Thread by @drsusanshaw

My 3rd #YXE ICU night shift ended this morning w selfish feelings of relief that I had made it through the 3 nights mostly intact. Selfish because I get to leave while the work continues
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Anyone who has finished a challenging shift will be familiar w the weird combo of exhilaration from making it thru while a nagging line of self-questioning lurks in the background: Did I do enough? What have I left for others to pick up?
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We leave our shifts but the work stays w us. We carry what we see, do, hear, say with us way past the doors of the hospital or clinic where we work. Once home it takes time for the buzz of the shift to dissipate so rest/recovery can occur before the next shift starts
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I was reminded of this overhearing RNs in the elevator heading home after working in @saskhealth COVID obs unit talking about the phantom monitor, pumps & O2 machine alarms they will continue to hear for next few hours. I know they'll continue to worry & care while at home
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Safely going from 100 mph to 0 takes time, and takes a toll on one's brain & heart. Science supports this. This work is not good for our bodies & minds. And we still do it - it is a privilege to have such meaningful work that brings w it joy & feelings of impact
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This thread is for all the healthcare pros that did so much for so many alongside me over the past 3 nights. Keep strong, keep looking out for one another, know that you are making a real difference for others.
And thank you #BetterTogether
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