Anyone else secretly cry on Christmas/Christmas Eve? 
...I woke up in pain and he was actually super nice and really helped me out...I'm definitely NOT USED to Jason being nice & helpful suddenly, so I ask him why: Jason says "because it's Christmas!", but in my mind, I'm thinking about how I'm going to leave him after Christmas...
...because it's just heartwrenchingly painful to go back to his so-called "everyday normal". I started crying and tears continue to flow even though that happened over 30 minutes ago. I don't want to go back to the way Jason is after holiday! I need respect, compassion, empathy..
...I want there to be respect, compassion, empathy, and the greatest of all: TRUE LOVE!!!
What has happened in our everyday lives where those basic things are often lacking? Something drastic will have to happen after the holidays if I'm going to stay. I LOVE Jason, but...
What has happened in our everyday lives where those basic things are often lacking? Something drastic will have to happen after the holidays if I'm going to stay. I LOVE Jason, but...
...I don't feel I can handle yet more rounds of Jason's general treatment of me. Jason has ZERO TRUST in me, especially when it comes to money!!! I gotta stop for now, at least....I can't stop crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭.
@threadreaderapp unroll please, you silly wondrific bot, you are 😉!
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