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Mar 15 20 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - reverent part two

The air around him seemed thick and wet on his tongue as careful blue eyes tracked every single movement the saintly man made. His throat drying up along with any words he was about to speak. Had that just happened? Had he truly watched the painting in front of him come to life? Was he dreaming? Or was this some kind of nightmare?

“Ah.” Saint Riley hummed warmly, a smug smirk etched onto his face. “Not so brave now, are you little lamb?”

“What the fuck.”
Mar 10 24 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - reverent

Exposed knees pressed against roughened cobble, and reddened knuckles clasped above his heart. Every sign of obedient devotion to the outside eye, however on the inside, John was seething.

“Kneel here until you learn your lesson.” His father demanded, his punishment for the young man’s outburst earlier that day. John didn’t believe he had done anything wrong, but apparently fighting the son of a lord was not becoming of a young man.

He was already the town pariah and an embarrassment to his family, so angering the lords of
Feb 1 18 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
[ PART TWENTY ] [ THE END]

“You know what? I think I should turn this into a business.”

“What? Crashing weddings and chasing off the guests so you can steal all their food and their venue?” Simon chuckled, nudging Valeria who was currently cutting the cake that was supposed to be their wedding cake.

“Yeah. I bet it will make so much money.” Valeria grinned. “Especially if we steal from rich people.”

“I admire your ambition.” The man just grinned, using his fingers to swipe a bit of the icing off.

Buttercream.
Feb 1 21 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
[ PART NINETEEN ]

SIMON’S POV

The young man felt his breath catch in his throat as that statement reverberated around the half empty church. Suddenly he felt all his senses come back to him and he was back in his body again, a hopeful feeling brewing in the pits of his stomach.

He felt himself drop Gary’s hands as the man started yelling something inaudible, barking for his family to get these trespassers out.

Simon blinked, almost in shock as he looked down the isle to see all of his friends.

His family.
Jan 31 23 tweets 5 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
[ PART EIGHTEEN ]

SIMON’S POV

“And rainbows have nothing to hide.” The lyrics from his childhood lullaby barely audible as the young man sat in front of the mirror, unsteady hands attempting to tie the tie around his neck. Surely it should have sparked some kind of excitement or happiness within him, but it didn’t. Not today. It felt more like a noose today, it’s heavy weight hanging around his shoulders, waiting for him to step off that ledge and sign his life away.
Jan 30 18 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
[ PART SEVENTEEN]

GARY’S POV

Rage.

All he could feel was rage.

Though, he could never let Simon know how he truly felt. He couldn’t risk giving the other man a reason to leave him. Not now. Not when John was back. Gary had barely slept that night, not even moving as he stared at the ceiling. He lay there, as catatonic as a corpse, as he played through the last few days events in his mind.

John was here to ruin his life, as he always did, ever since they were kids.
Jan 30 19 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - the atlar
[ PART SIXTEEN ]

JOHNNY’S POV

Radio silence.

Johnny had tried over and over again to reach Simon again, but all of his calls and texts seemed to go unanswered.

Farah and the rest of their friends had tried as well but nothing. It was as if Simon had gone fully off of the grid.

“This isn’t a good thing, right?” Hadir asked as he watched the group in front of him, each of Simon’s friends pacing the length of the bakery.

“No, it’s not a good thing, dumbass.” Valeria snapped at him, running her hand through.
Jan 29 18 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
[ PART FIFTEEN ]

JOHNNY’S POV

The young man felt as if he was suffocating as he sat in the passenger seat of Simon’s car, the air around them barely breathable with tension.

Neither of them had said anything since the hug, it was as if they had suddenly forgotten how to speak. As if all the words had been sucked from them and held hostage by the gods.

Simon sat across from him, his hands outstretched, gripping the steering wheel. But they weren’t moving. He hadn’t even started the car.

His knuckles were white from how
Jan 26 24 tweets 5 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
[ PART FOURTEEN ]

SIMON’S POV

The young, very hungover man awoke with a sudden start as the phone next to his head began to buzz for the third time that morning.

His head began to pound with every buzz of the device as he blinked himself away, grumbling as he rolled around in the sheets. He didn’t want to be awake right now but it seemed the universe had other plans.

He wanted to crawl into a hole and die but every time he tried to shut his eyes again, his phone would start to buzz.

“Go away.” Simon groaned as he lifted his
Jan 25 15 tweets 3 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
[ PART THIRTEEN ]

JOHNNY’S POV

After everything that had happened over the last nine years, John finally felt as if things were looking up. As if the fog had finally cleared and he could see the horizon.

The end was nearly here. God it was so close, he could nearly touch it.

All the pain and longing he had felt over the years would finally be worth it and he could finally, finally tell Simon how sorry he was.

The man took a deep breath in as he continued on his morning jog around the park, doing
Jan 22 17 tweets 3 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
[ PART TWELVE ]

KYLE’S POV

“Be gentle, Ky.”

The sound of the car door shutting echoed through the empty parking lot of the bar, and Kyle took a moment to take a breath before he turned to look at his fiancé.

“I am being gentle.” He huffed. Rudy just chuckled, pulling the other man closer to him, mostly so the drunk man in the car couldn’t hear them.

