Spiritually, the version of Kris Vallotton I am encountering now claims that he cannot (not “won’t”) but cannot talk to me in person about what I have been witnessing him do to people spiritually especially but also some things physically because he is married to Kathy.
Spiritually, that is crap.
He is avoiding accountability now as he has specifically avoided accountability since 2020 definitely and 2019 specifically.
I am surprised that more of his peers are not insisting Kris answer the questions I have brought up about abuse and spiritual abuses I have witnessed.
When leaders in an organization are corrupt or corrupted, their compromise physically and spiritually adversely affects the people and organizations they lead.
I have thought a lot this week about my interactions with parts of individuals like Kris Vallotton, like James Goll, like Doug Addison, like Peter Wagner, like John Paul Jackson, like Bob Jones.
Especially with Kris, the parts of Kris I encountered after I was 15 years old seemed to be what I can only describe as in a redemptive process or an atoning process.
I have been thinking a lot about how there was testing of groups of men and women by the US Government, tests men like Paul Cain bragged about being part of. What those folks the men and women involved have not really come forward to express is that each of them were from everything I see misusing and abusing connections to a child (or someone who was physically a child THEN but the parts of them accessed could have been at any point in that individual’s lifetime).
Only Kris seemed to have the ability in connection to me to access me spiritually across time, he was utilizing aspects of me that best connected with him and the need of the moment.
From everything I have seen, using that method throughout my childhood specifically from 4–15 years old or from roughly 1980/1981 to 1991 and then 17-25 years old for me physically, I had a spiritual connection with Kris but no, as in zero, physical relationship with him.
I have memories though of events that happened in dreams and visions but then crossed over into physical events regarding Kris and others from Bethel.
I have previously written about having a dream of going to Crossroads Mall which was a mall in Beckley, WV and I was kidnapped from the mall by a guy, he had a van, he in that dream sexually assaulted me then killed me and dumped my body in the mountains. The following day my mom and I were at the mall, at that store, I looked out and saw the guy from my dreams sitting on the bench outside of the music store watching me. I started shaking in fear because I remembered the dream of what that guy had done to me or wanted to do to me. I insisted instead of us shopping that my mom and I leave the mall. As we were leaving the mall, the man I would come to know as Kris Vallotton was physically sitting on the bench outside of the store blocking the guy or interfering with the guy ensuring that he did not get near me. The guy was part of Bethel’s Prophetic ministry team of leaders. He was the one who spoke before Kris at the audit I did of BSSM. He is one of the few teachers at BSSM that has a doctoral degree. I would later physically observe this guy in a physical moment sitting beside a woman who was live-streaming or recording the moment on stage when Ben Armstrong in 2020 had a BSSM student on stage dressed only in a white tank top with her hair pulled forward -a very sexual look or sexualized look - and Ben was asking for a sponsor for her and Ben said for whoever was interested to send Ben proof of their financials. In that moment, I felt I was watching trafficking or a form of human trafficking that connected so many people men and women spiritually as well as physically.
There is a connection between Kris and I that relates to parallel experiences physically and spiritually…same name especially. For example, Crossroads to me refers to Crossroads Mall.
Spiritually, that is crap.
He is avoiding accountability now as he has specifically avoided accountability since 2020 definitely and 2019 specifically.
I am surprised that more of his peers are not insisting Kris answer the questions I have brought up about abuse and spiritual abuses I have witnessed.
When leaders in an organization are corrupt or corrupted, their compromise physically and spiritually adversely affects the people and organizations they lead.
I have thought a lot this week about my interactions with parts of individuals like Kris Vallotton, like James Goll, like Doug Addison, like Peter Wagner, like John Paul Jackson, like Bob Jones.
Especially with Kris, the parts of Kris I encountered after I was 15 years old seemed to be what I can only describe as in a redemptive process or an atoning process.
