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Adult human female 🚺 follower of Christ 💒 Raising awareness about Tocophobia, Autism, and ROGD. Autistic, tocophobe, desister.
Feb 24, 2023 23 tweets 9 min read
My Detrans Story:

2010: questioning gender due to exposure to feminist, Leftist, and Marxist texts at university. Taught that women are victims, not worth being a woman, so I'd be better off as a man. I hated myself and my body. Started masturbating due to porn book at uni. 2011: Gender Dysphoria increased, a lot of questioning, started to think about transitioning. Started self-harming (cutting). Started to see a psychologist. She didn't know what to do with me. Had a meltdown on New Year's Eve. Parents worried.