Thread by @mujahi_GREEN

crack gets a bad rap, probably one of the most sigmatized, maligned, and misunderstood, yet miraculous medicines in the world

99.9% of people in the world have probably never even tried it

as my first tweet back, well do a thread that will run perpetual with random additions...

to open, i will tell you now that crack has saved my life many times

i have tbi ptsd lots of traumas including childhood sexual abuse physical abuse etc

so as typical, depression is a serious issue for me

deep depressions, dark shit, suicidal with attempts in the past

it has been studied for treatment of major depressive disorder, but since pharma couldnt find a way to capitalize on it they stopped looking, though they will admit it is the most powerful triple reuptake inhibitor known to man

ketamine is used instead, weaker but similar

now, crack by itself can do this miracle for you, but it is very short acting

its only one component of the process though

the other being ethanol

with both present in the blood stream, your liver transmutes the two into cocaethylene and water

the cocaethylene is the miracle

cocaethylene is incredible because it drastically extends the duration of the crack on your neurotransmitters

you know the stereotypes of crack, and if youve used it, you know youre hitting that shit every 8-12 minutes to keep the reaction going

this is different...

you can use powder form of cocaine and get similar results, true

i emphasize crack (home made) because of the many adulterants that are in powder cocaine

cooking it into crack with your own hands is the only way to be sure youre dealing with pure cocaine

im going to continue, lots to cover, but if you see the qt and the replies, you see what i meant in the first of the thread

this is all personal anecdote, and the only endorsement i would make of crack is for doctors/researchers to reevaluate and reopen the studies to trials

many people have mentioned how powerful and addictive it can be, this is true

in certain scenarios of course

im an addict, my first love is opiates (original yellow football norco 10s)

yet i can manage to use crack in small amounts for short durations

how is this possible?

crack, and cocaine in general, isnt technically physically addictive, unlike opiates meth nicotine alcohol sugar etc etc etc

alcohol especially, which i used to struggle with, can literally kill you if you stop (almost did kill me, had to get professional help and meds)

if you go on a month plus crack binge and suddenly stop, do you know what happens?

youll be sad and tired, low energy for a few days

you may seek more for an energy boost

but you arent going to go through serious potentially year long physical symptoms, unlike SSRI or suboxone

i mention suboxone because thats the medical establisments answer for opiate abuse

i use crack to get through that first hard week or two of opiate withdrawal (which anyone who has cold turkeyed opiates knows very well)

barely notice the stmptoms, get plenty of sleep easy

already seeing people calling this bait or a joke/parody or im just breaking balls im a fed etc 😅

ive been here off and on for many years, used to have big micro niche famous accounts

many here know me for real, not just as the "green jacket"

ask them if you care that much 😺

so anyways, ive scoured to find the actual numbers of deaths caused by SOLELY cocaine overdose

2019 data shows 14k cocaine od deaths, but a yuge percentage of those were fentanyl or other opiod combinations (either intentional or from adulterated products)

tobacco? 480,000 dead

anyways, my method was simple

find highest % powder

twist it up

divide it into .1-.2 gram “doses” and place in one of those medicine dispensers

3 hits a day, never collected resin, had strong family support

7-10 days was duration

never took more, usually had leftovers

my wife is a former medic/nurse

she monitored my vitals which i recorded diligently, along with short excerpts on how i felt, and other people in my lifes perception of my mood/behavior if they cared to comment

what is the biggest drug scourge in our country right now?