“He’s going through a lot right now. You need to be gentle with him.” Rudy repeated. “He needs his bestie right now.”

Kyle grumbled slightly before he stepped
Jan 21 16 tweets 3 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
[ Part eleven? I believe?]

SIMON’S POV

“How dare you?!” Were the next slurred, barely comprehensible words that came out of Simon’s mouth. He didn’t even let John start to speak before the tidal wave of words started to spill forth and he couldn’t stop it.

“You don’t get to come back here like nothing happened!” Simon continued to shout down the phone. Rudy cringed ever so slightly, making a dive for the phone, but despite his drunken state, Simon dodged him easily.

Tears prickled at Simon’s eyes as he stumbled around
Jan 14 15 tweets 3 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar

SIMON’S POV

“Another!”

If his words came out slurred or a little slower than usual, the young man didn’t notice. He was more focused on drowning out constant thoughts racing around his head.

“I think you have had enough, my friend.” The bartenders kind voice did little to lull the pit in Simon’s stomach and he groaned, looking up at the other man with wide, pleading eyes.

“Please, Rudy.” He begged. “I need it.”

“You’ve had too many.” Rudy sighed, leaning over to pick Simon’s empty glass up. “This is your
Jan 9 18 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
PART NINE

JOHNNY’S POV

“So, what’s the plan?”

Those few words echoed heavily in the man’s mind, rotating round and round and round like a circus clown on a ferris wheel.

But he was the circus clown and no matter how hard he tried he couldn’t get off the ride.

Every time he had tried to make a plan to break this news to Simon, he scrapped it. Nothing seemed right. Nothing seemed kind enough for the man he loved so much.

He couldn’t bear the thought of hurting Simon any more than he already had.
Jan 7 24 tweets 5 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar

VALERIA’S POV

“Let me go, now.” The woman hissed, thrashing against the arms that were currently keeping her very well restrained.

“No.” Alejandro said happily, leaning his chin on her shoulder. “Im not prepared to break you out of jail yet.” Valeria rolled her eyes at his statement, but she had little time to be amused right now.

Farah stood carefully in between her and John and she could just feel her blood already boiling.

She was under the impression they all hated his ass, what the hell was that girl doing?
Jan 7 23 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar

JOHNNY’S POV

“Are you sure this is really a good idea?” John asked quietly as they walked up the side walk, his hands clutched nervously in his pockets.

“We need help.” Alex said plainly. “And if they know the truth, they will help us.” A purple haze hung in the sky above them as they walked towards the Karim bakery, armed with a single laptop that held all the evidence they needed to prove their story.

John knew what Alex was saying was right, he needed more people on his side if he was going to
Jan 6 26 tweets 5 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
PART SIX

JOHNNY’S POV

“JOHNNY!!”

A loud shout and crash from the front of house startled John out of the deep sleep he was in, causing him to nearly tumble straight out of his bed onto the hard wood floor below him.

He wasn’t used to sleeping in a single bed like this, so it was quite jarring to be woken up suddenly and realise half of the bed isn’t there.

“What the fuck?” John groaned as he sat up, rubbing his eyes just in time for Alex to come tumbling into the room at full speed. “Will you calm down? It’s too
Jan 5 23 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
PART FIVE

FARAH’S POV

“Can you calm down, please? The bread did nothing to you.” Hadir sighed, putting his hands on his hips as he turned to face his sister who was currently pummelling the bread dough into the bench. She gave him a rather unamused look before she turned back to the dough, grabbing a knife to split it up into sections.

“I’m just in a bad mood.”

“Really?” Hadir asked rather sarcastically, stretching his hands above his head. “You gonna tell me what happened, yet?”
Jan 4 19 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
PART FOUR

SIMONS POV

The sun had set by the time Simon finally returned home to his apartment, unaware of how he had even found his way back there in the first place.

A quiet chill stung his bones and made his joints ache as he scaled the stairs to his front door. He didn’t even know if he wanted to return home, but his body was on autopilot right now. It seemed he had no choice in what happened to him that night.

Contrary to the cold darkness of the night outside, the inside of his apartment gave off a soft, warm glow.
Jan 3 23 tweets 5 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
PART THREE

FARAH’S POV

“It never gets any easier, does it?”

Kyle’s worried voice pulled Farah out of her rather dazed stupor, the pair wandering aimlessly around the park trying to find their best friend.

“It doesn’t.” Farah replied, the emotion in her voice echoing that of her best friend. But she knew what they were feeling was nothing compared to what Simon must be feeling today.

“Wonder what triggered it.” Kyle muttered, stuffing his hands into his pockets as they walked, their best friend no where to be found.
Jan 3 20 tweets 4 min read
#ghostsoap - The Altar
PART TWO

A rather sick, numb feeling began to grow in Simon’s throat as he stood there in the middle of that park, frozen in shock.

He couldn’t hear anything but his heart beating out of time and irregularly in his ears, the dull thumping making his head pound.

The world around him had slowed down, but also somehow sped up. Everything was wrong. Everything was out of sync.

He felt himself stumble forward slightly as he pressed the bases of his palms into his eyes, trying his best to process what he had just seen.