@Mistress_Maree I watched some more of her videos, where she went a little further and I had a sudden attack of sanity. I thought, "I'm not THAT masochist!"
I still dream of her though!
Jan 13 • 5 tweets • 1 min read
I have dreams of finding a sadistic old woman who says, "I want to tie you up. I want to hurt you & I'm not going to let you go!"
I travel to her. I strip naked. I bathe myself from head to foot. I kneel before her. She binds me. She unleashes Hell upon me & I can't escape!
In my dream the woman is not pretty. She's at least 70 years old. Her personal hygiene is appalling and she smells.
Nevertheless, she spits on me and pisses on me, including in my mouth and I have to take it. Her home is in the middle of nowhere and no one can hear me scream!
Sep 22, 2023 • 4 tweets • 1 min read
@sherrylever @slaveguy1978 beating to someone like @slaveguy1978, knowing I could be next.
I don't want to be bad, like him. I want to be a good slave. I once heard someone say that the definition of the Mistress / slave role is:
"Do as your told and you'll be punished!"
I don't know if I'd like ...
@sherrylever @slaveguy1978 I don't know if I'd like that. However, I'd certainly know I was your slave.
Also, if I was one of several (two or more) slaves, I'd know I was no more than a harem slave.
I like to know my place, when there's a Mistress like you around.
Or do I? There's only one way to ...
Sep 18, 2023 • 4 tweets • 1 min read
I fantasize about being the perfect victim to the perfect Mistress, lying in captivity for hours or days!
BUT
Yesterday I had a perfect day out with friends that was topped & tailed with reminders of my psychopathology (Anxiety dreams) aggravated by bursting bladder & bowels!
I'm reminded of the words of Leonard Cohen: "Even damnation is poisoned with rainbows"!
I can't achieve perfection, even in Sin! Thank you God! Thank you so fucking much!
You're a Cunt, God. Do you know that? The RC Church say you're perfect, you're not: They are Lying Scum!
Aug 16, 2023 • 7 tweets • 2 min read
@Mistress_Quinnn You might get your wish, Mistress Quinn (See quoted Tweet).
Now I do know that if I mess with you, you might bite my cock off and show it down my throat (see:
@Mistress_Quinnn I'm 70 years old. I have bipolar (which is becoming a pain in the arse) & I know I'm going to die one day (because I'm human & we all do).
The question is this: Do I want to die of old age, or cancer, or bipolar induced suicide, or staring at a beautiful woman?
So now you'll have written permission to do violence to me when I eventually come to see you.
Here, in this Tweet, in front of everyone on Twitter, I'm giving you permission to threaten me with violence.
When I'm in your power, I'll have no one to blame but myself!
@VenomTheGoddess Now, every time I touch myself, anticipating my surrender to you, my unconscious mind will think: "This is really sexy & exciting!"
My eventual surrender will be all the more inevitable as this intense fantasy drives all other thoughts from my mind augmenting your power over me!
That might sound #harsh & bonkers but look at this:
You could actually cure slaves of Type 2 Diabetes and send them home healthier than they arrived!
You'd have to ensure the prisoner / slaves were not allowed to take any medication whatsoever (otherwise unexpected complications could occur) but you'd cure diabetes. Imagine that!
I do. Gluing my mouth to a woman's clit, while putting my fingers inside her & stroking her G spot for hours is heaven 2 me
I like to watch & taste her cum!
@ClassyClaraSC I find furniture is a problem. One often feels it hasn't been designed with oral sex in mind.
If only I could be on the #CuntSuckingAdvisoryBoard of #Habitat, I could show them a design consideration they (along with every other manufacturer) seem to have neglected to consider!
Nov 10, 2022 • 4 tweets • 2 min read
@MzFee I believe you're right, Ms Fee. I believe being your slave really would be a type of freedom.
A real slave lives (possibly shackled) in his Mistress's home, so she can use & / or abuse him, whenever she feels like it.
I'd like to try that scenario but do you want it?
It would not be forever, @MzFee, but I'd like to feel as if it would.
You'd dismiss me & let me go, when you got bored with me. But I'd like to feel like a real prisoner & slave, meaning that I should have NO right to terminate my incarceration until you terminate it!
In answer to your question, "What can you do for us?' I reply, what would you like me to do for you, Goddess
Let's meet at the GNH Bar on the Concourse of King's Cross & discuss it!
Nov 8, 2022 • 7 tweets • 7 min read
@MistressPip@XenaLWS I do. I like you and I want you to like and respect me. I'd drop that wish in the blink of a eye, if you said I could be your slave, concubine & plaything, @MistressPip!
This equality, "We're both in this together" thing is very well, but I'd much rather call a woman Goddess?
@MistressPip@XenaLWS I'd rather be part of your harem of say a hundred men & women, should you wish it, @MistressPip.
I'd love to show you my devotion by being faithful to you (if I'm capable of being faithful to one woman) while you sleep with anyone you like, male or female, & taunt me to my face!
@MelissaRTodd At a certain point Anita gives Chas a little Fly Agaric Mushroom, just enough to make him receptive.
Then Turner (Mick Jagger) says:
"The only Performance that makes it, that really makes it, that makes it all the way, is the one that achieves madness!" ...
Nov 6, 2022 • 4 tweets • 3 min read
@sherrylever I'm happy, @sherrylever. I wouldn't want such a Goddess to suffer. I'd much rather you were making me suffer*.
I live in Bedford. I took the X5 Bus to Oxford, yesterday. There was a Bus, I think it was the S6, going all the way to #Swindon!
* So I could prove my devotion!
@sherrylever@sherrylever I was thinking: If I came to you by Bus it would take me at least five hours to get to you & I'd be too exhausted to enjoy my surrender to you.
HOWEVER:
I'm guessing accommodation might not be too expensive in Swindon. I thought, if I booked two nights in a hotel
I've been thinking about this Tweet. I'm an Old Age Pensioner. I can't afford to session as often as I like. Consequently, I need to get the maximum excitement out of the sessions I CAN afford. I'd like to propose a little game.
I have been to visit Mistress Paris, so I know where to write to, if I wanted to give you both written permission to beat the crap out of me, if I ever come to you for a session.
