like, again, thanks to my shit procrastination habits and lack of communication and exchanges over text message i once again feel like i fucked up
i was supposed to discuss with my coworker ahead of this meeting
god i am just so fucking bad at following instructions especially if they weren't written down to begin with. still suck at following written instructions and terrified of failure, thanks school
i mean i SAY that i want to be that kind of bitch who doesn't care about owning up
to my actions and making mistakes but that shit is still scary, ok, and i still feel afraid to do that and get scolded or mocked for asking stupid questions or making stupid comments, not to mention how it will colour the way my colleagues see me
as much as i have changed over the years, in the end there will always be that incredibly socially anxious and afraid child. big john mulaney energy of "You remember being 12, when you're like, No one look at me or I'll kill myself" yup big fuckin mood
so anyway meeting in about 5 minutes and we'll see if i get chewed out or whatever
and then again as usual i may have overthought all of this
or the fallout won't be so bad
like fuck man why is my procrastination so bad why did i not get this done earlier so i can check what i
was supposed to do
i can pretend that i don't care as much as i want but in the end it just always comes down to this
hahaha can you believe i lied about being meticulous in my job interview and they bought it anyway?? adult life really do be just about lying your ass off
just wanna stop feeling like this but it's all just self-created and pulling myself out of this is gonna be like climbing a mountain with a pair of plastic spoons
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Just burst into tears at the reality of my grandpa having dementia and me being unable to communicate because of my terrible mandarin and nonexistent dialect speaking skills
still crying
ok i think i've mostly cried most of the tears i have
[CLOUD RECESSES STUDENT JIANG CHENG SELECTED 🌸 A young, innocent and sweet Sect Mistress!]
The serenity of the Cloud Recesses is broken by the crunch of ivory gravel and padded footsteps. Second Maiden Jiang, holding onto a pile of books, looks up, and her pale blue eyes widen.
otome game where lxc meets all sorts of jc meimeis. Innocent white lotus cloud recesses jc. Troubled but sexy SSC jc. Post BMS unhinged and desperate jc. Milf SLJ jc. Lan Wanyin meimei. Wen Wanyin princess meimei. Modern flirty meimei. Nyamcheng. Ssssnakecheng. Mer!jc
lxc meets them all and they fall in love with him and he drowns in so much pussy
(omg don't forget yllz JC meimei)
take CR meimei's virginity gently. fuck ssc jc until she doesn't think about the war anymore. post bms jc meimei will get high and cry while riding dick. milf jc's pussy game is godly. nyam will mew so cutely while her tail wraps around lxcs leg
fem!sqh au (with @PurpleNies) where mbj has NO idea sqh has been a woman all along, because demonic women dress much more provocatively (just look at shl) and sqh is just used to the more gender-neutral human hanfu, and she's had no reason to
be undressed in front of mbj, how could she be so disrespectful and also vulnerable in front of her king? plus her gender has never been a relevant topic in front of mbj (chinese pronouns also help, since 'he' and 'she' are phonetically identical) plus sqh has always been called
'servant' 'you' 'advisor' or just 'qinghua' so sqh just doesn't know that mbj doesn't know she's a woman
meanwhile, mbj has been fighting his demon councils and elders to marry sqh for ages, because as a 'man' sqh can't give him heirs
To my love, the Dishonored game series, which lets you
- kill everyone
- kill no one
- kill everyone without being spotted
- go full pacifist stealth
- use a variety of weapons and guns
- use magic powers and only magic powers
- use no magic powers as a challenge
- tell god to fuck off
- do parkour a
- infiltrate a masquerade party
- play a female character (twice)
- conjure rat swarms
- eat rats
- be rat
- eat the rich
- initiate gang wars
- do witchcraft
- destroy the church (several times)
Anyway play the Dishonored series it's fantastic it has steampunk-whalepunk Victorian-esque aesthetics and eldritch magic
Zewu-jun likes to fuck while pressing his body weight down on his wife, Wei Wuxian learns.
He catches a few tantalising moments of his shimei's naked body, hair spilling over the floor like ink rivers as her breasts bounce with each thrust she
bears, her husband wedged between her legs to stuff her pretty cunt.
Head thrown back, she moans prettily - at first covering her mouth, until shamelessness overtakes her, and she groans out loud, panting as she's fucked.
Jiang Cheng is completely naked against the floor of the
Hanshi but Lan Xichen still has robes on, which he uses to drape over her body as he pounds into her, pressing against her, his hips bucking and her toes curling as evidence of her pleasure.
The next time they fuck, Jiang Cheng's plush behind ripples as Lan Xichen drives into