The past 18 hours or so, I've been having intermittent episodes of severe chest & left shoulder pain, shortness of breath, and dizziness when active.
Because of the iatrogenic harmful abuse I've suffered countless times at the hands of EMTs, MDs, DOs, RNs, EDs, etc...contd... Contd...I am simply too traumatized to seek so-called "healthNOTcare". If something happens to me because of this, then I would MUCH rather die surrounded by my loving and understanding husband and family.
Contd... #sadbuttrue

Anyone else secretly cry on Christmas/Christmas Eve? ...I woke up in pain and he was actually super nice and really helped me out...I'm definitely NOT USED to Jason being nice & helpful suddenly, so I ask him why: Jason says "because it's Christmas!", but in my mind, I'm thinking about how I'm going to leave him after Christmas...

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Nothing at home (Voltaren gel, Ibuprofen, aspirin, R.I.C.E., knee brace, IcyHot, lidocaine cream--RX strength, heat/cold, etc) is helping my knee pain much, if at all.
My PM doc has already called me back, but I'm waiting for another call so they can tell me the tx plan... ...meanwhile, my knee pain flare is so severe that I know I need a Toradol shot. But I don't want to go to the ER for that, and it's VERY inconvenient for me to go 40 mins away to the PM office for a Toradol shot. I could ask my PCP, but they're unlikely to give Toradol...