When I lost those 100lbs in 1 year, I was fueled by self-disgust

I had grown to hate the idea of seeing myself as “the fat kid” anymore

Even tho all my teammates would say, “Jrey.. you aren’t even fat.. you’re just huge” they didn’t know the potential I could feel I had inside And because *I* could feel my own hidden potential, I allowed myself to hate the mindset I’d developed earlier in life

Probably due to the epic love of my mom, I was able to hate myself but was weirdly detached from the hatred

Meaning, I programmed myself to take massive action

Ultimately, I think we are meant to consciously utilize 'belief' because we're meant to understand that beliefs are what take us from A to B

Beliefs are what consciousness utilizes, in the human experience, to create reality

But this is why things like religion can be a trap.. I think many people are born into families whose spirit is underdeveloped, which has lead these families to normalize living in fear

Living in fear, they've descended to the false belief that they *need* religion in order to live a good life and be good in the eyes of God

I really don’t blame normies, man

Most kids are put in schooling at 3yo

Schooling where they also learn to literally learn from some random person/teacher outside them

While also being forced to learn things that don’t really apply to their life back home, for the most part So kids learn nothing of substance while also learning subconsciously to listen to people outside them.. as that is where their new information comes from

They’re programmed before the brain develops to learn from the external, rather than knowing everything is also with

When I went super Saiyan at 23 and lost 100lbs in under a year, I refused to consume a single carb the entire time

It was radical discipline

I did not care what anyone thought of me, because I was truly in touch with a mission

I saw what I wanted and refused to be denied it And it wasn’t just a “mission”

It felt like a calling.. it felt like God was the wind at my back

It wasn’t a mission like a crackhead waking up every day and journeying to get his fix

This was, instead, a mission of complete transformation of who I was, inside and out