But it is extremely clear that you do.
That you will use ABLEISM to mock someone you don't like doesn't make it less ableist!!
-needing two hands to hold a glass, maybe holding it from the bottom
-an affected or slow gait (walking ability)
-wearing diapers
...who also experience these things or know someone who does and now they know where you stand with THEM.
No no no... no one OWES that to you.
And you don't hold the safety of disabled people over their heads until you're satisfied, until they perform disability the way you want or expect them to.
You are perpetuating ableist ideas; reinforcing them within yourself and to others, and that has an impact on the disabled community as a whole.
Throwing disabilities/disabled people under the bus is not necessary.
It is ableist. Period.