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She/Her I am a history teacher, philosophy student, Jesus obsessive, AnarchoPacifist, pastor's wife, father, and liberationist. I am also a writer and blogger.
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Jul 2 9 tweets 2 min read
Can I just talk for a second about how infuriatingly ironic it is that the churches who ran endless youth programming on the dangers of postmodernism and subjectivism have now embraced profoundly postmodern epistemologies of narrative?
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Like, Christian Nationalists today cheerfully cherry pick any and all traditional sources of shared reality in order to construct and maintain their own horrible power/dominance based worldview (there’s that word again).
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Jun 28 10 tweets 3 min read
Your reminder that Ryan Walters is the Secretary of Education under whom Nex died.
But beyond that don't forget that "fascism tries to turn politics into aesthetics". In non-scholar language, fascism cares about vibes, not about facts.
1/ Image For the last week or so (since the Louisiana law mandating the Ten Commandments in classrooms) a lot of my progressive Christian friends have been kinda scratching their heads about the move.
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Jun 27 8 tweets 2 min read
I think I need to make a thing clear.
If you are trans then it is *not* selfish to transition. It may cost you (or those you love) a lot; it may even cost you what feels like everything. There is no moral obligation to transition but it is *not* selfish.
Let me elaborate.
1/ The cost that may be incurred by your choice to transition exists because we live in a transphobic society. We live in a world where you didn't feel able to come out and love as who you are until after you and others were already invested in the false gender persona you use(d)
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Jun 25 15 tweets 3 min read
So Evangelicals it looks like I have something to say to you again.

I don't understand your God.

And of course that is poorly said. On the one hand who can "understand" God anyway and on the other, I am a monotheist, so I believe there is only the one God.
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So let me try to say it again. I find the way you seem to understand God utterly baffling.

And I was raised among you.

I know I have changed, but I think you have as well.

Do you know that you have changed.
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Jun 16 11 tweets 2 min read
OK gonna talk about what enables this ridiculousness. Leaning heavily on Julia Serano's recent scholarship in Sexed Up.

It's a specific aspect of sexualization.
1/ To sexualize someone is to make it sexual when it wasn't before. Anti-queer folk work (and have been working) really hard to sexualized queerness and queer people. That is the foundation for their groomer libel.
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Apr 24 9 tweets 2 min read
Hey trans allies, a quick word.

I know that a lot of y'all shifted to affirming trans people out of something like sympathy after finding out about how painful gender dysphoria is and that transition is the *only* effective documented and researched "treatment" for it.
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That's absolutely fine as far as it goes. It speaks really well of your heart & compassion.

And at the same time I hope that by now you have moved on from that as your justification for supporting/affirming trans people.

It's a good doorway in but don't stand in the door.
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Apr 19 7 tweets 2 min read
The Way of Jesus is the Way of Peace.

And it is a Hard Way. Jesus called it narrow.

Many aren't even interested in it.

But many who claim to want to follow it end up trying to take shortcuts.
1/ Image You can't build peace on any foundation but Justice—it will not last and when it returns the new conflict will be worse than the first.

Miss me with both sides-ism Peacemaking.

Both sides may have done things wrong, that doesn't make them equally responsible.
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Feb 15 14 tweets 5 min read
Three years ago for Lent I gave up...I wasn't sure at the time. I framed it to myself as a commitment to pray about what I should do about the fact that I knew I am a transgender woman, I was terrified to tell anyone that, and I knew keeping it secret was poisoning me.
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Me on Ash Wednesday 2021 I decided to try to make a point of spending a significant period of time each day praying and asking God to show me a way forward. I wanted God to tell me what to do but God wouldn't do that. It was sort of infuriating.
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Feb 11 16 tweets 4 min read
OK, let's talk about bounded set Christianity and Centered Set Christianity and maybe I'll throw in some reflections on the danger of disgust theology for a treat.
1/ Image Cantered, Bounded, (And Fuzzy but I am gonna ignore that one for this 🧵) Christianities are models for thinking about hwl different churches and traditions *do* their Christianity. The models were developed by Paul Hiebert out of @fullerseminary and that shows.
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Feb 2 23 tweets 7 min read
It seems to me that there has been a rise in discourse on weird Christian Twitter about non-affirming Christians who are also not cruel or are even kind to queer Christians. And I have some thoughts on that subject so let me tell you a story about Ken Wilson and the Third Way.
1/ The cover of Ken Wilson's "A Letter to my Congregation" Back during the Obama presidency & before marriage equality, when it still looked like there was a real possibility that some Evangelical denominations might at allow for affirming churches, Ken Wilson was one of a group of Vineyard pastors moving in an affirming direction.
2/ The Emergent Church movement graphic
Jan 29 10 tweets 2 min read
Oh my gosh now I'm seeing queer—presumably gentile—people trying to do oppression olympics against Jewish people using the Holocaust.

Stop it! Stop it right now you are being anti-liberationist and embarrassing yourself.

Fascist hatred and violence work in particular ways
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First a reminder that oppression Olympics is a stupid game that everyone loses.

