@PdxSag Just wish I could stop having the grudge, honestly.
I don’t understand how I can forgive abusers who’ve done much worse to me and not him.
@PdxSag I think it has a LOT to do with the events of Friday, 14 December 2018, 6 days before he fired me for no reason:
At a corp lunch, he stood up, saluted me, told EVERY1 i was his #1 most loyal, most productive employee who worked the hardest of anyone he’d ever had
7d later: GONE
@PdxSag After he forced me to leave the building w/o being able to say goodbye to ANYONE of my dear friends, he LIED TO EVERYONE and told them that I had voluntarily quit and was moving overseas to resume cryptocurrency work.
I literally should have DONE THAT, but I didn’t.
@PdxSag Less than 25% of his ~20 devs who were there on 10 December 2017 are still there today. The dev team shrunk to a mere handful, and they have huge hiring problems cuz the corp’s rep is -blown- due to bad worth-of-mouth and bad reviews.
@PdxSag The entire team I was on disbanded after I was forced out.
3 of us were backstabbed, 4 voluntarily quit and 2 were transferred ot the other team, where more people had quit / been backstabbed.
First, the CEO of Medology backstabbed me and fired my entire Indian team w/o notice, gave the CEO position to new guy but I remained CTO+Lead Architect.
Then, Stefan laid off the entire sales team, day before Thanksgiving 2018 and me on 20 Dec, my birthday.
@PdxSag I worked an absolutely terrible, soul-crushing corp near NASA, as their chief tech similar to what I did in Hyderbad, but with no real authority.
Got utterly backstabbed by CTO on 4 Nov 2019, laughed my way out of hte exit interview, because the job was *destroying* me.
@PdxSag Combine that with a toxic, parasitical one-way relationship where I lost much more through direct theft than I ever got back (we were more chaste than a nun and a priest) from April 2018 thru March 2020, and well, it destroyed me self-esteem-wise.
That’s how I started out communicating with my alt universe selves:
Imagine yourself going through a hallway, entering a conference room, ala @MrRobot‘s in Season 4, with your alts meeting there.
Start w/ real apps, like reading 3rd page of a book. Learn to harness randomnes
When I mentor people into “Better Living”, I always start w/ having 3-4 alts reading 66% to 75% of a book for you, and reporting back.
Later, you offload larger cognitive creative tasks and live “in The Zone” and your multidimensional Self achieves superhuman heights.
The comprehension you get is a sign of cross-dimensional communicatino, via your Higher Self.
Learn to integrate your HIgher Self, cross-dimensional (multiprocess) workflows and have it all put together by your multide of subconscious autoprocessors.
After the Stanford Prison Experiments & The Milgram Experiment of 1960s, the Gates/Clinton/Rothschild #Reptilians were swayed to join the Koch/Rockefeller path of brainwashing humans into perfect serfs:
- Capable of building rockets
- Incapable of Free Thought
- Spiritually dead
All of a sudden, the threat of Mutually Assured Destruction (#MAD) was shelved.
No longer was the plan to break an Elite Few out of the Van Allen Belt radiation prison and reach Galactic Core.
Now the aim was to curate 7 Billion braindead iZombies.
Beyond 2000 was the codename
But they suffered severe setbacks.
Between a few hundred thousand to a couple million of us Volunteered to come here between 1956 and now, most landing around 1975-1985. #ThreeWavesOfVolunteers.
@k_wuttt Most of us know #BLM, the org, is utterly corrupt.
It’s what Blacks in general have to go through that people like us don’t … and it’s how people like us just don’t see it a lot of the time, or care, even when it happens to us Whites, too
Why? cuz we benefit from the Opression
@k_wuttt There’s a curious thing in America, where poor Whites viciouscly defend Rich Whites.
It’s something that DOES NOT OCCUR in the UK, France, any other white-dominated country.
It’s cuz we all have the delusions we can/WILL become RIch if we just work hard. The American Dream/Lie.
@k_wuttt This is the primary weapon The Elites (Those that make $15M/year and more) and the Broad Elites ($750,000+ or more) use to keep us all Oppressed and Divided.
They rely on college-educated Whites to self-enforce group racism, negativity, esp. by posts like #BLM sucks, etc.
#AliensExist
In Aug 2008, I was alone in the office at 8 PM. A coworker who always worked 100% remote came up to me very exasperated. In 2 min i noticed her pupils went like #Reptilians & her pupils startd pulsing different colors, out of sync. Kinda glowing. Pinks, blues.
Watch
Her eyes pulsated, out of sync, left diff color than right, pink, blue, red, green, yellow, orange. It was crazy!!
I sat, scared out of my mind, hairs on back standing up.
5 min later, I asked her if her eyes were ok. She gasped and literally ran away.
Never saw her again...
Focus on 1:20-1:50, you can totally see her pupils go vertical, change colors, even the #Reptilian second eyelid blinking...
Fluoride is a very toxic substance. To get rid of it costs ~$3.00/gallon. It’s a byproduct of making nuclear warheads.
In 1950s, the US military stopped spending billions to dispose it by putting it our drinking water. Now they’re PAID to poison us!
Please retweet:
The vast majority of Europeans are not fluoridated. China is heavily fluoridated.
If you wonder why most Americans are… seemingly crazy? it’s because we get poison causing lack of memory / learning problems pumped into us every time we shower(!!) and you don’t!
Fluoride is a very toxic substance. To get rid of it costs ~$1.00/gallon. It’s a byproduct of making nuclear warheads.
In 1950s, the US military stopped spending billions to dispose it by putting it our drinking water. Now they’re PAID for us to ingest/absorb it… Sick!