I guess I don’t even know what to cause the field, bc meditation is more (part of) the cure than the field itself. maybe the field is early phenomenology researchers?
Aug 18 • 7 tweets • 2 min read
any view of intelligence that's fixed across time (like iq) is dumb, my ability to solve hard intellectual problems over a given span of time varies like 100x depending on how i'm feeling. i'm bottlenecked on "time in ideal state" not peak capability and i suspect most are too
i do think intelligence disparities are very real but i rarely think it's the bottleneck even within like theoretical research sciences (most of what i do), but certainly in most applied areas
Aug 14 • 4 tweets • 1 min read
the most wealthy people mostly got there by purposefully doing the things that create the most wealth over a long time horizon
the most happy people mostly got there by purposefully doing the things that create the most happy over a long time horizon
the way you make the most wealth isn't by making higher and higher hourly wage it's by creating an equity and then causing that equity to go up, usually via a tech company. that's sort of just how the "physics of wealth" works out
Apr 3 • 5 tweets • 1 min read
if you’re high functioning autistic I think it’s worth trying to change it and mitigate its downsides, the “I have autism must accept every symptom 100%” thing I think is a bit too far. mdma, oxytocin nasal spray, meditation, exposure therapy, regular therapy I think can do a lot
I think autism is completely real in the same way that depression is real but identifying with “I’m a depressed person” can be extremely life limiting. I think it’s important not to fall into learned helplessness. Though kindness with yourself along the way is critical too
Mar 16 • 13 tweets • 3 min read
I tend to think I understand my own unresolved “inner work” (“I contract here because I’m afraid of X from event Y”), but almost every time I’m wrong. When the contraction finally releases, the real reason surprises me. If I’d truly understood, it would already be gone
Or I’ll think, “I intellectually understand why I’m doing X but haven’t emotionally processed it,” and that’s wrong too—I’m always missing deeper layers. When the real insight arrives, it makes way more sense both felt-emotionally and intellectually
Mar 15 • 20 tweets • 4 min read
I wish there were better neuroimaging tools to measure happiness. you can look at the financially wealthiest people on earth and see how they got there (mostly start tech startups and hold the equity a long time). you can’t do the same with happiness bc too many people faking
I think you’d see roughly the same narrowness of paths if you had the imaging and then sorted. there’s a physics of happiness in the same sense there’s a physics of money. if you want 100 billion there’s only a few ways to do it. if you want to 100x happiness only a few ways
Mar 13 • 5 tweets • 1 min read
there should be like one month all in retreats where you do all the healthy things at once. you have doctors and physical trainers and you maintain perfect diet and it’s also a meditation retreat. It’d be 10x easier to teach people meditation if all their habits were good imo
all the things compound on each other so there’s a benefit to doing them all at once. And then after the month I highly doubt anyone will revert that much once they realize what doing all the good things can feel like
Mar 7 • 8 tweets • 2 min read
meditation can be like learning a bunch of cool tricks as a giant black hole gets slowly closer and closer to you every time you do a trick, and you fear the black hole, but you love doing the tricks. Then the black hole eats you and it’s so much better than any of the tricks
Also it wasn’t a black hole it was kind of nothing but an amazing nothing
Mar 2 • 7 tweets • 2 min read
I’m surprised more people don’t experiment to find food they find like >8.5/10 both healthy and tasty. the upside over the long term of eating healthy almost all the time is so huge (much of life/health variance) that if you can find a way to do it w/o willpower that’s a big win
I haven’t worked out any numbers but my guess is that any willpower/coercion spent on food is better spent on designing and running experiments (ai can help) to find food that doesn’t require coercion to eat, than spent on directly eating healthy food you don’t like eating
Feb 28 • 4 tweets • 1 min read
i think the “everyone is traumatized” (lowercase t trauma) therapy thing isn’t a fake fad, basically everyone is quite traumatized (stored emotional contractions in the body), which is fine bc you can still have a very wonderful life. but we should make humans less traumatizable
most animals don’t seem so traumatizable, I think humans are prob uniquely sensitive. storing patterns makes us smarter, and humans are really smart, but it’s a giant cost and we can prob find a way to get the benefits without the costs
Feb 22 • 9 tweets • 2 min read
