Towards Full Presence | Doctoral Candidate | After 12 years of silence and prayer in a monastery, I came to Rome
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Apr 19 • 6 tweets • 3 min read
Holy Saturday is the strangest day in the Christian year.
Christ is dead.
The altar is bare.
There is no Mass.
No song.
No light.
We wait by the sealed tomb.
🧵 What does it mean to wait in this silence?
This is the only full day Christ lies in the tomb.
On this day Charles Péguy imagined God saying:
“My children honor me when they sleep.
They trust me enough to let go.”
On Holy Saturday, Christ sleeps.
And God keeps watch.
Who will roll the stone away?
Apr 17 • 11 tweets • 5 min read
Holy Thursday
🕯️ What really happened at the Last Supper?
Was it a Passover meal?
A farewell gathering?
The First Mass?
The foundation of the priesthood?
Enter the mystery of that sacred night.
🧵👇 1. “On the night He was betrayed…”
Was it a Passover meal?
The Synoptic Gospels say yes.
“I have eagerly desired to eat this Passover with you…” (Lk 22:15)
But John says Jesus was crucified the day before Passover—
At the hour the lambs were sacrificed (Jn 19:14).
Apr 15 • 9 tweets • 4 min read
🧵 Do you know the difference between Judas & Peter?
Both betrayed Jesus. Both were disciples.
But only one became the Rock.
The other… became a warning.
Let’s talk about Judas and Peter—and the choices that changed everything.
👇 1/ Simon Peter was introduced to Jesus by his brother Andrew:
“We have found the Messiah.” (Jn 1:41)
After the miraculous catch of fish,
Peter fell at Jesus’ knees:
“Depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man.” (Lk 5:8)
Already, we see his heart.
Apr 9 • 6 tweets • 3 min read
Do you know the 4 dogmas about Mary that Catholics are obliged to believe? 1/ Mary, Mother of God (Theotokos)
Proclaimed at the Council of Ephesus (431 A.D.).
Mary is truly the Mother of God because she bore Jesus Christ, who is both fully God and fully man.
This protects the full truth of the Incarnation.
Apr 8 • 8 tweets • 3 min read
1/🧵I used to hear “offer it up” and roll my eyes.
It sounded like a throwaway line—one more way to silence pain, rather than face it.
But what if those words held a deeper invitation? 2/ In the Christian tradition, suffering isn’t meaningless.
Offered in love, it becomes a participation in the Cross:
“Now I rejoice in my sufferings… filling up what is lacking in the afflictions of Christ.” (Col 1:24)
But to offer it, you have to see it first. And feel it.
Mar 30 • 7 tweets • 4 min read
5 things you probably didn't know about the story of the prodigal son. 🧵👇
✦ 1. The Father Running – A Cultural Scandal
In ancient Jewish society, dignified men never ran—especially not patriarchs. Running meant hiking up one's robes and exposing bare legs, which was considered deeply shameful and humiliating.
➡️ So when Jesus says “his father saw him and ran to him…” (Luke 15:20), He’s showing us a father who chooses humiliation over dignity, a dramatic reversal of social norms. This would have shocked Jesus’ original audience. The father takes on the shame of the son—echoing what St. Paul says: “God made the sinless one to be sin…” (2 Cor 5:21).
Mar 26 • 12 tweets • 5 min read
🧵What is the Church?
The New Testament speaks of her as ekklesia, the assembly called together by God.
But what kind of assembly is this?
Not merely institutional. Not only historical.
This thread explores the Church’s many names—each one a key to her mystery.👇
1️⃣ Koinōnia (κοινωνία) – Communion
"That you may have fellowship (κοινωνίαν) with us… and our fellowship (κοινωνία) is with the Father and His Son" (1 Jn 1:3).
Communion is not of our making.
It is a gift of the Spirit, born from the Cross and Resurrection.
It unites us vertically with God, and horizontally with each other.
Mar 25 • 11 tweets • 6 min read
🧵Today is the feast of the Annunciation
Rome has been painting this moment for centuries.
