CW: death, suicide.
His skull felt like lead, too heavy for his neck to bear it much longer. When did things get this bad? When did the apathy and the numbness set in? Even opening his eyes felt like an arduous chore. He dreamt of release, of slipping into a deep sleep forever.
How many times would he wake again? Lie still on the cool sheets while his heart thumps loudly in his chest? Would he drag his cumbersome limbs away from the safety of his bed? Every day the same routine. Pushing himself to play an upbeat role in a badly written screenplay.
May 6, 2021 β’ 13 tweets β’ 3 min read
I really want to talk about something, but I feel uncomfortable. I have nobody to explain it to and it's probably more in my head than anywhere else.
I don't want to feel like I should be ashamed to write nsfw content about a fictional character because of 'age'. It's upset me.
To me a fictional character is ageless and not a real person, that's the whole point. Telling someone your content makes them uncomfortable because the character is the 'youngest' in a show makes me feel like I'm somehow 'wrong' for creating vanilla a/b/o nsfw content about them.
May 4, 2021 β’ 39 tweets β’ 8 min read
#joecherry#γ¨γΉγ±γΌγ¨γ€γ#sk8infinity#γΈγ§γΌγγ§γͺ π―πΈ
(Includes past joecherry/Ainosuke)
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As a man of taste, Kaoru loved the finer things in life. Good food (cooked by Joe), vintage wine (served by Joe), travel (with Joe), wearing the best fabrics (admired by Joe).
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When it came to fabric, Kaoru felt in his element. He loved natural fibres, intricately woven material from exquisite silk and cotton. The softer the fabric against his skin, the more satisfied he felt. He hated patterns, opting for plain base colors in various hues.
Apr 16, 2021 β’ 15 tweets β’ 3 min read
#joecherry π―πΈ 1)Once a week Kojiro has a day off from the restaurant. He likes to relax & spend it with Kaoru, enjoying a long morning in bed before making them both an indulgent brunch. Kaoru loves these lazy days, but feels he wants to treat his bf to something special.
2)"Tonight I'm preparing dinner!" Cherry boldy announces to a somewhat confused Joe.
/I thought he said he couldn't cook?/
"Okay, sounds great," Kojiro answers, plastering on a grin to mask the slight pinch of dread in his gut.
/What if it tastes bad?/
/Nope, I'll just eat it!/
Feb 19, 2021 β’ 26 tweets β’ 10 min read
A #Sheith thread for @goddessarashi birthday β€
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Every day Shiro tended to his herb garden, nurturing a vast array of aromatic plants. He had a reputation for being a herbalist, combining different ingredients into potions to help the townspeople with their minor ailments.
#Sheith
He meticulously selected specific herbs to relieve anything from insomnia and digestive problems to more acute complaints like tooth- and earache. The townsfolk trusted his intuition and as Shiro never accepted money they repaid him in goods and favors.
Dec 14, 2020 β’ 26 tweets β’ 10 min read
A little #Sheith thread for the 14th of Dec. Mild angst/happy ending πππ
Thank You for reading.
Happy anniversary to these lovely boys β€π€β€π€β€π
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Keith sits alongside his friends at the venue. The place looks charming, flowers & garlands, soft tints, romantic.
#Sheith
They sit in seats covered in brightly colored fabrics while an usher gracefully scatters rose petals.
The petals flurry to the ground, coating the pale blue carpeted aisle.
The same aisle /he/ will walk down to marry another.
Keith sighs, a frown crumples his forehead.
Dec 7, 2020 β’ 22 tweets β’ 5 min read
#Sheith ptsd/comfort
"It's ready," Keith beams. A smile laced with a hint of anxiety, slightly too wide, purposely intended to reassure his boyfriend that everything's okay. They are okay. Nothing can hurt them as long as they are together.
Shiro knows Keith's trying to help him.
"It looks small, will we both fit inside?" Shiro stares sceptically at the blanket fort Keith has built in their living room. He feels grateful, but his mind can't focus properly. Some days everything just feels too overwhelming, too raw.
