BREATHLESS
He leaves me breathless, the way he blows my mind
When he kisses me, my heart pumps,
I forget I’m a Christian sister
I just want more.
He’s all I want, I’ve found In him what my heart longs for
All the years that have gone by
Is he the compensation?
Is he the one God
He leaves me breathless, the way he blows my mind
When he kisses me, my heart pumps,
I forget I’m a Christian sister
I just want more.
He’s all I want, I’ve found In him what my heart longs for
All the years that have gone by
Is he the compensation?
Is he the one God
told me about?
I really can’t hear anything yet;
So I have an idea!
If I have to let him go (when God eventually speaks);
Before I let him go, I should have him.
I should let him teach me,
I should let him spoil me,
I should let him touch me.
He makes me feel 15 years wiser,
Says
I really can’t hear anything yet;
So I have an idea!
If I have to let him go (when God eventually speaks);
Before I let him go, I should have him.
I should let him teach me,
I should let him spoil me,
I should let him touch me.
He makes me feel 15 years wiser,
Says
I make him feel 20 years younger.
If everything he says and is, is true,
Then his “ex” wife must have been a hell of a foolish woman!
Wait a moment, they aren’t even fully divorced yet,
He only tells me they’re in process
Honestly, I don’t care about the details
I don’t want to.
If everything he says and is, is true,
Then his “ex” wife must have been a hell of a foolish woman!
Wait a moment, they aren’t even fully divorced yet,
He only tells me they’re in process
Honestly, I don’t care about the details
I don’t want to.
All I know is that they’re both decided,
Irreconcilable difference!
Oh God, is this adultery and fornication at the same time?
Well… They don’t live together, the children are with the wife.
I want to know more, yet I don’t!
I want to be with him, but I’m so scared!
It feels so
Irreconcilable difference!
Oh God, is this adultery and fornication at the same time?
Well… They don’t live together, the children are with the wife.
I want to know more, yet I don’t!
I want to be with him, but I’m so scared!
It feels so
right but I can sniff something wrong.
I want to get away, but I’m so trapped!
If I could walk away, I would have,
The very first moment he tried to hug me.
I didn’t let him, I won’t let any man hug me, being staunch.
Oh, now I remember how it all went wrong.
I inadvertently gave
I want to get away, but I’m so trapped!
If I could walk away, I would have,
The very first moment he tried to hug me.
I didn’t let him, I won’t let any man hug me, being staunch.
Oh, now I remember how it all went wrong.
I inadvertently gave
him a chance to blow me away.
It was a Sunday afternoon, there was nothing to fear or worry,
We were to go to a public place to have lunch
Nothing would happen, I was too sure.
Picked me after church
He only wanted a chance to talk about his past marriage,
And properly ask me out
It was a Sunday afternoon, there was nothing to fear or worry,
We were to go to a public place to have lunch
Nothing would happen, I was too sure.
Picked me after church
He only wanted a chance to talk about his past marriage,
And properly ask me out
I knew the answer in my head,
The NO was swimming afloat,
Waiting for the perfect time to plunge in.
I said NO out of my head, a big, bold, assertive NO,
I’m not sure what happened in my heart,
It was genuinely concerned,
Genuinely worried and sorry.
How can such an angelic man
The NO was swimming afloat,
Waiting for the perfect time to plunge in.
I said NO out of my head, a big, bold, assertive NO,
I’m not sure what happened in my heart,
It was genuinely concerned,
Genuinely worried and sorry.
How can such an angelic man
go through all that with his wife?
The 2 hearts connected, in the car, half-way home on the drop-off ride,
Then the 2 heads met, for the most passionate kiss I had ever enjoyed
I couldn’t stop.
He suggested Sheraton, I refused,
he suggested his home,
For comfort at least, he said
The 2 hearts connected, in the car, half-way home on the drop-off ride,
Then the 2 heads met, for the most passionate kiss I had ever enjoyed
I couldn’t stop.
He suggested Sheraton, I refused,
he suggested his home,
For comfort at least, he said
he’ll stop wherever I wanted him to.
I wouldn’t, I’m a child of God!
I finished my 9pm prayer in the ride as I was going to be dropped off
And right there, I started to grind on him with my clothes on
I let him touch me in the deepest parts ‘cause I enjoyed it.
I couldn’t explain
I wouldn’t, I’m a child of God!
I finished my 9pm prayer in the ride as I was going to be dropped off
And right there, I started to grind on him with my clothes on
I let him touch me in the deepest parts ‘cause I enjoyed it.
I couldn’t explain
what I was feeling.
He was tender and my caramel body jelled to his rhythm.
