Me and my bags.
State: devastated.
Today I get an MRI scan to determine state of the rectum cancer metastases in the liver.
No "if metastases", but detailing may 2nd CT scan results.
A new phase for which I am not ready, but have to be.
This was so much *not* the plan.
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State: devastated.
Today I get an MRI scan to determine state of the rectum cancer metastases in the liver.
No "if metastases", but detailing may 2nd CT scan results.
A new phase for which I am not ready, but have to be.
This was so much *not* the plan.
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I cried many times over the last few days, after decades of not doing as in the past it would not help.
So that's why there were no updates the last few days. Too many things to process and arrange for, a completely overflowing autistic mind which saw everything at once.
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So that's why there were no updates the last few days. Too many things to process and arrange for, a completely overflowing autistic mind which saw everything at once.
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Crying brought some relief, but did not take away the feeling of the shattered dream where I would outlive my mentally retarded and autistic brother. This is not to diminish the eega in any form: the best thing that ever happened to me.
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She is already going through rough times herself, which I won't detail, as I will let that choice to her.
But please send her hugs, wishes, thoughts and many other things. She needs them badly.
Thanks for all the support so far.
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But please send her hugs, wishes, thoughts and many other things. She needs them badly.
Thanks for all the support so far.
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