LRT I love. I doubt anybody will ever think that about me. I try hard to improve myself, mentally & physically. It's tough, It helps for a short while, but then reality kicks in. I escaped the ex 3 yrs ago, but I've been lonely a lot longer. I hope I get to kiss someone again.
The last time I kissed someone was 5 yrs ago. I went to a gallery and some old uni friends were there. They dragged me out to a bar, we drank and danced and I kissed this cute artist...It felt so nice. The ex found out I'd gone there and ridiculed my feelings. Said I was stupid.
Told me they were not my friends and if they liked me how come I never saw them for so long. I didn't mention the kiss. That was mine to keep. Yes it was a drunken kiss, but it made me feel happy. The reason people didn't call me or come over was because of the vile ex, not me.
I only realised that later. At the time I thought they didn't really like me. I only heard from 1 since I broke free, but that was only to tell me they'd seen the ex with someone else online, I didn't care. People come and go, it's life. I miss uni I never felt lonely there.
I would stay in the studios for hours, happily surrounded by art and fellow students. The only reason I went home was for my dog. Sometimes I snuck him into the studio 😊 ah he was so cute my baby beagle boy. Sorry for this melancholy, but sometimes art evokes too many emotions.
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