Good Morning Sweetlings, Beautiful Monsters and Fabulous Disasters.
Today is #TransDayOfVisibility and I have thought long and hard about what I need to say about it.
For those of you who do not wish to be visible and wish you could just fade in to the background, I support you. When I announced to the world that I was Transgender, I looked to Twitter to find like minded folk and if it were not for their visibility and strength I believe I would have seriously struggled to accept myself.

Good Morning Sweetlings, Beautiful Monsters and Fabulous Disasters.
The weather over the weekend was amazing! Had a lovely walk down by the river on Sunday. I have my angle poise tablet holder, and I can see how I managed without one!! I played Tiny Tina's Wonderland and laughed We watched MI: 3 and we constructed an IKEA shoe cupboard.
Phew, I feel knackered just remembering all that...

I hope your weekend was filled with excitement and laughter, and I hope that this week brings you some peace in your life.
I hope the voices of doom keep quiet

Good Morning Sweetlings, Beautiful Monsters and Fabulous Disasters. Big day for me, a celebration! A time to reflect on the the journey I have undertaken, a moment to look at myself and appreciate just how far I have come. What is so special about today? I hear you ask...
Well... Today is one of the landmark events in any Trans Persons life, today is a celebration of the day I started HRT (Hormone Replacement Therapy).
4 years ago today, I placed the very first patch on my thigh. The nervous excitement of finally moving along the path to new adventures.

Good Morning Sweetlings, Beautiful Monsters and Fabulous Disasters!
I look at the community I find myself a part of, and I see so many amazing people. I see folks trying to live their lives to the best of their ability, I see folks going above and beyond what is expected. I see folks who radiate love, folks who always support their friends.
I feel honoured to be a part of a loving, caring community and I hope that I do my small part in belonging to that community.
I look out across the sea of faces that appear on my screen, and I see hope.

Good Morning Sweetlings, Beautiful Monsters and Fabulous Disasters.
Sometimes I find myself staring blankly at the screen, waiting for words to form themselves on the digital canvas before me. And today is one of those days...
But you're typing these words, I hear you say! Well, yes I am.
Constructing this was not easy, it took many forms in my fingers, fired across empty spaces between synapses. Thrown around like aa bag of ping pong balls, until it finally took form on the screen. And even then, a garbled message appeared and was quickly deleted

Good Morning Sweetlings, Beautiful Monsters and Fabulous Disasters. In this world of chaos, I am just a tiny part of a system. I am what most would consider, a nobody, insignificant in anything I may do or say. Nothing I do will change anything in this world, so why bother to try When others attack, they are often quick to point out how insignificant I am, how that I will never amount to anything and because I am poor, not famous or work my self to the bone for likes and retweets. They use that to dismiss my opinions.

Good Morning Sweetlings, Beautiful Monsters and Fabulous Disasters. I'm in the process of cleaning the kitchen and have had to take a break, for me staring at light coloured surfaces for too long induces a headache as my brain tries to work out what's dirt and what's floaters. That's why I like to make my surroundings darker, it's more pleasing and soothing to me as the darker colours negate the constant floaters in my eyes.
Life here in the Scottish Borders in proceeding nicely, we feel settled here.

Good Morning Sweetlings, Beautiful Monsters and Fabulous Disasters. A rip roaring start to the day with a phone call from local Mental Health Services, had a lovely chat, some advice and local contacts. Starting again in a new area can be difficult at the best of times! Washing is on and whirring softly away to itself, singing the cleansing song of Machima. Got some cleaning to do next, new rota in place to make sure neither of us forget anything that needs doing.
Hopefully going to play some Cyberpunk 2077 later, new character joy!

Good morning sweetlings, beautiful monsters and fabulous disasters. A fresh day, a new beginning, another chance to try again. Another day to explore who we are and how we can help each other, lift each other up and pave the way for those to come. We don't have to be perfect, we don't have to have all the answers, we don't even have to know where we are going. We can reach out with love, hope and understanding. Our hands to balance the unsteady, our arms to carry the weak, our hearts to give compassion and ears to listen.

Good morning sweetlings, beautiful monsters and fabulous disasters. On this day, 30th of August 2017, I told the first person about the real me.
It's been a rollercoaster of a journey since that point. I've connected with people around the world, amazing people. I learnt to love myself again, although I still struggle with MH issues. I thought I would never find love again, but I did. I can't see where my road will lead me, but I have a wonderful lady to walk with me, explore with me and lift me up with her love.

CW: Mental Health

I'm not sure what's going on with my head right now, but I am fully aware of imbalances in my state of mind. Yesterday I was overcome with a great sense of sadness, despair and emptyness. I'm in a great place right now, with a woman that I love, yet I'm lost. In these rational moments, everything seems clear. I can see the depression for what it is, I can fight it, I have the weapons to beat it back and deal with it.
Recently I've been tired, and find myself unable to focus properly. I believe this has given negative thoughts an entry

Good morning sweetlings, beautiful monsters and fabulous disasters. Another glorious day has arrived, landing spectacularly fabulousl, like a penguin in a sequined tutu and wearing a hat made of rainbows.
You too are fabulous, you are amazing, you are loved and you are worthy. You are beautiful, your light shines so the world may see you in all your glory.
You do matter, you do belong, you can do it.
You are not an imposter, your head tells you lies. You are not a burden to those that matter. The voice of doubt can be louder than reason, it deceives.

Good morning sweetlings, beautiful monsters and fabulous disasters. As we find ourselves connected for this single moment in time, my words seep into you brain, connecting us across the vastness of time and space. One moment captured, yet visible for all to see. A connection of more than just words, a connection of feeling, respect, love and friendship. The connection may wax and wane, but there is always a glimmer of those we have walked with, I'm sorry if you feel that I neglect our connection. Its not that I don't care.

Good Morning Sweeting, it's Sunday again and I'm here to celebrate life and show thanks to all my friends and family.
Firstly, still not smoking is the best! Now on to 36 weeks free from the tobacco monster! Yay me! Feels so good 💜💙❤️ Week 12 for little Miss Fina and little Miss Patches, change continue to leave me feeling wonderful. Feeling happy about my top half is an amazing and wonderful thing. They look small but perky, and oh so sensitive! how 2 little things can make so much difference in life!