Can apparently jhana now (I think) and so far it’s the freest lunch of free lunches
Ready at all moments to be bamboozled with the catch
N=5 tries, all five complete sensory overload of pleasure and serenity when I was otherwise not feeling great moments before the sit. Feelings last ~2 hours afterwards (weaker than the sit though)
I know I’m supposed to not get distracted by this tool and just use it a means to overcome my need for it. But what if I just.. don’t?
I’m a noob so don’t take this too seriously but for me so far jhana 1 (I think) isn’t very pleasurable it’s just very buzzy and energetic and.. bubbly? But then switching to jhana 2 is pure calm serenity bliss as it’s supposed to be
And I can hold jhana 2 indefinitely as far as I can tell, until my back hurts at least. But it’s a very simple state, just clean joy. After I while I want to go do other things (take that, wireheaders!)
Since lots of people are asking, my track so far was try meditation (concentration + jhana) for 3-4 years and mostly suck at it, 3-4 years of psychedelic therapy + metta + IFS + Alexander Technique + Core Transformation and other meditation adjacent things
Then came back to it a few days ago and I’m apparently way better at it. Getting into intense (for me) concentration states doesn’t take long, and jhana apparently works, worked first try. Along the therapy journey killed my internal voice which helps I think. It’s quieter
And in terms of the specific jhana algorithm any book will work (I like Right Concentration) but I followed this video a couple days ago when it worked the first time (again, I think, don’t want to overclaim anything)
To be clear the 3-4 years were in serial not parallel. So 6-8 years of regularly doing meditation or meditation-adjacent things (half full failure then half mostly success)
also just to be clear my form is pretty rough. The transition from breath to piti isn’t smooth, while the piti is growing I sometimes get distracted and have to return to breath or metta to grow concentration further. But if I keep fiddling I consistently hit stable serene bliss
interestingly my troubles are getting to what I think is jhana 1. Switching to 2 it’s like a wave catches me, energy goes way down, peace+bliss way up, and it pushes me as long as I want. When I choose to end and open my eyes my vision is like 2cb for 10s. Lovey+romantic+bright
We should teach this in every high school. Even if it takes 4 years of trying it’s probably worth it, and I don’t think it would take most people that long. Far valuable than most classes, which people forget everything about. No one forgets about jhana
maybe tmi but closest qualia to jhana 1 is someone sliding a quill feather against my skin which makes a buzzy vibration feeling, but my whole body. Closest algebra for jhana 2 is after sex serenity+bliss+completeness/no desire minus positive feelings for partner minus sleepy
In both cases the jhana qualia is at least an order of magnitude stronger than either of the things I compared them to. Which is a lot because those other things are strong!

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23 Jul
We should put heavier weights higher up than lower ones. People are more likely to hurt themselves lifting heavier weights up to arm-level, so put the lighter weights down there

Every gym I know does the opposite
So just to be clear, the way it is in the photo is how I want it. It’s not normally that way

It does look aesthetically weird though. Anyone have creative solutions?
All the people saying it puts less structural force on the rack: if all these guys in here killing themselves to get strong I expect our racks to put in some effort too
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Some days are so good I’d trade 100 normal days for them, and a few probably 1000 days

I had 100x day a couple weeks ago and a I’m having a bottom ~10 percentile day today. Remembering how outlier-good the best days are makes slightly-bad days far less bad
Interestingly every 100x day has been known about ahead of time and planned (eg selling a company, fantastic romantic moments, psychedelic-therapies)

The couple -100x days I’ve had were unplanned (eg bone-infection in a rural jungle). I’ve been lucky not to have many
Remembering how bad -100x days are also makes slightly bad days way less visceral for me. The true goods and bads of life are counterintuitively extreme everything else is practically a rounding error
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One benefit of making every day the same it way heightens your senses for small physical and emotional small changes

My knees usually feel slightly heavier up these cafe steps, did I sleep well? I usually tweet three times walking to the gym, am I less extroverted today?
My life is actually a hilarious balance between extreme consistency and extreme spontaneity. Every once in a while (4mo?) I randomly throw away everything move somewhere new and pick up entirely different hobbies and life. Then do it the same way every day until it happens again
eg I didn’t workout for a few years until a few months ago. But I’ve worked out several hours a day every day since then excepting one group retreat in the forest I hosted and one day when I was sick
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It’s undertalked about how being very happy is a learning disorder. Everything is wonderful and you’re too optimistic. Great for most creation, bad for daytrading
Flip side for depression
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It’s actually kind of ridiculous the extent to which acceptance / letting go is the solution to most problems. You can be an agentic force of nature while still accepting everything. There’s not really a tradeoff, they’re just two really good things and you can have both
My favorite part of both psychedelics and Buddhist cultures is they deeply understand this, usually through going through really hard experiences and finding out experientially that acceptance makes them like 95% less bad
I like to work on this explicitly. It feels just like weight training, where you can see your max limit go up every week very tangibly

I like to practice when I’m in a great state so I’m protected when accidents inevitably happen in the future and I’m not
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Raves are too loud for me but we all have to make sacrifices, need to find at least one rave asap
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