i don't read heavily angsty stuff but lrt... like lark's oikawa fic made me cry and lark & paula's oskt fics made me believe in love again. the little things i need to propel through life
this year has made me less human. i was never an optimistic person to begin with but as long as i could sit on a bus and head out to a new restaurant, take an afternoon off to try a new dish, i was content with my life. i wrote so many thank you cards from the bottom of my
heart to so many people.
and yet this year i have done none of that. mostly because of the situation but as i was coming back home today i realized i dreaded writing a thank u card to my instructor. i had nothing to be grateful about (even tho i should have many)
i'm more hollow inside than i have ever been.
i spin tales to feel something again. to cling to the semblance of hope but as the year draws to an end its starting to slip again.
sorry for the personal vent
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an #atsuhina idol/fansite master au based on this tweet: /halalpeg/status/1320244946893377539
atsumu has been helping large fansites take photos for a very long time. makes quick cash by selling them. it helps that he once called out to a male idol and managed to capture the
moment right as he turns around. the photo that captures the idol's look of surprise goes viral and business is great. he doesn't particular care about any of the subjects his lenses are directed at. business is business. he's edited so many that all distinctive features
begin to blur. no one really stands out. no group he loves more than another. ( a few songs he's more partial to after being in that many fan events. )
that is, until karasuno ent's newest boyband.
atsumu is there on a whim. a bet that if these boys last, these pre-debut and