I don’t usually talk about myself. Not, like, serious stuff. But it’s 4 in the morning, I can’t sleep, and this story keeps coming back to me.

https://twitter.com/abc13houston/status/1025202123083075585

So let’s talk about my thing.

Yes, trigger warnings. Because that video was one. You'll see why. 1/16 When I was fifteen, I had that first love, the one that rocks your world. He died. This story isn’t about him. But the context is important. After he died, I wouldn’t really have a relationship for two years; I was still a mess. 2/16