Thread by @GbengaWemimo

After sleeping with many people, something happens to you as a person.
Something happens to your heart
Something happens to your ability to feel right
Your essence, your core is reprogrammed against feeling the right thing
No matter what your reason for sleeping around is

No matter the artificial and material benefits you got
Regardless of whether you are forced or do this willingly
Your soul begins to cry out loud inside your core
You begin to dislike yourself, to develop a distaste for life
You begin to resent the image you see in the mirror

You begin to crave a community of your kind, to prevent yourself from drowning
You find yourself unable to keep the company of decent friends and people
You see them as hypocrites whose judgment you cannot bear
You want to mingle with those with who you share a common history

You begin to frequent certain places
Noise becomes your friend
It helps to silence the outcry of your soul temporarily
You prevent yourself from remembering yesterday and the day before that
The faces, the rooms, the beds, the cars, the parties, the body parts
Too much, too much

Being alone becomes a task
Sleep without chemical inducement becomes a challenge
Your soul keeps popping up, shouting, "I am dying, I am drowning, save me"
To cope, you compare yourself with the wilder ones
I am not as bad as so and so
Do you know how many babes he has banged?

I am not as bad as such and such, she does four guys at once
Your language changes
Your perspective narrows
In the beginning, it might be about peer pressure, the need to meet a need, excitement, life issues, money, pleasure
In the end, everything will lose meaning, like a bad

dream
Money will no longer satisfy
Sex will become a problem
Your body would have been so tuned to it, you will need a fix often to satisfy your addiction
You started with a certain standard, "I can only do these sort of guys or ladies"
It will drop as you fade into oblivion

As you grow older, you will begin to yearn to have a life
The streets are what they are but they represent the fringes
You will desire a level of security
If not a family, it will be a constant source of income that does not dip or depend on the pocket or mood of others
You will

want out
The term "lifestyle choices" begins to come into play
Consequences are a factor
The married man who has slept with all the chicks and hens available loses reputation, everyone knows what he really is at his core and even though they may not say it to his face, he sees it

on their faces
Children see who their father is and shake their heads
You get judged by all and it tells on you
You begin to make excuses for your life choices, just to be respected or even tolerated or even accepted
A married woman who has slept with all the men she can will

find herself alone even though she may have children and money
When people are talking about her past, she would cringe and hush them
She cannot afford to look that far behind
Her song will be "I am getting my life back on track"
A reality of shame and excuses
A change of the

environment often helps the single to start afresh
Some even turn to religion
After several years of jumping from bed to bed, they end up without any retirement benefit
A broken life of chaos and pain
The screaming soul never stops, like the screech of a bad tyre, it pounds its

victim relentlessly
Inner chaos
A life of heaves and sighs
Having indiscriminate sex with multiple partners is a very risky venture
The dangers are the worst kind
Abuse, rape, drugs, suicide, diseases and infections, abortions, afflictions, murder and mayhem
It is not a path the

wise would take
The body is endangered, the soul is encumbered and the spirit is heavy
For what?
Notoriety, money, love?
A woman once wrote a book on sexual freedom, she said she had slept with over one hundred men and she wrote a book about her journey into sexual emancipation

She was treated like a celebrity for a few days, but then, she put a bullet to her head when the demons wont let her rest
Those are the worst
The demons
Many men and women engage their services to gain an advantage over the people they sleep with
Demons do not show up on scans

or tests
Once they come into any life, all they do is cause death and decay
There are so many suffering from strange afflictions today simply because they slept with an agent of darkness
In some extreme cases, someone looking for sex and a good time becomes the victim of far

worse people
Ritualists, kidnappers, abductors, and drug lords
That path is so dark that anything can pop up at anytime
Stick with a partner, or stick with your official partners
in case you are a polygamist
The road you drive through often during the day is the safest to drive

through at night
Always remember that a new sex partner is a new set of troubles be it in the short term or in the long term
I remember meeting a lady at the hospital, her son was ill and the doctors wanted to do HIV test for him
She was literally screaming and asking them to do

any other test but that
Other people were there and they consented to the test easily
She was the only one who was apprehensive about it, why? Because she was scared that her past sexual decisions would prove to be that costly
Faithful partners have the benefit of rest of mind

Finally, the Holy Spirit is the perfect cure for the human condition
If you have taken the pains to read this and you need help in any way, please send me a DM or a WhatsApp message on [phone]
I love you with all my heart
Please reach out.
God bless you