything changed, I was a bodybuilder and trainer in Gaza. I weighed 108kg, full of muscle, strength, and hope.
I was well known in the fitness community and helped many athletes become champions.
I loved inspiring people to take care of their bodies and mental health. I lived a beautiful life with my wife and young son.
We were happy.
Then, life took a turn I never expected.
I became displaced from my home. We lost access to proper food, clean water, and medical care.
The gym I trained in was destroyed.
Over the past months, I lost over 30kg, not because of a fitness goal, but because of hunger, malnutrition, and the constant psychological stress of just surviving.
The muscle I spent more than 10 years building disappeared in just a few months.
Every mirror now reflects not only a physical transformation, but the emotional and mental toll of being forced to start from zero.
I’m not sharing this for sympathy, but to show how life can sometimes break even the strongest people.
How everything you worked for can vanish, not by choice, but by cruel .
1/ This breaking exclusive story from Reuters (sourced from her office) looks like an effort to retroactively justify and normalize Tulsi Gabbard's presence at the recent Georgia raid by framing it as part of a broader ODNI election security mission. I can explain:
2/ Between Feb 1–4, Gabbard told Congress her Georgia role falls under ODNI's election security authority and is tied to a long running assessment of electronic voting systems.
3/ At the same time, this newly-public Puerto Rico operation is now being highlighted as proof of that "long running" work, with ODNI emphasizing vulnerabilities and alleged foreign‑interference risks to make Georgia look like one more node in an existing program.
Tyler Shears is in the #EpsteinFiles because he directly worked PR for Epstein. He was also the CTO (and responsible for "deep dive due diligence on all new investments and company projects") at The Ingersoll Group during the time when Keith Ingersoll was committing crimes there.
Me in 2023: "If Millennials think we're having a hard time now, the madness & the chaos that would be unleashed in a 2nd Trump presidency would be unmatched by any other point in American history, & I think that none of us want to live through that"
You can see my eye twitching.
Anthony Davis: He knows he's 'Above the Law' and he kind of is.
Me: He kind of is. He kind of is. I mean, when you think about an equivalent, you could think about someone like Elon Musk.
Some stories wound me in the writing. The toll is a stress that burrows deep during research. When the weight grows unbearable, when it overwhelms, I step back, breathe, think. But I will not be ruled by fear. My allegiance is to democracy, and the stakes could not be higher.
The cunning of fear is that it needs no chains. It merely suggests that tomorrow is soon enough, that someone else will speak, and that the risk outweighs the duty. Fear stops the hand before it writes, and closes the throat before it speaks.
Fear is a thief of motion. It wins not by persuasion, but by paralysis. It whispers in our ear that stillness is safety, that silence protects. It makes cowards feel wise, inaction feel reasonable, retreat feel like strategy. So nothing moves. The moment passes, and passes again.