Second the role of anti-semitism in fascism (especially Nazism) is unique and abhorrent. Minimizing Nazi antisemitic violence is profoundly wrong.
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Jan 25 8 tweets 3 min read
So recently Christian Nationalist Twitter has started railing against Mennonites (I think William W started it?). I think there are multiple reasons for this and those reasons do a lot to set off the stark differences in different strains of contemporary Christianity.
1/ Image First there are the massive theological differences between Christian Nationalism and Anabaptism. CN wants a state defined and run by Christians, Anabaptism is profoundly skeptical of the state generally as sees Church control of government as anathema. 2/
Jan 22 27 tweets 10 min read
OK y'all the Banner just published my story so I think it is time to talk about all of this. I am the trans teacher who has found (more) peace in Baltimore City.
I deeply appreciate the Banner's reporting and am gonna add some context, details, and perspective.
1/ Baltimore Banner headline that reads "Fleeing Hate: Trans teacher finds peace in Baltimore after receiving threats in Anne Arundel I am a high school teacher (social studies mostly) and I came out publicly and at work as trans in late January of 2022.

I worked with our admin to craft a message that would be clear but not distracting. It ended up being a letter introducing myself to parents & staff.
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a paragraph from my coming out blog
the picture of me I used in my coming out blog
Dec 28, 2023 14 tweets 3 min read
A LOT of Christians will try to get around Jesus' command to Love by suggesting that they can Love &be cruel and that their cruelty can be an expression of love.
And it is true that sometimes Love expresses itself in ways that induce pain in the beloved—think about doctors. 1/ BUT that sort of pain—the sort that can attend LOVE—is distinguished by ultimately leading to healing. And this is where so many Christians show themselves to be justifying cruelty rather than committed to difficult love: they don't stay around and acknowledge the outcome 2/
Nov 22, 2023 16 tweets 3 min read
OK I am gonna try.

Affirming parents of transgender children are special and they matter so much to the trans community for more than the obvious reasons...

A 🧵of gratitude for trans-affirming parents. People holding signs that say "protect trans kids" Starting with the obvious reasons: A lot of trans people have been rejected by their parents and that is deeply painful. Seeing parents who do what all parents ought to and what far to few parents actually do is intrinsically healing and beautiful. "We love to see it" 2/
Nov 10, 2023 17 tweets 3 min read
Go read this piece from WaPo (gonna have to search the title cuz 🔗 suppression) and then come back for an insider thread on the serious problem of school bullying and my thoughts on why it is so hard to make improvements. 1/
CW: child suicide and bullying WaPo headline on the subject of student suicide and bullying. So I am a public school teacher and for a decade I was the faculty advisor for my school's GSA. We dealt with bullying a lot and as a club the students led the efforts to address problems of bullying. I tried to support them as their liaison to admin and the district. 2/
Nov 2, 2023 10 tweets 3 min read
OK this message is for Christians who choose specifically not to describe themselves as queer or gay or trans or ace but *do* describe themselves as "same-sex attracted" or "gender dysphoric" or "AGP" or some such:

It doesn't go away.

It was never supposed to.
1/ Image Your queerness, dear one—and I know you don't want to own queerness—is a gift. It is a beautiful and holy part of who you are, who God made you to be.
It won't go away because God doesn't fix what isn't broken. 2/
Oct 30, 2023 16 tweets 4 min read
OK so low I want to do a 🧵 on Tomboys and archetypes/stereotypes and some forms of gender transgression that fall *within* social prescriptions of gender presentation.

Tl;dr: society is cruel

But I hope you will read the whole thing. 1/ First I want to thank everyone who has responded to yesterday's thread about "men in dresses" and gender transgression. Lots of encouragement and several of you added important nuance. 2/
Oct 29, 2023 18 tweets 4 min read
OK I want to do a 🧵 about "men in dresses". I hope I can get this to come out right. 1/ So in this tweet Mason is poking fun at John Cooper who was all bent out of shape about @derekwebb , @FlamyGrant , and @gracebaldridge going to the Dove Awards in various forms of gender transgressive outfits.
Semler wore a suit, Flamy was in drag, and Derek wore a dress 2/ Image
Oct 23, 2023 11 tweets 3 min read
🧵 Hey fellow non-violence folk. We need to press into the hard questions of our conviction.

I'm not talking about the eternal "well what if someone attacked your family" thing that lethality apologists are forever raising; I'm thinking of the hard question of sides. /1 Image We have a bad habit in non-lethality/pacifist/radical non-violence circles to take an approach which ends up boiling down to "both sides bad because both sides violent". This is a mistake but it is a tempting one because it allows us to assume a sort of veneer of neutrality. 2/
Oct 21, 2023 23 tweets 4 min read
🧵 I want to talk a bit on how I think about showing up and engaging online as a queer Christian woman. 1/ Me holding autumnal flowers I have had quite a few people tell me that they experience me here as a positive and encouraging person, which is deeply affirming and encouraging because it tells me that i am growing as a person. 2/