Thread by @facelessgospel

The problem is not the internet, the problem, is my father, the problem is my mother, the problem is that I had to grow up without one concurrent, present father in my life while being berated and yelled at by my mom constantly, and always being the target of nonstop shaming

it is not my fucking job to raise myself, but my dad made it my job to learn how to become a man without a father, my mom made it my job to become mentally stronger than she in SPITE of her constant belittling.

i’m just fucking sick of living the way I am, I hate everyone, I don’t have any actual friends, only 2, I don’t have any plan for my life, and I don’t care, I just don’t care about anything anymore

it sounds like I’m saying it’s everyone’s fault but mine because it is everyone’s fault but mine.

I do not respect my mother, I do not love my mother, I only live with my mother. There are good times, but every good time I have with her is overshadowed by an even worse time. My father isn’t even my father it feels like.

No one took any actual time to raise me, fuck everyone