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30s, swedish, 🌈, wtvr pronouns you want, nsfw possibilities.
Apr 18, 2023 45 tweets 8 min read
Part 4. #Körangi CW: Nsfw, Chastity cages, kink negotiation,
(Long one, sorry, didn't want to split it up.)
Breakfast is surreal.
They've eaten together plenty of times before. Almost every day lately, if they're both around. But in his room, at his table? It feels like the sun shining in fully on them now makes it all a hazy dream.

Digging into the oatmeal feels insurmountable somehow. Bowl full of more than just food.
Apr 17, 2023 22 tweets 4 min read
Part 3. #Körangi CW: chastity talk, mental health issues.

Waking up, König startles as he looks around.
His bed is soft and real underneath him, flannel sheets trapping body heat in. But the body that lied next to him, that he swore wasn't a dream, feels like a distant hope he lured himself to hallucinate.
Gone. Not a trace of it having been there.
Apr 17, 2023 14 tweets 3 min read
Part 2. #Körangi CW: Chastity mention.

Horangi turned the cage over in his hand.

Polished steel of it heavy despite the size and the cut-outs in the metal. The whole of it fitting easily within the corners of his open palm. 2 parts that slid together seemlessly. He looks at it from every angle, trying to see the appeal in its restrictive size and the cone-shaped spikes lining the rounded tip of it on the inside.

They looked so small. Barely raised above the surface.
Apr 10, 2023 13 tweets 3 min read
Adding an addendum to this.

Ghost doesn't let up hounding König until they've breached the target compound.
The massive barge of a man getting the doors open on his own, and rushing in ahead of everyone. Clearing the room as fast as Soap can on a good day. (1) Ghost notices the hostages tied together on the floor a few seconds too late. Rushing in after König to mitigate any kind of disaster.
Heart beating wildly in his chest with fear what could happen if the man is let loose around innocent people in this kind of rage.(2)
Apr 10, 2023 11 tweets 2 min read
Real talk? I think Ghost would hate König.

If they for some reason have to deploy together, the absolutely volatile way König does anything would grind Ghost's gears so fucking hard Soap has to literally pull him back from physically going at him. (1) And Soap is bewildered why Ghost is reacting this extremely to the Austrian. It's nothing they haven't seen before. Some men do go a bit off the rails when the adrenaline kicks in, high on the endorphins and the knowledge they could die at any second. (2)
Apr 5, 2023 9 tweets 2 min read
Soap completely respects Ghost's need to keep the mask on. Stops the begging for him to take it off when he learns what it means.

But he still needs. He still wants.
So he watches Ghost's eyes for any warning that he's crossing a line, then slides one finger underneath the hem. Rough pads of his finger tracing the shape of Ghost's jaw. Enjoys the hint of stubble on his cheek. Closing his own eyes to better take the sensation in.

The action also a gesture of his promise he won't look at anything Ghost isn't comfortable with.
Apr 4, 2023 6 tweets 2 min read
Ghost that has actual face blindness to his own face.

He hasn't fully seen it in years. Just glimpses on accident, or at times when he's had to patch himself up. Lifting only as much of his mask as he needed. Disconnected from whoever looks back at him. The aversion to it has ebbed away with time, slipping into apathy.
Revealing his face to ghost team hadn't felt like anything, really.
Price's smile and use of his name felt odd.
Did he actually look like the man Price had seen years before?
Apr 4, 2023 4 tweets 1 min read
Cw: trans man boobs talk.
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Trans Soap not caring about top surgery, because he's just never had much on top - always so wirey, low in body fat no matter what he did. And the more he worked out, the less they showed. Dark chesthair definitely helping too. (1) But he's past 30 now and the weight is finally packing on as he's relaxing both his diet and workouts, and now they show again. Small still, but obviously there.
He still doesn't mind them, doesn't like them either, they're just there. A fact he's rather ambivalent about. (2)