Was I responding to starvation, or deprivation;
Or was there truly an irresistible chemistry, one made from heaven?
I waited two extra months to understand that question.
He stills leaves me breathless
He was tender and my caramel body jelled to his rhythm.
Was I responding to starvation, or deprivation;
Or was there truly an irresistible chemistry, one made from heaven?
I waited two extra months to understand that question.
He stills leaves me breathless
but I think he’s not Mr. Right
He still blows my mind beyond competition
It makes it more complicated.
Walking away is always in the plan, but never in the action
How could I ever want to hurt a good guy, the best I’ve met?
One who has shown me the sweetest kind of love?
He still blows my mind beyond competition
It makes it more complicated.
Walking away is always in the plan, but never in the action
How could I ever want to hurt a good guy, the best I’ve met?
One who has shown me the sweetest kind of love?
My mentor, my friend and adopted dad?
Why should I let him cry when all he has given me are smiles?
I love him, I want him, I miss him at the thought of living him…
The god I saw from afar has now made me his idol!
It’s the way he stoops that blows my mind
It’s the way he cooks
Why should I let him cry when all he has given me are smiles?
I love him, I want him, I miss him at the thought of living him…
The god I saw from afar has now made me his idol!
It’s the way he stoops that blows my mind
It’s the way he cooks
that melts my heart
It’s the way he looks that spins my head
I have really wanted this for a long time…
Craved it for the long term
But I know that the only mistake he ever made was that he got married 15 years earlier than he should have!
Wait a minute?
Did I just make out
It’s the way he looks that spins my head
I have really wanted this for a long time…
Craved it for the long term
But I know that the only mistake he ever made was that he got married 15 years earlier than he should have!
Wait a minute?
Did I just make out
With him on the couch?
Was that me?
Oh my God?
I have been speaking in tongues all day
Hoping my prayers would do for me what I ought to do but the flesh won’t allow
Why has his bird built a nest in my head?
How do I escape this feeling I am feeling inside
I want him
Shame on me!
Was that me?
Oh my God?
I have been speaking in tongues all day
Hoping my prayers would do for me what I ought to do but the flesh won’t allow
Why has his bird built a nest in my head?
How do I escape this feeling I am feeling inside
I want him
Shame on me!
Yes I want him
I want to run, yet I stand still
How did Joseph do it?
Potiphar’s wife must be a tad ugly
My man is handsome, patient, kind, loving and generous
Wait!
Did I just call him my “man”?
I am lost
How do I get out of this quagmire?
What do I do?
I love him!
I love him so
I want to run, yet I stand still
How did Joseph do it?
Potiphar’s wife must be a tad ugly
My man is handsome, patient, kind, loving and generous
Wait!
Did I just call him my “man”?
I am lost
How do I get out of this quagmire?
What do I do?
I love him!
I love him so
So I reached out to my teacher
The brother in Jeans and T-shirt
I said “The whirlwind of love is blowing your daughter away
He said be calm
Make the following confession every night
The love will die without a trace
Your husband is just a corner away
This “love” is a distraction
The brother in Jeans and T-shirt
I said “The whirlwind of love is blowing your daughter away
He said be calm
Make the following confession every night
The love will die without a trace
Your husband is just a corner away
This “love” is a distraction
I did as he said as I looked into the mirror
I said “Body, you were forged for glory, you will not love shame
Mind, you are fearfully and wonderfully made
You will not be an Esau
Heart, you are a symbol of Christ in the midst of His church, you will not love the forbidden!
Ayah!!
I said “Body, you were forged for glory, you will not love shame
Mind, you are fearfully and wonderfully made
You will not be an Esau
Heart, you are a symbol of Christ in the midst of His church, you will not love the forbidden!
Ayah!!
It worked
I saw him that evening and there was a distance
It was just there
He didn’t see it but I did
His touch no longer had electricity
He touched me and I felt mildly irritated
He read my mood and dropped me close to my house
He said I was a bit distracted
That was it!
The
I saw him that evening and there was a distance
It was just there
He didn’t see it but I did
His touch no longer had electricity
He touched me and I felt mildly irritated
He read my mood and dropped me close to my house
He said I was a bit distracted
That was it!
The
Gulf grew larger and larger
Within a week, I was no longer pinning
I asked myself where all the feverish feelings and sudden tears went
This was a man I sent a text calling things off and I still sneaked to his office to kiss and hug
My body obeyed the Word of God in my mouth!
Within a week, I was no longer pinning
I asked myself where all the feverish feelings and sudden tears went
This was a man I sent a text calling things off and I still sneaked to his office to kiss and hug
My body obeyed the Word of God in my mouth!
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