anatomy: inaccurate ✖️
vibe check: immaculate ✔️ putting on my makeup, getting ready for work :)

gender: any way you want it
sexuality: that's the way you need it springtime everyone in heat, you can tell they need it

I should have posted here sooner, I'm sorry, I have been a mess and spent night with friends IRL.

y'all are very kind, I am still alive, I wish I could say all my problems are solved and I feel better and eager to stick around but y'all deserve to at least know I'm ok right now. My sister told me if nothing helps just to try to sleep as much as I can, so I have just been using that coping strategy today.

Thank you for reaching out, if you don't see me on here for a while it's cause I'm very very sad and tired and don't want to worry ppl even more.

i would like to refer to my body and my life as a failed state... as in everyone saw what was wrong, everyone knew what was wrong, and no one was surprised when it stopped existing other nations: well we woulda loved to help and donate money and assistance, but like have you seen our country??? we got enough problems on our own! its not our job to bail out every failed state out there

Sadposting makes me no money, loses me followers, and never ever makes me feel any better after doing it...

So why exactly do I do it?! Just to scream into the void about the same things over and over like an insane person?!? If the purpose of this Twitter is to point ppl to onlyfans and make money then it's directly against my own financial interest.

If the purpose of this Twitter is to reach out to people of similar experience why does it never feel better to talk to ppl about anything??!

got an invite for queer block party today and I turned it down cause I can't be around other queer ppl without getting sad and dysphoric.

also why I haven't been to a single pride event in 6 years...

seems like a strange place to show up when u miserable and have zero pride :/ Wait wasn't I just complaining last week about showing up to a wedding and being only queer person there and that making me feel uncomfortable...

maybe I'm just not a happy person.

i like to ask ppl bout their lives / how they are doing but as soon as they ask me about mine i pretty much just exit the conversation ASAP if you ever DM'd me or talked to me and we were having a good convo for a while and then it stopped all of a sudden.... now you know why! nothing personal :)

if/when you make it to 5+ years on HRT any surgery you want should be free What's all this XP for?!?!

tfw you bitter/jealous/sad post every day about your friends getting surgeries you can't afford and eventually those ppl just move on with their life cause they're sick of your negative energy and listening to you whine and go all "woe is me" about shit they already got done... 7 years will teach you to be nothing if not self aware!!

I would like to post a selfie in a ?vain? ?desperate? ?needy? attempt to gain likes and followers and temporary attention!!

And then what??? Whats all this for???

Shutup Jordan. Post a selfie. Same exact angle, slightly different day! “My own brain is to me the most unaccountable of machinery - always buzzing, humming, soaring roaring diving, and then buried in mud. And why? What's this passion for?”
― Virginia Woolf

duel of the fates. what goes through john williams head when he's scoring a movie.

my fav part about being a cute girl is telling other girls they are cute too!!! 💙🌷💜 *** i lied, the best part of being a cute girl is hooking up with babes

#sanjunipero #t4t #transjunipero