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SHE curates sex education threads and troll stoopid males on daily basis | full-time FEMINIST mother | @faroukjer's little monster 💗💜💙
Oct 10, 2021 10 tweets 2 min read
it's #WorldMentalHealthDay , thought I'd share a lil bit abt my journey 🥰

TW: DEPRESSION | RAPE | SUICIDE | SELF HARM

Symptoms started in 2016, trauma resurfaced due to triggers from abusive boyfriend and an encounter with one of my rapists.

started having re-enactment of the incident through nightmares and flashbacks.

tried to cope with the pain through self harming almost everyday for 18 months before ending up with a suicide attempt in 2017. scars are still obvious up till this day
Nov 4, 2020 17 tweets 4 min read
lemme tell you a story of someone I met last year during my psychiatric appointment.

i was waiting with my mom then ada sorang patient yang berpurdah duduk sebelah i. dia bawak anak sekali, kecik lagi maybe around 7-8months kot masa dia duduk tu i just smiled at her, i takda nak sembang ke apa bcs i was not that stable at the time.

to avoid conversation, i baring on my mom's lap and buat buat tidur. pastu dia sembang dgn mak cs mak tanya anak dia umur berapa etc etc