increasingly convinced the body is like this insane fractal database for storing emotions and particularly emotional pain. I’ve had a great life, am generally quite happy, and releasing the pain doesn’t cause suffering, but the raw amount I’ve found in there is absurd
so either my body is particularly good at storing it, or I’m more traumatizable than ordinarily (though by all external measures I’m less), or everyone is carrying around an absurd amount of gunk
good news is the more I clear it out the better I feel, but there’s a looot
Feb 9 • 5 tweets • 1 min read
I’ve gotten a lot of benefit out of assuming animals are ten times intellectually dumber than I think and ten times emotionally smarter
basically every animal bigger than a worm is more emotionally attuned than the average man in sf
Feb 9 • 8 tweets • 2 min read
i make like three @slatestarcodex style "X: Much More Than You Wanted To Know" reports a day now with Deep Research and it's wonderful
i don't consume a huge variety of things, i'm a pretty habitual creature, so I basically went through and read phd-level 5 page on each of the ingredients to make sure I pretty thoroughly understand everything going into my body
Feb 4 • 12 tweets • 3 min read
deep research has increased my learning speed to an almost absurd degree. i'll go from wondering how people have handled CLIP adversarial overfitting in the guided diffusion literature (not really my field) to a pretty thorough understanding in like 30 seconds of active work
it might actually be faster than having the world expert next to me, because I can read faster than they could talk
Jan 25 • 17 tweets • 3 min read
there are almost no areas of my life that ai isn't currently dramatically improving
it designs my exercise routines (iterated on with personal trainer), finances (iterated on with financial organizer), mealplans (iterated on with schizo health friends), it reads and writes my emails, house design (sent to gardener/designer), lots of human+ai symbiosis
Jan 18 • 6 tweets • 1 min read
willingness to think for myself before asking claude is reaching new lows, some glare on my screen i instinctively take photo of desk and ask claude how to reduce rather than thinking about it. barely even read output i just skim. brain use baseline lower than ever. i am happy
i had a (luckily minor) head accident recently and claude was like try to avoid using brain too much for a few days to avoid concussion risk and i'm like way ahead of you doc you solved that for me a while ago
Jan 14 • 15 tweets • 3 min read
i think more accurate than long term meditation turning you into a wise sage is it turning you into a happy dog. little object permanence, happy mostly for no reason, whatever is in front of you right now is your whole world. little state / short term memory, hard to traumatize
prob unlike a dog it usually ups intelligence in practice, bc being able to sit with a problem for an hour effortlessly without distraction just helps a lot, and for some reason it seems to way up long term memory for almost everyone. i can remember almost every month of my life
Jan 12 • 6 tweets • 1 min read
neural network interpretability is so fun, it’s always nice when things that are important also turn out to be a blast to do
I used to assume all the important things probably look like sitting in meetings fighting with bureaucracy. but neural network interpretability is like all the beauty of going to the zoo mixed with all the beauty of mathematics
Jan 5 • 6 tweets • 1 min read
as a whole ai research right now is way off on the acid-adderall balance imo. too much tunnel vision rigor not enough playfully trying new ideas
I think between adderall and acid the field should lean towards the former bc we kind of know what works, but it should be like 80/20 imo and rn it’s more like 99/1. Nearly all the worlds sharpest talent is focused on it and I hear one interesting new idea every like 3mo
Dec 27, 2024 • 7 tweets • 2 min read
relatedly i often see people plan to sprint super hard towards an ambitious goal for eg a month and i rarely see it work. i actually think they can go way above that goal in a month, but i'm skeptical they get to choose when the energy will arise
i see it like catching a wave. if a giant wave comes and you ride it well it'll probably be shocking how well it goes. but our wave conjuring tools aren't very good. i think if people listened for waves more things like einstein's annus mirabilis would be more common
Dec 17, 2024 • 6 tweets • 1 min read
meditation has transformed life from a concerningly short (eg 80yrs) timeline of complex moments to mostly quite simple peaceful moments (some touch, sound, shapes, etc) that spans all beings across all time. the timeline’s simplified and vastly widened
the thing you used to identify with (ball of tension claiming to be you) is gone and has been gone for a long time, so the only reasonable thing to identify is the emptiness that all sensations arise from and return to, and that’s going to be around for a long time
