So. If the Doctor is the Timeless Child, with lives upon lives before their memories scraped away before they become the 'first' Doctor/William Hartnell... what if that means we never understood what @SawbonesHex's Sixth Doctor was?
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We know that thanks to the Fifth Doctor's regeneration being "different" thanks to poison and gadflys swirling around his head, the Sixth was unstable, given to fragments of earlier lives coming out now and again.
(I always thought @SawbonesHex was brilliant for the record.)
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And then we had the Trial of a Time Lord, where (yet more spoilers) the Valeyard prosecuted him, only to apparently be the "final incarnation" of the Doctor and all his worst impulses, looking to take the Sixth's incarnations and life.
...but what if we misinterpreted?
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What if the Valeyard was the last, darkest incarnation of the Timeless Child's pre-Doctoral days (I know we've seen a Pre-Doctor Doctor - the Intern, if you will, but bear with me). What if they wiped their memory as much to prevent their becoming a worse monster?
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What if that was part of what the First Doctor/Hartnell was fleeing -- the subconscious echo of the darkness of a past he wasn't permitted to remember? What if each new regeneration pushed them farther and farther from the Valeyard's evil...
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...until the Fifth Doctor's unstable regeneration and the Sixth Doctor's chaotic, unstable nature allowed elements of the Valeyard to reawaken... and act almost like a beacon, letting the Valeyard track down his future self.
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What if it wasn't actually the Doctor's future *regenerations* the Valeyard sought…but the Doctor's future *incarnations?* What if he sought to displace the mindwiped creature who'd displaced him, taking the Doctor's place moving forward and restoring the Valeyard's destiny?
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And though the Sixth Doctor defeated the Valeyard, what if he remembered just *enough* of his past as a result that when he regenerated into the Seventh... the Seventh remembered echoes of the Valeyard's own machinations, leading to his own agenda coming to the fore?
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When Testimony called the Doctor (through all his incarnations) the "Shadow of the Valeyard," that would simply have been descriptive as a result.
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And when the 13th Doctor wrestled with his identity ("am I a good man?") after pushing past the traditional regeneration limit, who's to say that wasn't a vague, repressed memory of the Valeyard, who had no such limits?
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I have no point beyond that, save to remind everyone that @SawbonesHex was bloody brilliant and deserves so much respect for all he brought to the role, and that new possibilities can lead to new revelations.
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(Admittedly, I also have a complimentary rant on how the Timeless Child means the Doctor actually was Rassilon, and when Rassilon is thrown off Gallifrey by the 13th Doctor, he ends regenerating into the Valeyard, and then is forcibly regenerated into the first Doctor.)
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(And, for that matter, a rant on how Rassilon went back, regenerated into *Omega,* and *then* regenerated into the Valeyard, but honestly I digress.)
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We learn a lot of hard lessons in our lives. We are disillusioned, disappointed, disheartened and damaged over and over again, and one of the hardest lessons is this:
Sometimes terrible people make beautiful things.
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Art can inspire us. Art can strengthen us. Art can embolden us. Art can save us when nothing else can. And when that happens, we naturally gravitate towards the artist.
But it's the art that did all that. Most of the time, we don't know the artist. It just feels like we do.
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And sometimes, the artist becomes so bound up in our impression of the art they made that we refuse to see their feet of clay. We refuse to see the ugly side. We want to believe that artist *is* the art they made.
So, a weird thing happened. We haven’t been in a position to make k-cups of coffee since the start of the work from home period. No big — I’ve mostly gone with coffee or cold bubbly caffeine.
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But @wednesday got some of the single serving Maxim (Japanese) instant coffee sticks, and they were really good. So we got some more Maxim instant (the full blue bag), and as an experiment we grabbed some Taster’s Choice hazelnut, just to see how it worked out.
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We have a Zojirushi water heater (a wedding gift from @hoover_dam) so making instant coffee’s a matter of seconds. And we went i to the experiment hoping it would be... well, good enough for hot caffeine in a rush.
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In the spring of 2001, I was going to a meeting at the place where I worked then and still work now. Another of the people at the meeting was an academic dean of our school. She was perhaps the purest expression of academia *at* that school.
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That day she was literally wearing a tweed blazer. Before she'd become a dean she'd been an English teacher. Now, the epitome of English Teachers, in my brain, was and remains my father. That day she was a close second.
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That day I said hello and asked how she was or somesuch.
She gave me a slightly wry smile. "Oh, you know. Measuring my life in coffee spoons," she said. I chuckled, and we may have traded a couple more lines of 'Prufrock.' I'm not sure.
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Ferengi were a joke. Even when they were supposed to be the new Big Bad at the start of TNG, they were someone for Starfleet to smugly deride because they were capitalists.
On Deep Space 9, those expectations were subverted. @ShimermanArmin as Quark was a revelation -- and called Starfleet's attitude what it was: *racism.*
But more than that,with Rom you got to see the Ferengi as the continuum of people and personalities they were, not as one-note.
And then... @AronEisenberg played Nog. Nog, who started as an abused child denied basic literacy and taught to hate Hoo-mons, then became Jake's best friend, became a different viewpoint but not a joke. Never a joke.
I have complicated feelings about Harlan Ellison, because Harlan Ellison was complicated. @warrenellis described him as "great author and cautionary tale, arsehole and titan," and that's a start. Separating him from his work is nigh impossible, because they intertwined.
Ellison was as much text as person, really. And it was uncompromising. And that's generally a compliment, except when it isn't.
I will say this -- if you have never, ever been offended by anything that Harlan Ellison wrote or said or did? Go read more Ellison. Go find that thing he said or did or wrote that will piss you off and make you want to scream at the top of your lungs.