Means u unfollow/unfriend & move on and not STALK. Which u do. That's a part of the cycle or game. I KNOW U. And that u love me. Get pissed spam like ur doing now. Say mean things to hurt at max velocity. Withhold communication for control and hurt...Yada yada yada. 1 You also know there was no communication for 5 years. Im a survivor. I broke my part of this cycle by leaving things open. By retreating a week. I say really mean shit when mad and burn bridges. So that's why. But I extended an olive branch. You do u. 2

Im tired of being attacked for my associations. Im tired of limiting my posts because of concerns the ppl I love ❤️, like my dtr will get dragged. Im tired of gameplaying adults that fail at basic communication abt what they want,or are angry abt. Use ur words ppl. 1 Im tired of apologizing when my intentions are honorable. Im tired of angry, nasty, ppl that endorse violence and hate. That is just not me. Im tired of false accusations of
crushes and lust. Im neither shy or hold back. If I love someone I scream it at the rooftops. 2

The emotional numbing of PTSD is considered maladaptive, because first it has default rage, and next it hurts loved ones. It causes literal pain that cuts deeply. Just ask someone related to or partnered w someone w PTSD. 1 When my blunting dropped in 2025,I felt elation,joy, excitement,and in love beyond my
previous life experience. Also,pain disappointment,fear,doubt, and ultimately devastation. It became literally physical. I deactivated and welcomed back the old way 2

A cancer survivor whose opinion I value advised ,"keep your stress low." So I've been doing that since the 20th. 1st by respecting clear boundaries- like blocks and locked messenger. Obviously when I block. Nope don't I don't want to talk. Same for others. 1 Im an adult so Im not going to email, call, comment, ride a timeline,or use other dms when the primary method has thrown up a block. It's called adulting,it's called going with ppl that do support me and want to talk. My test is finally Friday. 2

So the matter on hand. For 8 days my dms has been a rotating door of aholes. At 1 pt 5 rotating. Despite my bio saying no dms. Some were initiated. Still there's no excuse for not being decent. But instead, death threats, blackmail, judgement, unsolicited opinions,drama 20+ 1 One thing I learned for each and everyone of you. You're fake as fk. You hide yourself in dms,and portray something totally different in public. So for now on you lost all rights to ur fake 💩. Bring it out in public and have the courage to be yourself. 2

Blocking u has always resulted in major retaliation. Next you'll start
OPmyname. You lost in 2013-14 bcuz I always have bkup. Next you'll drop a dox. I don't have a digital print,it's a shield to protect my kid. I've self doomed to those that matter. IVE NEVER EVER DOXXED U. 1 I didn't join L or ur newest that published a cease & desist against u, not my circus not my monkey.
I want nothing to do with you.I didn't have to sleep the other night, I wanted to resolve the block in the group, u lied and I had no desire to speak with u beyond that. 2