Take a walk with me through the Eternal City’s most stunning depictions of the Annunciation. 👇 1. Santa Maria in Trastevere – Pietro Cavallini (1296–1300)
Look at the angel—he isn’t drifting down from heaven on a puff of cloud. He strides. He has a message to deliver.
Mary doesn’t faint, doesn’t flee. She leans back just slightly, but she holds his gaze. She is ready, though she does not yet understand.
And behind her—Cavallini gives us a throne, a great architectural structure. Mary is not simply a humble maiden now—she is already the Queen, the Throne of Wisdom.
Mar 19 • 9 tweets • 4 min read
🧵 Civilization is measured by its cathedrals.
The Basilica of Notre-Dame de Fourvière stands like a celestial citadel over Lyon, a triumph of Marian piety. But beneath it, almost hidden, lies something profound: the Crypt of St. Joseph. (1/)
Lyon is no ordinary city. It is a place where Christianity put down its roots early, watered by the blood of the martyrs. Here, in the 2nd century, St. Pothinus and St. Blandina perished in the amphitheater, their courage securing for Lyon the title primatial see of Gaul. (2/)
Mar 16 • 8 tweets • 3 min read
1/ What no one tells you about today’s readings: The secret history of the Ember Days.
At first glance, the readings seem unrelated. But once you know this lost tradition, everything clicks. 2/ The Ember Days were fast days that occurred four times a year to commemorate the seasons. On the last day of the fast of the Spring and Fall Ember days, the Church celebrated ordinations.
Feb 22 • 14 tweets • 6 min read
1/ Veronica’s Veil: A sacred image, a legend, and a relic shrouded in mystery. How did Christ’s face become one of the most reproduced images in history?
Let’s explore the history of the “true icon (vera icona)” of His face—from the Shroud of Turin to Manoppello’s veil. 🧵👇 2/ The Holy Face has many forms: the Shroud of Turin, the Mandylion of Edessa, the Holy Face of Lucca, and the relic known as Veronica’s Veil. Each carries a unique tradition, but all point to the desire to see Christ’s face.
Feb 20 • 11 tweets • 4 min read
1/ Purgatory. The final purification. The fire of Love that makes a soul ready for God.
Some say it’s unbiblical. A medieval invention. A denial of Christ’s work.
Let's investigate. 👇🧵 2/ The Catechism makes three points (CCC 1030-1032):
1⃣There is purification after death.
2⃣It may involve suffering.
3⃣The prayers of the living help the souls being purified.
That’s it. 3 points. It's not a second chance. Not a middle ground. It's postmortem purification.
Feb 14 • 9 tweets • 4 min read
1/ The hardest part about love that no one talks about?
It’ll cost you something.
St. Valentine knew this firsthand. His love wasn’t soft or sentimental—it was dangerous, rebellious, and ultimately, it got him killed.
🧵👇 2/ The first Valentine was a Roman priest. Around 270 A.D., Emperor Claudius II executed him for performing Christian marriages against his orders.
The emperor thought that love and marriage were something the state could control.
Feb 10 • 8 tweets • 3 min read
Love, St Scholastica & St Benedict
1/ The Rule of St Benedict governs everything in a monk's life--time, hierarchy, discipline, and communal life.
But does that mean that the Rule is absolute? 🧵👇 2/ Is it possible for the Rule of St Benedict and the Gospel to come into conflict?
Ask St. Scholastica.
Her story reveals how love can sometimes overrule rules.
Feb 3 • 12 tweets • 3 min read
1/ Matthew 12:46-50 is often misunderstood as Jesus rejecting natural family ties.
Does it contradict the ordo amoris, the ordered hierarchy of love explained by St. Thomas Aquinas?
Let’s take a closer look. 🧵👇2/ The passage:
"Someone said to him, ‘Your mother & brothers are outside, wanting to speak to you.’ But Jesus replied, ‘Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?’ Stretching out his hand toward his disciples, he said: ‘Here are my mother and my brothers.’" (Mt 12:46-50)
Feb 3 • 10 tweets • 4 min read
🧵 What do we do when someone is hurting and feels alienated from God?
