Brains are weird. I sure can't figure mine out. The depression has been a challenge the last few days. I was so low yesterday and cried for hours. I sat and cried at work this morning. But a picture of a t-shirt made me think of a very kind person, and it made me laugh.
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It amused me so much, I had to send a link to it to the person it made me think of.

And that one silly little thing, and the giggle it causes was enough to lesson the depression by several degrees.
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Tonight I succeeded at being the nice wife, instead of the bitchy one I keep turning into each evening for the past several days.

And yet, at random times, I bust out in tears. It's like I crawl 1/2 out of the dark hole and then slide back in.
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I'll take what I can get, because yesterday I couldn't get even an inch closer to escaping the darkness.

I'm exhausted. I think it's time to turn in for the night.
Sweet Dreams Ya'all.

#DepressionSucks
#NicotineNerd

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