Violet eyes watch him closely.
Nov 11, 2020 β’ 98 tweets β’ 20 min read
#Sheith
For years the creature lived in a cave deep within the forest. Humans steered clear, unnerved by stories of a terrible beast that lurked in the shadows.
The creature knew they feared him, told tall tales of bloodlust and gore.
He shunned all humans, except for one.
The young farmer who lived at the edge of the forest surveyed his vegetable garden. His fields full of corn shone golden in the morning sun, but his garden looked a sorry sight. Plants trampled on, bean poles snapped, vegetables missing or strewn aside half-eaten, roots dug out.
Nov 6, 2020 β’ 51 tweets β’ 20 min read
#Sheith
Every night he shows up a half hour before closing. He sits down the far end of the bar & orders 3 shots of bourbon. He never speaks, just sits in silence and paces the liquor until last orders. He usually waits until everybody's gone before leaving a tip for the barman.
#Sheith
Shiro watches the dark-haired stranger as he slides 20 bucks across the bar without making eye contact and bids him goodnight. Every single night for the past month, the same thing. He could set his watch by him. Nobody knows who he is or where he cropped up from.
Oct 3, 2020 β’ 21 tweets β’ 4 min read
#Sheith Soft teen Shiro/Bad tutor Keith.
"Close the door Takashi."
"Y-yes Mr.Kogane."
"Have you got something to tell me?"
"Ehm I d-did a bad thing."
"What did you do?"
"I ac-accidentally set fire to the science lab."
"Oh that's bad."
"I know...I'm sorry."
"Are you sorry though?"
"Yes...really I am!"
"Hm I don't think you are."
"Why?"
"Because, Takashi, you lied!"
"N-no I...it wasn't like that."
"Oh? You better fess up boy!"
"I ..c-can't, I promised."
"Ha! Making promises to nasty little boys who play tricks on you!"
"They h-hate me. I had no choice."
Sep 25, 2020 β’ 4 tweets β’ 1 min read
TW: amab/afab genitals talk.
When I see pics of guys sucking cocks I always feel curious about how that feels. It must feel really nice, I often think about this. I see pics of people sucking T-dick and pussy and I know how that feels, but I wish I could experience both. π
Does the climax feel the same? I mostly write about guys fucking each other, but all I know is what people have told me how their orgasms feel (& my own), but sometimes I wish I had like a way of feeling theirs too, almost like telepathy, like I could connect to their senses π
Sep 23, 2020 β’ 5 tweets β’ 2 min read
LRT I love. I doubt anybody will ever think that about me. I try hard to improve myself, mentally & physically. It's tough, It helps for a short while, but then reality kicks in. I escaped the ex 3 yrs ago, but I've been lonely a lot longer. I hope I get to kiss someone again.
The last time I kissed someone was 5 yrs ago. I went to a gallery and some old uni friends were there. They dragged me out to a bar, we drank and danced and I kissed this cute artist...It felt so nice. The ex found out I'd gone there and ridiculed my feelings. Said I was stupid.
Sep 6, 2020 β’ 44 tweets β’ 23 min read
#Sheith Omegaverse.
Omega Shiro and Omega Keith had always been happy together. Their relationship wasn't 'conventional' by earth standards, but for Galra it was quite normal for Omegas to live as a couple. Sometimes they chose an Alpha to offer heat aid.
#Sheith
So far Shiro and Keith hadn't needed an Alpha to help them. They knew each other well enough to comfort each other during heat. They didn't like the idea of some dominant Alpha setting foot in their little love nest. They could manage just fine on their own.
Sep 2, 2020 β’ 6 tweets β’ 2 min read
I write about sex because it makes me happy in my brain. I like describing physical details and encounters between characters. Sometimes it's hard to write because my life is lonely and emotions get in the way, but then other times I like to utilize those emotions in a plotline.
Almost every story I write, even a simple tweet, has a tiny piece of my persona embedded within. I'm not just sharing my creativity, but part of my heart too. I don't know how long I can continue to write, my mojo is very low lately, but I hope it never leaves me. I need it.
