long thread incoming because i have LOTS OF THOUGHTS about “midori being unaware of how chiaki specifically feels about him”

and now i wanna think about it while keeping the “i kept everyone’s morisawa-senpai to myself” line from climax in mind

https://x.com/0918justice/status/1759554885761036770?s=46

the climax lines makes me wonder…. could another reason why midori was determined to be reliable was to also “free” chiaki from having all his time taken up by midori’s hopelessness…? it’d make sense considering what he says in the epilogues… but like, i wanna dig even Further

the urge to continue rereading comet show vs knowing how hard that story rewires me so i cant get myself to put all that energy in it rn but honestly the main reason is i really… do not like reading ingame. doesnt matter what language it is, smthn about opening the game and reading thru it really exhausts me idk

after a whole year i finally read myriad……… madakana are gay (no) ummm i have so many thoughts but none coming out…. mainly “wow kanatas feelings completely aligned with what happened in comet show” and “wow no wonder kanata and midori are similar” and “madara and kanata are in love” and

been thinking..... OG ryuseitai has chiaki leader, kanata vice leader
RB (tetora leader) implies that chiaki is tetora's vice-leader. chiaki's ryusei black no.2 AND the one who co-leads tetora's plan. also, even before RB became a thing, rstM/rstN had this feeling of "chiaki needs to consult tetora first" "tetora needs to have chiaki's consultation first" when it came to deciding things.

engstars comet show thread 😌🫶❤️ my angel my beloved man i love supernova kanata but also wow i can see why kanata saw midori and nodded hm yes he can do what i couldn’t.

cuz this attitude of his in supernova is very similar to midori lmao

in !! era there’s a strong emphasis that all of rst is starting to realize oh um chiaki is not that flawless hero huh. he isnt huh

and i think chiaki felt very terrified of this bc if hes not that what even is he?? AND THATS WHAT RST KEEPS TRYING TO BADGER INTO HIS HEAD THAT HES MORE THAN THIS “flawless hero” IMAGE!!

i think comet show was such a confusing time for all of them that at the time, they were just relieved they were gonna be together. thats why it ends happily

ahh midochia’s just too, too good… thought about how beautifully flawed these two are last night. i love how flawed chiaki is … how absolutely flawed and mistaken and wrong he is in all the right ways.

and the best part? most of his flaws come from being inhuman, rather than human. and his worst flaw is thinking his ACTUAL flaw is his human side, NOT inhuman(virtuous) side

got emo again remembering that midochia are a real actual duo as part of galaxy rst and i had to rt these pics all over again.... 🥹🥹🥹 i remember the seishun emergency one making me so, sososososo SO happy the first time i saw it like i even legit pqrted it on my priv saying "it makes me so happy to see fanart of midori and chiaki as a gen duo of their own it makes them all the more special"

kanata respects chiaki's boundaries and understands that chiaki is uncomfortable being known for his "uncool" side so he never once spilled the truth about chiaki's past... and never lets a conversation lead into that meanwhile midori finds every single way to invade his boundaries bc he's so sick and tired of being kept out of the loop and (insert the entire essay of how midori feels about chiaki bc im way too tired to repeat it rn)