I have been thinking a lot about how there was testing of groups of men and women by the US Government, tests men like Paul Cain bragged about being part of. What those folks the men and women involved have not really come forward to express is that each of them were from everything I see misusing and abusing connections to a child (or someone who was physically a child THEN but the parts of them accessed could have been at any point in that individual’s lifetime).
Only Kris seemed to have the ability in connection to me to access me spiritually across time, he was utilizing aspects of me that best connected with him and the need of the moment.
From everything I have seen, using that method throughout my childhood specifically from 4–15 years old or from roughly 1980/1981 to 1991 and then 17-25 years old for me physically, I had a spiritual connection with Kris but no, as in zero, physical relationship with him.
I have memories though of events that happened in dreams and visions but then crossed over into physical events regarding Kris and others from Bethel.
I have previously written about having a dream of going to Crossroads Mall which was a mall in Beckley, WV and I was kidnapped from the mall by a guy, he had a van, he in that dream sexually assaulted me then killed me and dumped my body in the mountains. The following day my mom and I were at the mall, at that store, I looked out and saw the guy from my dreams sitting on the bench outside of the music store watching me. I started shaking in fear because I remembered the dream of what that guy had done to me or wanted to do to me. I insisted instead of us shopping that my mom and I leave the mall. As we were leaving the mall, the man I would come to know as Kris Vallotton was physically sitting on the bench outside of the store blocking the guy or interfering with the guy ensuring that he did not get near me. The guy was part of Bethel’s Prophetic ministry team of leaders. He was the one who spoke before Kris at the audit I did of BSSM. He is one of the few teachers at BSSM that has a doctoral degree. I would later physically observe this guy in a physical moment sitting beside a woman who was live-streaming or recording the moment on stage when Ben Armstrong in 2020 had a BSSM student on stage dressed only in a white tank top with her hair pulled forward -a very sexual look or sexualized look - and Ben was asking for a sponsor for her and Ben said for whoever was interested to send Ben proof of their financials. In that moment, I felt I was watching trafficking or a form of human trafficking that connected so many people men and women spiritually as well as physically.
There is a connection between Kris and I that relates to parallel experiences physically and spiritually…same name especially. For example, Crossroads to me refers to Crossroads Mall.
2/ My Crossroads linked to Kris’s Crossroads. Kris likely had spiritual battle moments he could not understand as the spiritual battle crossed over into the physical and the physical crossed over into the spiritual and the lines, so to speak, between the two were blurred.
So what is going on?
I am not sure. Something with the guy from Bethel. Something related to another young woman being brutalized and hurt the way I saw that man attack me and hurt me in my dream. She is targeted by him because I see that she spiritually has something of mine taken from me by Kris but then given away by Kris in impartation that should have never happened because, first, what Kris gave in impartation was not his to give or to impart in the first place. Secondly, what is mine is not hers and what is mine only puts this person in harm’s way.
Bethel Church has a mess and Bethel the overarching “House of God” or the spiritual environments that comprise the “spirit-filled” environments as we see in the Charismatic church has a mess.
Kris has a lot to answer for that is good, bad, of God and amazing, but then also he is going to need to give account for what is absolutely sin, absolutely evil, and absolutely ugly.
I am definitely curious to know what else needs to happen before the “fathers”, like Kris, are confronted?
So what is going on?
I am not sure. Something with the guy from Bethel. Something related to another young woman being brutalized and hurt the way I saw that man attack me and hurt me in my dream. She is targeted by him because I see that she spiritually has something of mine taken from me by Kris but then given away by Kris in impartation that should have never happened because, first, what Kris gave in impartation was not his to give or to impart in the first place. Secondly, what is mine is not hers and what is mine only puts this person in harm’s way.
Bethel Church has a mess and Bethel the overarching “House of God” or the spiritual environments that comprise the “spirit-filled” environments as we see in the Charismatic church has a mess.
Kris has a lot to answer for that is good, bad, of God and amazing, but then also he is going to need to give account for what is absolutely sin, absolutely evil, and absolutely ugly.
I am definitely curious to know what else needs to happen before the “fathers”, like Kris, are confronted?
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