Apology videos are essentially the modern day version of medieval stocks and nobody can convince me otherwise at this point. (1) Nobody ever actually seems to forgive them. All I see is people taking the opportunity to taunt and hurl shit at a public figure for a while. Then when something else distracts everyone, the public suddenly forgets and move on. (2)

Men don't unfollow female streamers when they get a partner because they thought they had a chance to date her.
They unfollow because jealousy saps the entertainment out of watching someone you fancy. They compare themselves to her partner and feel rejected on some level. Pt 1 You can't exploit or abuse a man by keeping your relationships to yourself. You have a right to privacy. I hope the women of twitch know this despite the noise. You can't rob men a boob point. The sub was VOLUNTARY. They can't buy your solitude if you never offered it pt(2)

Want some anxiety tips? Instead of imagining terrible things happening, strategize how to handle the worst case scenario. Be ready for anything instead of terrified, make backup plans. Then you can also start picturing what you'll do if it all goes well. Be prepared not scared. Also look back at the things that didn't turn out how you expected in the past to put your current troubles in perspective. You probably won't even remember worrying about this in a year's time. You've handled change in the past, you've already proven you can handle a challenge.

Before streaming, I used to be self employed. My Tourettes was so severe I was unemployable. I needed a job which could fit around caring for my mum. So I got up before sunrise, walked to the beach, collected seaglass all day. carried between 3 and 15 kilos of it home with me (1) After searching for glass for 8-9 hours, and harvest my food from my garden. I used companion planting so that I didn't hurt the bugs with pesticides. I played TLOU online with my friends while home grown potatoes baked. I tempted the slugs with cheap beer and relocated them.

The police came, advised me to lock my doors and call 999 if he shows up again. Neither knew what Doxing is, that it is a crime, or what livestreaming is. It would appear that no further action is being taken, I have to wait for him to harm me again before they will take action. To those offering to call my local police department, That would give away my location publicly and invite more harm. That would just turn my many online stalkers into IRL ones.

If anything happens to me, I really hope that I'm the last canary in the coal mine. The law needs to change, No job should have such a high risk of rape, assault or death, especially not live streaming. "Thirty-one out of 45 territorial police forces in the UK responded to Broadly's requests for information, with the rest failing to respond within the statutory 20 working day time limit mandated by the Freedom of Information Act. " They won't tell us the figures but at least 55