My long two-pointed ladder's sticking through a tree
Toward heaven still,
And there's a barrel that I didn't fill
Beside it, and there may be two or three
Apples I didn't pick upon some bough.
But I am done with apple-picking now.
Essence of winter sleep is on the night,
The scent of apples: I am drowsing off.
I cannot rub the strangeness from my sight
I got from looking through a pane of glass
I skimmed this morning from the drinking trough
And held against the world of hoary grass.
It melted, and I let it fall and break.
But I was well
Upon my way to sleep before it fell,
And I could tell
What form my dreaming was about to take.
Magnified apples appear and disappear,
Stem end and blossom end,
And every fleck of russet showing clear.
My instep arch not only keeps the ache,
It keeps the pressure of a ladder-round.
I feel the ladder sway as the boughs bend.
And I keep hearing from the cellar bin
The rumbling sound
Of load on load of apples coming in.
For I have had too much
Of apple-picking: I am overtired
Of the great harvest I myself desired.
There were ten thousand thousand fruit to touch,
Cherish in hand, lift down, and not let fall.
For all
That struck the earth,
No matter if not bruised or spiked with stubble,
Went surely to the cider-apple heap
As of no worth.
One can see what will trouble
This sleep of mine, whatever sleep it is.
Were he not gone,
The woodchuck could say whether it's like his
Long sleep, as I describe its coming on,
Or just some human sleep.
This is probably my favorite Frost poem, the melancholy notes of age and the pain we carry due to a life of hard work. That work shapes us and haunts us as well. I know a great many ministers who've grown weary of the harvest once desired, whose feet ache from the ladder round...
ministers haunted by visions of apples, some gathered, some fallen to the ground, and knowing that what awaits is a sleep of uncertain nature. But that may be true for all, no matter the vocation.
Sleep well.
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The LV Church clip was simply the charismatic version of the Christian Nationalism on display at Jeffress' Baptist church in Dallas. It is a deeply flawed religious impulse, making of the Church a political pawn & further contributing to the devolution of evangelical witness.
Christian Nationalism is a dangerous heresy to be avoided. Thriving on fundamentalist certainties and exclusiveness, it worships power, nation, ethnicity, and tribe. In every possible way, it makes otherwise faithful churches deny the very Gospel they claim to uphold & offer.
Christian Nationalism, especially in its White Supremacist mode, is often violent, always anti-christ, and cannot be regarded as authentically Christian in any way. It understandably provides fertile ground for those who seek to discredit the Faith. It must be resisted.
“If I speak in the tongues of Reformers and of professional theologians, and I have not personal faith in Christ, my theology is nothing but the noisy beating of a snare drum.
And if I have analytic powers and the gift of creating coherent conceptual systems of theology, so as to remove liberal objections, and have not personal hope in God, I am nothing.
And if I give myself to resolving the debate between supra and infralapsarianism, and to defending inerrancy, and to learning the Westminster Catechism, yea, even the larger one, so as to recite it by heart backwards and forwards, and have not love, I have gained nothing.”
One of my favorite Gospel moments concerns the paralytic carried to Jesus by four friends. THANK GOD FOR THOSE FRIENDS!
Gotta be honest - sometimes I can't lift my eyes to pray. I've got nothing but a paralyzed heart weighed down with every care. If someone said...
..."Run to Jesus", I'd just laugh at them and say, "Hey, I'm not running anywhere! I can't even kneel." Sometimes we're just empty - we can't get to where we need to go. Friends have to carry us. Sometimes its the faith of others that gets us through.
Sometimes our faith is useful to carry someone we love.
Some days we are carrying others and some days we're the ones being carried. On both days, we aren't alone.
So one of the biggest lies we hear is 'You're the only one.' Well, you're not. CS Lewis wrote that friendship...
Once to ev'ry man and nation
Comes the moment to decide,
In the strife of truth and falsehood,
For the good or evil side;
Some great cause, some great decision,
Off'ring each the bloom or blight,
And the choice goes by forever
'Twixt that darkness and that light.
Then to side with truth is noble,
When we share her wretched crust,
Ere her cause bring fame and profit,
And 'tis prosperous to be just;
Then it is the brave man chooses
While the coward stands aside,
Till the multitude make virtue
Of the faith they had denied.
By the light of burning martyrs,
Christ, Thy bleeding feet we track,
Toiling up new Calv'ries ever
With the cross that turns not back;
New occasions teach new duties,
Ancient values test our youth;
They must upward still and onward,
Who would keep abreast of truth.
I don’t think this is an inconsequential quibble. We don’t ‘build the Kingdom of God’. We do proclaim the Kingdom. The Kingdom of Jesus is not identified with a nation-state, military, political or economic system. We are citizens of a heavenly kingdom built by Christ not by us.
We recognize that Christ does in fact rule all things now. His “kingdom” is that rule made visible among people. It is not of this world, but is certainly for this world, though it won’t reach its fulness apart from the eschaton. Among other things, that means human attempts to-
secure here on earth a perfect expression of the eternal kingdom of God, whether in religious states or utopian communities, end in tyranny. They often resort to violence in order to impose or maintain their rule - whether psychologically in sects or politically in governments.
Human friendship is such aprecious gift. “Come before winter”, Paul wrote to Timothy from prison. The apostle who longed for the coming of Christ longed as well for the arrival of Timothy. Abandoned by many, this was Paul’s Gethsemane. Love your friends & be the friend who loves.
“When you come, bring...the books and the parchments” Paul writes as awaits his death in a Roman dungeon. How precious is the gift of books! This reminds me of Tyndale’s letter from prison where he too awaited execution. Like Paul he asked for warmer clothes but also for books.
“Above all permit me to have my Hebrew Bible, Hebrew Grammar, & Hebrew Dictionary, that I may spend my time in that study.”
To Tyndale - and Wycliffe before him - we largely owe the gift of the Bible in our own language. Facing death he longed to study Scripture more deeply