Today, I heard strangely high number of folks tell me that "it's just time to get back to normal. COVID is done. We need to get back to our lives."
When they say comments like this- it's as though the 2.9million Canadians that have had COVID in LESS THAN TWO YEARS means nothing. (And we know it's likely more than that given our current lack-of-testing strategy.)
When they minimize the effect of COVID, it's as though the 32,413 Canadians that lost their lives to COVID is insignificant. And the numerous families who couldn't say good bye or grieve is just "unfortunate."
When they say they wish we could go back to normal, it's as though they don't take into account the 150,000+ Canadians who are living with Long COVID.
I understand pandemic-fatigue and frustration. This is a shitty time in all of our lives, regardless of which way COVID has affected you.
But there is no going back to an "old normal." COVID does not care what we want. All we have control over is how we adapt and respond - with compassion, empathy, and s recognition that our broken social construct will require humility and unity to rebuild.
So that when COVID threat lessens, we can emerge as a more just and inclusive society.
(And for some levity, since I've been accused of being so doom and gloom)- I hope we emerge with more fashion sense as well. (Photo of clinic apparel/Home Alone-esque gloves today where zero effort was placed, due to #RunningOnEmpty )
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Feeling a bit "done" today. Comes in waves (no pun intended), but this particular COVID wave has been extraordinarily challenging, personally and professionally.
When we entered March 2020, there was apprehension, uncertainty and a incredible sense of duty - to respond, suit up, assemble. (couldn't resist an Avengers reference 🙂)
But two years in, the same zeal, passion and creativity is gone. And in its place: exhaustion, ongoing moral injury (witnessing the state of healthcare), and if I'm honest- profound disappointment.
Follow up to my tweet on AB hospitals bursting at the seams....
Staffing. Or lack there of.
I was supposed to be off hospital administrative duties this week, and as the week as has gone on, it has been increasingly evident that there's no such thing as a break.
Not when, in one fail swoop, we will likely have 5 critical medical staff off for COVID and isolation, with a skeleton back up plan that will barely cover this gap.
In less than 10 hours today, I've had to counsel and guide 10 people who are either positive or close contacts to positive people. All in healthcare.
As someone who has been intimate with all things COVID since 2020, I'm no longer surprised when people come to me asking "should I test? Should I isolate? When do I go back to work?" The problem is none of our rules make sense anymore.
Both instinct and experience tell me that a close contact of a HIGHLY transmissible virus should stay at home. As @CMOH_Alberta said today, 1 in 3 people in #yeg and #yyc getting tested have COVID, and with testing access cut off we have no idea how many others have COVID.
And so it begins. The request to start back-up COVID planning. Overcapacity planning. Surge planning. The question lingering in the back of our minds "will this be the wave where we triage?"
There are many unknowns still with omicron, but what is a fact is that our healthcare system in AB is in such a precarious position that even a blip of a wave will bring it all crashing down.
We have not recovered from the fourth wave, and in many hospitals, we are still into surge ICU and medicine ward spaces. With staffing shortages plaguing the ability to get back to "normal activity."
21 months ago, I had no idea what to expect. I entered the battlefield, ready to fight, respond, create plans of action. No template. Just adrenaline, moral obligation, duty. /1
18 months ago, past the first wave, naively thinking that the "fall might be slightly busier."/2
13 months ago, I couldn't believe the death and devastation I was deep into. A record number of death certificates signed amongst our medicine COVID units in one day. And then breaking that record the next day. /3