I watched back through some of my older videos. I was surprised to see how much has changed. I used to think my first few videos were good, but now they feel awkward and stilted. There's still jokes I'm proud of, but the rest not so much. Exhibit A: My presenting has improved over the years, I hardly ever used to smile. I was less enthusiastic in the way I spoke. I find it hard to listen to that Jon. My most viewed video (Top 10 Couples Games) has that nervy, unconfident presenting - which is a shame.