fentanyl of course

yet you can walk into any er or triage trauma center and there it is, all bottled up nice and clean from our benevolent pharma bros

eye surgeons still use cocaine eye drop solutions for procedures, dentists have moved to novacaine and marcaine, synthetics akin to what fentanyl is to opium

i cant fully explain how thankful i am to still be here for my wife and kids, and to no longer be an opiate fiend alcoholic monster

i wasnt just slowly killing myself or plotting attempts actively daily, i was hurting everyone else around me who relies on me and never gave up

i know it sounds crazy, but here i am

i drink only in moderation, a hard selts or two 2 nights a week with my lady after the kids are down

no opiates for a long time too

just aspirin coffee cigs

no desire to return to my former state

still depressed but not suicidal

a lot of long term associations on here, friends and enemies, have seen pictures ive posted of my gorgeous clan in the past

i am truly blessed

i did it for them because theyre all that matters 🙏🏻

i may slip again, its likely

i may get low and want to quit

but i know ive made it before and i can do it again 👏🏻

seen a lot of references to recreational usage in replies and qts

thats not what this is, but im not ignorant to that side of this, the one that causes stigma

ill add that experience on here next, my dalliance with the recreational use and woman who introduced me to it

i think its integral to my enhanced knowledge of the neurotransmitter function, as was my ap chemistry teacher and after school chem club sophomore year in high school

so i was 17, expelled from hs, all my scholarships gone (academic and sport) and senator kennedy rescinded his offer to write me for west point

got busted doing powder beginning of senior year with hockey teammates, drunk on 151

wasnt too salty, i was terrified of the schools i was choosing from, it was a relief honestly 😅

working was better, did grave digging by hand in old cemeteries daytime and factory fabrication 3rd shift, hydrogen fuel cells for cars

made a friend, met his niece etc etc

a rugged indian girl from the reservation

gorgeous, i wanted to marry her immediately, hit it off immediate

she took me to meet her ma, ma was pumped because im part native too

algonquin project housing…

walk in to ma and 3 dudes smoking the hard

my girl acts like no big deal so we settle in and i try a blast

wasnt impressed honestly, didnt get the appeal, especially the conditions these scrubs were in

kept hanging with her for a month or two, i always did powder, but she smoked and even taught me a very crude method of production, the “penny pickup” 😅

anyways, that all ended when i left to backpack across europe for a few months before joining the infantry

never thought of it until a while later during mid tour leave of my first deployment in the surge

next part is my reacquaintance, the how and why, with that thunderbird

my first patrol first tour, back seat goon in 1114, got my brain oatmealed up, hit by ied, tbi

but otherwise okay

not my boy though. his second tour, he was driving, ied punched engine on his side

legs shattered, burned up bad, almost died

addendum*

he was hit a week later, not in my first hit, and i wasnt riding with him when he was mangled, i was in rear truck, him lead on that

we were garrison rax roommates, my assigned mentor of sorts going into deployment

us bunking together will be relevant later though…

so he gets the spiecher cash-germany-reed-hood path on his journey to recovery

we stay in touch, he has no family so the guys checking on him is all he had really

we trudge on and my leave time comes up, i ignore my family and go see him at hood with another dude from platoon

hes healing up, had just started walking short distances with crutches/cane a week before we showed up

scarred up, grotesque

ecstatic we came, it was a surprise

wanted to go out on the town, he was cooped up for months going crazy

we hit austin, 5 star hotel, the works

he got a temporary release from the hospital, we rolled out

talking a lot on the drive

he was depressed, felt he betrayed us by leaving 😅

he had been in some big fights his 1st tour, we were talking about the emotional peaks and valleys of hard combat

told him i was feeling pretty low, had been 2 weeks since my last engage, just bitter and rude and short with people, unpleasant all around, not sleeping etc

he explained thats just how it is, your brain chemistry, youll never get that high you get from it from anything else

we get to the hotel, have some swigs at the bar, the escorts i ordered showed up (i said the works 🥴)

they treat my guy good, rub lotion on his scars, massage, drain his balls etc etc

they offer to get us drugs

my guy tells me he has a partial solution to my melancholy…

refused to give them cash, walk with one of the broads, seedy back strip bar spot a few blocks away

if you know austin, theres some greasy spots tucked in

shes a pro, meet her dude, get a quarter coke

and a quarter crack*

*brother hamburger legs requested it for “the men” 😅

get back to suite and get on it

other dude never did crack before and was scared, we didnt break his balls too bad though

he did powder with the harpies

bro made a red bull can pipe and told me that if you take a big enough blast, itll feel like the opening stage of a gunfight