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Kimberly D. Manning, MD, MACP Profile picture
@gradydoctor
Aug 3, 2020 • 3 tweets • 2 min read • Read on X
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 A few more thoughts on this article which shall not be named:

1. It's not listed as a perspective or opinion piece.
2. It's in a reputable journal.
3. It's open access.
4. It worsens the imposter syndrome.
5. The author uses what seems like air quotes. A lot.
2/
6. This paints us "blacks" as hopeless causes.
7. This perpetuates the idea that we don't belong.
8. I was the student who'd be bumped off of the author's musical chairs.
9. Someone else saw this first which means there are others who (may) agree.

This is so, so hurtful.
3/
 I realize that I feel the same way I did when #AmyCooper called the cops in Central Park: Unsafe.

These are the moments where you worry that the smiling mask slipped and you saw what you now can't unsee.

Even if you say sorry.

I'm hurting today.
#ideservetobehere #BLM

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Kimberly D. Manning, MD, MACP Profile picture
Mar 24
1/
 On rounds at Grady

Me: "How're you feeling today?"
Him: "Well. I been better. That medicine y'all gave me made me run off!"

My team looked puzzled.
I did not.

Me: "Oh no! You talking 'bout the medicine we gave you for your gout flare up?"
Him: "Yeah! That one!" Image
2/
 Him: "Shit, you coulda warned a brother."
Me: "Dang. I really should have. I'm sorry."
Him: "Yeah, if it wasn't for that bedside commode it woulda been a clean up on aisle 1!"

He laughed.
I was glad he was making light of it.

Me: "I apologize, sir. Colchicine can do that."
3/
 Him: "It's cool. My knee is feeling a little bit better so that's good."
Me: "I'm glad. And again, I'm sorry for not giving the heads up."
Him: "I'm okay, doc."

I turned to my team.

Me: "'Running off' is diarrhea."
Them: "Ohhh."
Him: "Oh my bad, y'all."

*laughter*
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Kimberly D. Manning, MD, MACP Profile picture
Jun 23, 2023
1/
 Her: "Why haven't you left for L.A. yet?"
Me: "Huh? Oh. Yeah. I'm pretty much almost done. It's okay."

*silence*

Her: "But, like is it?"
Me: *sighs* "Me rushing there won't change anything."
Her: "Depends on who you ask."

And after that, we both went back to charting.
2/
 I was on the hospital service last April when I got the news. Dad had this sudden onset of disabling vertigo. We'd learn it was a cerebellar stroke. My sister was there in LA. At the bedside and wringing her hands as next-of-kin.

So she kept me posted.

And I kept rounding.
3/
 On that first day, I walked right in and told my team.

Me: "My dad has been admitted to the hospital. It seems that he's had a cerebellar stroke."

And I said it in that "but I'm fine" voice. Because at that time that's what I was telling myself.

My team listened intently.
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Kimberly D. Manning, MD, MACP Profile picture
May 10, 2023
1/
 Me: “I’m glad to see you.”
You: “You know what? I’m glad to see you, too.”

*silence*

Me: “You know how you’re loved, don’t you?”
You: *smiling gently* “I do. I think that’s what makes this so hard, you know? Can’t feel a loss like that without feeling a love like that.” Image
2/
 We both let out big exhalations. After a few beats, you swung your head in my direction.

You: “How are you?”
Me: “Me?”
You: “Yeah. You.”
Me: “I’m fine. I just wish... um… you didn’t have to feel what you’re feeling.”

You reached out for my forearm. And then sighed again.
3/
 You: “Yeah. But I’ll be okay. We were soul-connected. That will comfort me.”

I nodded. Then we sat in silence.

You: “But for real—how are you? Like with all this cool stuff you’ve been doing.”
Me: *puzzled look*
You: “It has to make you miss your dad and your sister.”

Ooph.
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Apr 13, 2023
1/
 I just finished this beautiful, courageous, and searing memoir “I Can’t Save You” by @CQ__MD. It was . . . in a word. . . sublime.

Whew.

And full disclosure—as his former med school advisor & friend—I love Dr. CQ.

But.

I also love books and honesty.

And he knows that. Image
2/
 @CQ__MD will be the first to tell you that I won’t endorse anything—even a book my my beloved little bro CQ—unless I’d read it myself and believed others should, too.

And now I have.
And wholeheartedly I do.

But before you jump in—and you should—let me say this. . .
3/
 There are some parts that explore depression, thoughts of suicide, and self-harm. No, not recklessly. But yes, with raw honesty. So you need to know that up front.

He does NOT play it safe around his lived experiences as a Black man in the ivory tower.

So hold on tight. Image
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Mar 18, 2023
1/
 Thought I’d show some Black joy from this year’s #MatchDay. Because sometimes we don’t see that enough.

And there IS joy.

Especially on this day.

The ancestors are surely rejoicing. I know I am.

I think the words of Jill Scott will say it best. . .
2/
 “I'm taking my freedom
Pulling it off the shelf
Putting it on my chain
Wear it around my neck

I'm taking my freedom
Putting it in my car
Wherever I choose to go
It will take me far . . .”
3/
“I'm livin' my life like it's golden

Livin' my life like it's golden

Livin' my life like it's golden

Livin' my life like it's golden

Livin' my life like it's golden, golden . . .”
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Mar 14, 2023
1/
 I had imagined what this day would be like. Played it out in my head and saw various iterations of me exploding in celebration.

In some versions, I was doing the running man or, quite literally, running in triumphant circles, #MatchDay envelope in hand.

"Wooo hooo!" Image
2/
 I also saw these visions of me quietly weeping, one hand extended to the heavens in gratitude. My lips quietly murmuring prayers of thanksgiving.

See, I was my ancestors' wildest dreams. And not even just my enslaved ancestors but the Jim Crow survivors who raised me, too.
3/
 So, yeah. This was about to be big.

I was even on the #MatchDay party committee. And since we were broke, that meant soliciting donations from faculty & parents & anybody who felt proud enough of us to shell out a few coins.

Which, fortunately for us, was a lot of folks. Image
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