Because I’m starting back on twitch in a few days, I need you all to know about what was done to me (and others) by one person who I used to call my mod. Tristah86 fabricated a 2-3 year long relationship with me. I am NOT, nor have I ever been in a romantic relationship with Tristah86. She has sabotaged me to my community and assassinated my character. Any screenshots you have received from ‘me’ via her are likely faked. If you ever had to pass a live learn through her and she said anything disparaging about it, please know that I didn’t know

It’s a myth that men protect and provide for women. Let’s talk about provide. More women are now university educated than men. Girls & women do better across the board in all subjects at school. The only things stopping women out-earning men are misogynist workplaces, the gender pay gap, and child-rearing, where women provide reproductive labour for men. ‘But what about the road builders? What about the farmers?’. Firstly, rich men do not build roads. Poor men and women do. This is about CLASS. The working class have always worked. Men and women.

Why I’ve been hot tub streaming: a business perspective (thread). Hot tub streaming allows me to do what I love (music) in a different location for way more eyeballs. My hot tub streams get double the ccv and 4-5x the individual eyeballs as my music category streams. They are also more clippable. Every single one of my top clips of all time are from a hot tub stream. These clips then get shared to various platforms, and my discoverability goes way up. Add to that, traffic gets directed to my OF and sales go way up (effective passive income).

Thread: I will be taking the ad incentive offer for November. It’s 8min/hour. I probably won’t make the monthly hours but even if I make half of them, it’s good money, it’s a week of my rent. I can’t post the exact amount as it would possibly violate my contract. Permit me a thought experiment. My average ccv for music is 300-400. My average ccv for the hot tub streams was about 2-2.5k. If I streamed tubs consistently, I could 10x my music viewership. Now, add to that, the ad revenue incentives are (possibly) based on impressions, ie

As I add a new type of content to my existing content, I’m getting a ton of hate from men that is never-ending, on every platform I’m on. I do have thick skin. I’ve been training for this my whole life, I’ve known that men hate women since..pretty much childhood. This isn’t new, but it’s still traumatic. I imagine this state of transition won’t last forever. This would be very difficult to bear for someone without the experience and support that I have. As you can imagine, it’s not good for one’s mental state to hear variations of ‘you’re a slut’ or

Now that I’ve been on Only Fans for about a month, I wanted to share some of my experiences on the platform. Firstly, for those interested in my business model, my account is free and some of my wall posts are locked - usually the more ‘risqué’ stuff. Firstly, why OF? Well, dear reader, I was f$&king about with the Instagram algorithm and realised that there might actually be a demand for this type of content. I’ve always been body confident and sex and SW positive so it was already a good fit for me.

If I had a man, I would: a thread

A man is much like a tamagotchi, needing almost constant care and attention. Men need to be fed, played with, kept happy, and sometimes even disciplined. But be careful while you are disciplining them that their ego is kept rather intact. If I had a man, I would feed it to keep it healthy and vibrant, and sometimes even offer it snacks to fill its happiness meter. I would know it is hungry when the knife & fork button lights up, or when it just won’t stop beeping at me. Caution: Do not overfeed your man.

I’m gonna explore why I think some men feel alienated when they first try to support feminism. When men become aware of inequality, some of them want to participate in social justice by giving verbal support to women and calling out other men. But, when they do inevitably mess up, they get called out and corrected, and women don’t make exceptions for them when talking about men. Women don’t welcome privileged men who know very little with open arms because well, women have been in the trenches their whole lives. Because there’s no immediate

I often joke about ‘performative femininity’, specifically that I should probably consider doing it in order to be more successful. What does this even mean? Twitch is a male dominated platform. Women have been conditioned to view our value through the male gaze. We are supposed to ‘come to life’ when men look at us. On Twitch, women who gush and simper do very well because they are catering to the male ego, they are ‘coming to life’ when someone compliments or tips them. I don’t mean to do an ‘I’m not like other girls’ here, this is a fact of the

Getting reflective on why women struggle so hard to break through that 600-800 viewership ceiling, whereas SO MANY men manage this. Aside from the obvious (twitch is male dominated, men relate better to men), I think it’s because some viewers are keener for individual attention from women than they are from men. They’re happy to watch their male hero game, but when it’s a woman, it’s more about getting her to notice you. And 1 on 1 relationships get hard to manage after a few hundred viewers. I’ve had some men in my community leave and tell me

If anyone is interested in the Omicron experience - this is mine, and it’s not done with me yet. Mild throat days 1-3. Some fever, some congestion. Day 4: The worst throat of your life for 24 hours. Day 5: the throat (unbelievably) gets even worse. You wish for death. If you can make it through that 48 hours, it does get better. And by better, I mean, different. Fever and congestion are ongoing, the throat is a 6/10 but now you get fatigue and dizziness too. It’s fun because these things take the focus off the more localised pain.

No stream today - I have covid, and it’s kicking my ass. It’s like if strep, a cold, and a flu had a really ugly baby together. I have no idea how I got it, I see 3 people, always mask, and avoid all indoor gatherings. If I can get it, you definitely can. Get boosted! Also RAT tests are rubbish, get a PCR if you actually want to know for sure.

It’s so weird how differently folks react to a man sleeping on stream compared to a woman sleeping on stream Almost like the same content is punished for one and rewarded for the other. Hmm, weird.

A thread on existing on the internet as a person on camera. Before I get started, most people are GREAT and getting to know so many different people via a broadcast or video platform brings a wonderful feeling of connectedness. My wish is to exist in my human flesh prison 1/9 without it being scrutinised or commented on in an objectifying way. I want to make music. As a musician & woman on camera, my body language, expressions, & appearance are tied to what I do. This issue is tough to navigate because some people present themselves to look sexy, 2/9

I've always been pretty interested in what makes a person sub to a channel (or not), so here is a little thread about what I have learned as a streamer. Some of you probably realised these things long before I did :) For me, there are 3 groups of people: The first group is your core community, the ones who like you and your content so they sub. Many are probably on long sub streaks. These people are the lifeblood of the channel. Another group is the people who can't afford it/just don't sub. We are not talking about this group.