Old cat health update time. Kinda of another bad news good news situation

We’ve essentially eliminated most of the possible causes of the eye save for some sort of mass in her brain or nerves. It could be benign, it could not be. It could be slow growing or not At this point in her life (16-17 years old) I don’t want to put her through any unpleasant treatments with a lot of hospital time. So we’re not going to do any scans, surgery, or chemo/radiation. There is, however, a low side effect steroid that can help at least slow it

I know the person realized their error afterwards but that ‘people should need a license to fuck’ thing absolutely sounds like an unhinged fic trope lmao

So kylux au Kylo wants his back blown out but Hux informs him the FO requires sexual intercourse licenses so they can’t fuck until Kylo gets one. Hux gives him the paperwork and tells him which appointments to make and all of that. Kylo is disturbed but okay fine this’ll be easy right

See that’s what I find illogical about sw lore though. Because the dark and light are tied more to emotion than anything else and the idea that certain emotions can never be justified or righteous bothers me. Being fueled by anger to fight injustice is not a corrupting force

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The best example of what frustrates me about sw’s way of having a black and white is when Cere has Vader at her mercy in fallen order. It looks like she’ll be able to take him out once and for all. She’s powered by anger, yes, but how can that anger be corrupting?

More old cat health rambling cause now I’m having second thoughts

So booked her x-ray for Friday. But they want me to fast her (no food after 9 pm when her usual dinner is at midnight) in case she needs more than the gabapentin. Then I pill her at the ass crack of dawn, then take her in first thing and leave her there until it’s done. But now I’m like. That’s gonna be a really hard day for her. Whole reason I’m not doing the brain scan is cause it’s too much stress on her when there’s no treatment options worth pursuing at her age

Welp I have someone’s lost cat. I know which apartment they belong to but the person isn’t answering. Guy who lives in the same building is gonna try knocking later and giving them my number if they answer. Poor things really stressed though, we had a storm last night :( Pls answer soon, I want to give you your kitty back

I think, all these years later, I’ve figured out what it was about post-tfa kylux vs every variation after that. Just irks me a little. And it’s something I’ve written myself, so like. I’m not coming at anyone except canon with this, because we worked with what we were given It’s what canon *set up* and forced us into that I have a grievance with

And it’s this feeling of unbalancing. Of tipping the scales. It’s taking them from a position of mutual animosity to a point where Kylo has something to *make up for*

My reread of all that you love will be carried away starts today, and I have no idea how I’m gonna feel rereading a fic I’ve been following for 7 years and then finally experiencing the ending, but I feel like it’s gonna be A Lot lmao Welp, first 3 parts plus the pov swap spin-off done, and I am definitely Having Emotions. But I’m going to wait until I finish the final part tomorrow to process them, as I won’t have time to finish it tonight and the headache I woke up with is now winning after reading 90k lmao

I didn’t write or read enough in 2022 to justify doing this lmao but I still have enough alcohol in my system to no longer care 1. 32,153 words, which is a record low for me since joining ao3 BUT we shall not focus on that lmao, there were still indeed words!

Everyone’s got Big Thoughts about 2022 and I just. Don’t even know what to say? It wasn’t Good but for me personally it also wasn’t the worst so? I did crash my car and have 2 health scares with old cat. I have a lot of friends who have their lives at risk every day. The plague continues. I didn’t write/read nearly as much as I wanted cause of everything. I’ve become… really cynical and bitter about humanity

I’m finally watching the new batman movie y’all got all horny over a while back. He’s very sad and wet and edgy, I can see why y’all liked him lmao This movie is fucking intense lmao, idk if this was the right choice for a festive day but I’m committed now 😆

Post-tros. Hux survives, makes a living doing whatever while keeping his head down so no one recognizes him. Sometimes it’s bounties, sometimes it’s mercenary work, sometimes it’s repairs - whatever can get food in his mouth and fuel in the stolen ship he flies. It’s not what he imagined, but he’s alive.

He’s at a port when he hears a rumour. There’s a brothel nearby with a very in demand worker there. A man who supposedly bears a striking resemblance to the former supreme leader and who’s masochistic enough to really cash in on it. They said one could

Finally watching sw visions and evil umbrella lightsaber lady hot 😳 Also trigger doing sw is exactly as batshit as you’d expect lmfao. 15 minutes straight of pure ‘that’s not how any of this works and yet I am absolutely delighted’

"We're a pack," his father always used to say, with a smile. "No matter what, we'll always stay together."

Young Oleg had always liked that way of referring to their family. It was a cool thing for a young boy to think of himself as a wolf, and a comforting one to think of his family as his pack, always there for him, knowing he could always rely on them, no matter what trouble he got into.

But to be a lone wolf cub, walking into an orphange for the first time, his pack gone, both his parents buried... that is a very different, much harder thing

Okay so @RusMilkshake wanted me to post this so here we are lmao. This is gonna be long so mute #ktprants if you’re not interested. I'm also gonna space it out a bit and post in chunks
Anyway: why Sergey *must* be the one to personally rescue Oleg from a narrative point of view In order for Sergey and Oleg's relationship, regardless of how you want to define it, to move forward with positive momentum, this /must/ happen. The narrative demands it in order to bring closure. Why? Well, let's get into it by analyzing what we have so far #ktprants