@neilhimself @michaelsheen @GoodOmensPrime Once, I thought "there are no hope for me." I was seventeen and I would have hated the whole world if I could have harnessed enough energy to do it. I didnt have the energy to stand up, or eat, or write. And writing was more important for me than anything else. So I didnt hate the world but I wished that I could.
I stayed an entire month in bed with no hope of ever do anything with my life. And then I was healed but I still didnt have hope and had way too much problems to be really happy.