Aug 28, 2020 β’ 8 tweets β’ 2 min read
#Sheith
Sometimes, when the noise in his head gets too loud, Shiro seeks distraction in Keith's warm body. He knows it's wrong, to call him up and ask if he can go over, but Keith never refuses. They fuck, fast and hard at first, but as Shiro's mind settles, so does their rhythm.
Long deep strokes, a smooth sway of strong hips. Shiro slides in and slowly draws out of Keith's pliant body. He knows every inch of skin, every tiny mole, every scar, every flex of slender muscle. Edging closer, Keith watches him, violet eyes fixed in a loving gaze.
Aug 14, 2020 β’ 35 tweets β’ 7 min read
#Sheith
Every night Keith catches the same train home, and every night he sees him.
Tall, well-built, charismatic weathered face, dark hair with dishevelled silver streaks.
Keith always sits four seats back, just far enough to remain unnoticed.
Just enough to enjoy the view.
Usually the guy wears a suit, with the tie loosened post-work, but in this heat the shirt is undone. Keith counts 4 buttons & spies a flash of skin.
He admires the way the man fills out his clothes, fabric tight, but not too stretched. He clearly knows how to dress for his size.
Jun 21, 2020 β’ 258 tweets β’ >60 min read
#Sheith hitchhiker AU continued.
Shiro didn't usually take the scenic route home, but after yet another argument with his boyfriend Adam that morning he wasn't in a hurry to get back.
The late summer air, the pink evening sky, it all looked so inviting for a leisurely drive.
Sitting cooped up in a stuffy office all day, listening to his colleague Lance's tedious jokes, made Shiro wonder what he was doing with his life. At 30 he was still young enough to get out there and make a difference. He couldn't see him and Adam going the distance.
Jun 6, 2020 β’ 122 tweets β’ 25 min read
#Sheith (#nsfw#smut#afab language.)
Keith sat in his clapped out Chevy gazing at the garage.
/Is he there?/
'He' being the 6ft6 buff mechanic with the sexy scar over his nose.
Keith's car needed a new oil filter. The old one had 'mysteriously' disappeared on the drive over.
As if by magic the man in question appeared on the forecourt.
The mechanic wore his overalls low on his muscular hips, the hem of his oil-stained singlet hitched up slightly revealing taut abs.
Keith bit his lip as he pictured his fingers caressing that torso.
/Time to say hi/
May 8, 2020 β’ 35 tweets β’ 21 min read
#Sheith#ABO
Omega Keith gets reprimanded by his boss at the Dry Cleaners after too many complaints about missing clothing.
Keith feigns innocence, knowing full well all the clothes are piled up in his nest at home.
The complaints are all from the same customer: Alpha Shiro.
#Sheith#ABO
Shiro's not stupid. He suspects the little Omega with the violet eyes who works there. Next time he drops off his clothes he adds an extra item bagged & tagged especially for Keith. A t-shirt he's slept in for 2 days.
The Omega opens the bag and purrs with delight.
May 7, 2020 β’ 141 tweets β’ 56 min read
#Sheith
Keith spent most of the morning rearranging his spare room while Shiro tried to contact his ex.
"Any luck yet?" Keith was sweating from pushing furniture about.
"Nope. He's ignoring me. No doubt I'll get a call from his lawyer later. I hate this." Shiro slumped forward.
#Sheith
Even Hunk's cookies couldn't lift his spirits. He still ate about 6, they offered a warm comforting feeling in his belly. Likely that was Hunk's intention. His cooking usually had a relaxing effect. He knew how to pacify even the most troubled soul with sustenance.
Shiro has a very particular way he likes to unwind.
Exercise videos.
He browses through hours of internet footage to find exactly the ones he likes.
Then he slips into something more 'comfortable' and presses play.
#Sheith
Shiro has no interest in taking part with the onscreen activities.
No, Shiro just likes to watch.
He leans back on the sofa and sighs contently. His eyes follow the movements of the instructor as he bends himself in all manner of eye-wateringly flexible positions.