What if, in their prayer, all they can say is: "God, why are You so far from me?"
How do we respond—not just intellectually, but pastorally? Let’s talk about it. 👇 (1/9)
2️⃣ First, Acknowledge the Depth of Their Pain
Often, hurting people aren’t looking for a solution—they need to be heard.
📖 "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." (Psalm 34:18)
👉 “That’s such an honest and profound prayer. I think God receives that with tenderness.”
First, listen. (2/9)
Feb 3 • 9 tweets • 3 min read
🧵 The Cuban Kid Who Lost His Faith—Got it back—and is now America’s Top Diplomat 🇺🇸✝️
Marco Rubio caught our attention this weekend when he attended Mass before meeting with the President of Panama. Who is Marco Rubio?
Here’s his story. 👇 (1/7)
2️⃣ A Boy Caught Between Faiths
🇨🇺 Born 1971 to Cuban immigrants, Rubio was baptized Catholic.
🛤️ 1979: Family moves to Las Vegas & joins Mormonism.
🙏 1983: At 12, Rubio feels lost—he convinces his family to return to Catholicism.
🏡 Back in Miami, he receives First Communion. (2/7)
Feb 2 • 7 tweets • 4 min read
🚨 A deep dive into @BishopBurbidge's letter on immigration 🚨
The Bishop of Arlington lays out a Catholic approach to immigration—one that balances human dignity, national security, and the rule of law. Here are the key takeaways. 🧵👇
1️⃣ Human Dignity & the Common Good
Every migrant is a child of God: “We affirm that every migrant is ‘a child of God.’”
Nations have the right & duty to regulate borders: “Every country has the right and the responsibility ‘to promote public order, safety, and security through well-regulated borders.’”
These two principles are not opposed—justice & mercy must work together: “We must not presume a conflict between human dignity and the rule of law.”
Feb 2 • 12 tweets • 5 min read
🧵 THREAD: Christ, the Light of the World in today's Gospel
1/ Today, on the Feast of the Presentation, we witness something astonishing: The Light of the World is carried into the Temple—the very place where God’s glory once dwelled.
Here’s the question: is this moment in Luke’s Gospel connected to John’s vision of Christ as the eternal Logos and Light?
Let’s unpack it. ⬇️2/ In John 1:4-5, we read:
“In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.”
Light, in Scripture, isn't just about illumination. It also signifies:
👉 Divine life itself, “For with you is the fountain of life; in your light we see light.” Psalm 36:9
👉 Truth and wisdom, “Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.” Psalm 119:105
👉 Salvation—God breaking through the chaos and darkness, “He has delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son.” Colossians 1:13
Feb 1 • 11 tweets • 3 min read
1/ Pres. Trump has said, "I'd love to see us get back to more religion in this country."
Many feel on the contrary, we need "More Jesus, less religion." But what if more religion actually means more Jesus?
A 🧵 on why religion isn’t the problem—it’s the path. 2/ Many say they’re "spiritual but not religious." This is typically what they mean:
📌 Spirituality = personal experience, inner faith journey.
But here’s the thing—you can’t have one without the other.
Jan 31 • 11 tweets • 4 min read
1/ Ordo Amoris: Do I Love My Family More Than a Stranger?
@JDVance made headlines this week when he introduced into public discourse the Catholic teaching on the Ordo Amoris. Let's review what this is all about.
🧵👇 2/ St. Bernard on the Ascent of Love
St. Bernard outlines love as a progression:
1️⃣ Love of self for self’s sake (immature love)
2️⃣ Love of God for self’s sake (self-interested faith)
3️⃣ Love of God for God's sake (true charity)
4️⃣ Love of self for God's sake (sanctified self-love)
💡 Key Idea: As we grow in holiness, our love becomes more rightly ordered—we learn to love as God loves.
But does that mean we should love all equally? Not exactly.