The problem is not the internet, the problem, is my father, the problem is my mother, the problem is that I had to grow up without one concurrent, present father in my life while being berated and yelled at by my mom constantly, and always being the target of nonstop shaming it is not my fucking job to raise myself, but my dad made it my job to learn how to become a man without a father, my mom made it my job to become mentally stronger than she in SPITE of her constant belittling.