#AustraliaOpenSuper300
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Failed to create surprise, Sabar/Frengky lose to Choi/Seo (Kor) 21-23 19-21.. The Indonesia race from 14-20 to 19-20 at the 2nd game before losing.. Sad 😣😣 #AustraliaOpenSuper300
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Disappointing! 4th seeded Hafiz/Gloria lose in straight set from unseeded Korean's mix double Kim/Lee 18-21 17-21. The Indonesia lead 16-14 before eventually lost the 1st game 18-21. Sad 😭😭

I said once, "yang bisa bikin aku nangis cuma kalo inget Bapakku", and I mean it. Tears are about to drop whenever I remember about him, even if I'm actually in a happy situation or together w/ friends.. It depends on my ability whether I can hold it or not.. Then I just realize, "no, my dad is not the only trigger".. Tears drop from my eyes because oc he is my biggest loss.. I broke into pieces by the time I realize that he will never be with me again..

Then I realize who's my 2nd biggest loss, my lovely aunt, my 2nd mama..

Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide ~ Please don't go,
I've been waiting so long...
Oh, you don't even know me at all,
But I was made for loving you ~