The "saur" in "dinosaur" literally means "lizard", and they're still called "dinosaurs" even after learning they aren't reptiles, but tell me again how the "bi" in bisexual must refer to the existence of exactly two things.
I can tell the difference in my brain when the med's working on it because for about six hours after taking the pill I could have posted that and not immediately frustrated myself by imagining multiple replies "Well I heard bi means attraction to same genders and different ones."
Which, much like arguments about singular they that focus on grammar, miss the point. The "bi" doesn't have to mean two. It doesn't have to mean anything. Words aren't *actually* molecules formed out of atoms of lexical roots.
Like, *yes*, the word was formed by sticking the prefix "bi-" in front of "sexual". But once it was formed -- the very instant it was formed -- it was its own thing. It's not bound by the definitions of its particles.
Which we should all intuitively know because we shorten "bisexual" to "bi" and it doesn't suddenly just mean "two" because "sexual" isn't there anymore.
Upside to ADHD meds: I'm a much less cranky person on them.

Downside to ADHD meds: I'm more intensely aware of my own crankiness when I come down from them, but not in a way that helps me avoid doing it.

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12 Oct
So four days of being on ADHD meds during the day and coming off them in the evening and I have thoughts about the connection between me not being able to function when something disrupts my routine and the way I can't function socially when people interact in unexpected ways.
The replies are locked because I'm past the half-life of today's dose and my brain is doing the thing where it braces in anticipation of stuff that may or may not come, without actually preparing for it.
Because I said "unexpected ways" in the first tweet but that's the thing, they're not actually unexpected. I basically never stop anticipating them, but before the meds I had no ability to actually *prepare* for them, just cringe in pained anticipation of what felt inevitable.
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11 Oct
So as I move into my first work week on ADHD meds, I'm switching from "take pill as soon as I can each day" to "take pill at a set time each day"... which apart from the other general reasons that's good, it feels like the right move, given my addictive personality.
I'm also titrating (tee hee, tit rating) my dosage up 5 MG to see what that does in terms of how much I'm still feeling it in the mid-afternoon.
I want to try to avoid a booster later in the day because of aforementioned addictive personality - taking it once a day by the clock and firmly rejecting the idea of taking another one to keep the train going feels safer.
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10 Oct
So, this'll be a thread.

In my teen years I used caffeine heavily during the day to cope with fatigue while trying to be awake on a school schedule, sometimes even spending my lunch money in the soda vending machine. This exacerbated my insomnia, which meant more caffeine.
I had so much caffeine addiction in high school that if I didn't drink it at night, the withdrawal would keep me awake, but the caffeine in my system interfered with my REM cycle, leading to frequent bouts of sleep paralysis.
As I've mentioned on here before, I knew that sleep paralysis existed and thought that I knew what it was, but the brief clinical description in my health textbooks had not prepared me for the reality of it, which made me feel like either I was crazy or afflicted by actual demons
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10 Oct
*Are You Afraid of the Dark: The Tale of the Shiny Red Bicycle*'

ghost kid: I'm not here to hurt you. You're my best friend. I'm here to warn you.

living kid: Warn me? What was so important you had to come up to warn me?

me: Why is he assuming his best friend had to come "up"?
Of course it's possible that he was referring to up from the grave, but this kid had a flag of Vatican City in a display by his bedside so I figure he doesn't believe souls reside in the grave.
...oh, and as the closing narration reminded me, the kid hadn't at this point been buried.
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8 Oct
Randomly popped into my head how different the plot of the Seinfeld episode where Jerry and George steal a limo sent for two VIPs (who turn out to be Neo-Nazi leaders) would go today, when antifa on social media would have immediately figured out who they actually were.
So instead of all the counterprotesters assuming that the two guys who show up to the rally in the fascists' limo must be the fash, they would have been hailed... a Jewish comedian leaving two Nazis stranded at the airport or wherever.
I mean, TV show Jerry's level of celebrity was whatever the plot/gag demanded so he wouldn't necessarily immediately be recognized as "Jerry Seinfeld, the famous comedian", but the crowd today would know what the men they were looking for looked like.
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8 Oct
The "radical ideology" that people really fear from trans people is the idea that your body is your own, something that you have, inhabit, own, and can do with as you please.
The latest anti-trans rhetoric is very stark about this, as the example I mentioned the other day where someone was claiming (to general agreement) in a TERF thread that the mind "exists to serve" the body and should be changed rather than altering the body...
...or the increasingly arcane formulation of "simple biological reality" by transphobes, which is now as esoteric and dehumanizing as "bodies are organized around the production of gametes".
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