Autogynephilia - A paraphilia that has come to connotate narcissistic rage, depression, shame, denial, a drive to spend fortunes and leave families in the pursuit of a mere fetish, and much more. A question that many observers may have is, "why?" Why are these feelings so genuinely felt and powerful? Why are AGPs so ambitious in the chase for womanhood? Why do they seem to lie about their past? Why do they reject Blanchard's theory? Let's talk about it.