- the vlive was buffering a lot, so minghao said he’ll turn it off and try again ;;;
- minghao is back now! he had to turn the vlive to a lower resolution so it won’t buffer anymore :(
- minghao turned on some peaceful bgm to match his teatime concept, and he said he wants to talk comfortably with carats about what’s been going on in their lives 💖
🐸: ah, it’s children’s day~ so people are resting today… it’s a “red” day, right? it’s red like my hair ><
- minghao talked about how he “reserved” his vlive slot today:
he saw the members keep talking about scheduling their vlives and said he could technically have reserved a slot in between yesterday 😅
but he also thought that if carats really wanted to see all the vlives (bc they love all the members), it’d be hard for them to catch them all in a short time period. so minghao felt a little bad about taking up so much of carats’ time
and minghao thought it’d be good to space it out a bit to let carats also take the time to do other things in their lives, like school and work and personal things
he said he thought “let’s let carats also take care of their personal lives and have their own time too”, so he reserved his own vlive spot for today in advance!
- minghao also talked about catching the other members’ vlives in the past couple of days and said that he didn’t know woozi could talk for that long (woozi did vlive for a total of ~6 hours 😭)
minghao talking about the members lining up to do vlive all day 😭
🐸: one member starts, then they get sent off. then another member comes again immediately! then they also get sent off! then another one comes along!
🐸: then they get sent off and another comes and gets sent off! and a whole day just goes by!!!
- minghao said that even while spending the entire day in quarantine, he feels like he doesn’t have enough time. since last year, he had to quarantine a lot, but he thinks it’s nice to rest in a “regulated” space since he can do the things he wants
- minghao said he’s been watching the drama ‘my liberation notes’! he thinks it’s really nice because it tells a story a lot of people can relate to. the story can be frustrating/sad but at the same time, it also gives healing and a feeling of empathy
- he particularly really liked the quote from the drama “let’s respect each other”, because it asks people to be more considerate of each other. he also likes the word “갈망” (yearning/longing) which comes up in the story a lot
- he said he thinks that while people can yearn/long for something on their own, the best thing is to also give love and respect to each other, because it’s an act of also giving strength to others when they need
🐸: so, let’s respect each otherb
- the word minghao is using is 추아하다, which can mean to “respect, revere, worship, or adore” each other
minghao said he thinks the essence of this word is important to our relationships with other people
💎: thank you for becoming my reason for living
🐸: i’m also so thankful~
- a carat asked minghao how they can do their best at something
minghao replied rather than “doing their best”, he thinks the standard for one’s own self should be doing things so that they won’t have regrets, rather than doing the “best” to a standard decided by someone else
- minghao said that you don’t have to demand “the best” of yourself, he thinks it’s more important to make sure you don’t have regrets
💎: what do you do when you feel tired and want to run away?
minghao said he sometimes feels sad… but he still has to do what he has to, because he doesn’t have the courage to run away and also knows his responsibilities.
+ when he feels sad though, he releases those feelings by talking with the members. and when he’s alone and feeling sad, he’ll find healing by doing tea ceremonies or reading books
💎: i wish for minghao to be happy
🐸: happiness… we should be happy, but even if we aren’t, i think we need to keep living on. i don’t think that happiness is the one and only reason for being alive
- a staff member just dropped by and gave minghao some water! minghao said he normally drinks about 1.5 liters of water per day, and he asked the staff to bring him some more earlier (since he also needed it for his tea ceremony)
- a carat told minghao that if he falls in love with someone someday, they hope he’ll give them as much love as he gives carats now 🥺💖
+ minghao said that he’s really thankful for their words… but he also thinks that there are different types of love that one can genuinely give to different people (like love for a mother vs. love for a friend),
and that all those types of love are valid as long as it’s given sincerely
since all people are different from each other, minghao thinks the types of love given to each person should also be different and special to those people
- minghao said that while preparing for seventeen’s comeback this time, he thought a lot about his job as an idol and how he should go about being an idol from now on, how he can continue to express his passion as an idol and until when he can keep doing that…
minghao said it doesn’t mean he’s thinking about quitting being an idol, but he’s been having deep thoughts about the future, and it made him really want to work hard in his job. that’s also a reason why he dyed his hair red for this comeback, to express his passion!
minghao also said that since he’s at a young age right now, he thought that this was the right time to dye his hair red (compared to in the future)
minghao said it’s not that he’s afraid of growing older, but he thought this age right now was the right time to try this out~
- a carat said they’ve been having a hard time achieving their dream despite how hard they work, and asked how they can endure this
minghao replied that as someone else, it’s hard to judge easily about their dream, but if someone has a dream-
+ then they should race towards it without regrets. he said that even just pursuing one’s own dream is amazing to him. and he himself, the other members, and even their staff have been working to do the same (so it’s also possible for this carat)
jeonghan left some comments on minghao’s vlive!
👼🏻: that’s right, you have to live
👼🏻: your ears are like a fairy’s
👼🏻: keke
👼🏻: eight, hello
- minghao didn’t know who the member commenting was at first but then he saw them call him “eight” and realized it was jeonghan 💖
- minghao was wondering if it was jeonghan vs. dokyeom at first, so jeonghan commented this:
👼🏻: this punk, i told you it’s jeonghan
- jeonghan said he also came to receive advice from minghao, and asked him to keep talking about the advice he was giving earlier 🥺
👼🏻: when looking at the 12 friends beside me, i think they’re really amazing
👼🏻: that’s why i get a lot of thoughts
😭😭
- context for above:
jeonghan was saying that when he feels stressed, he’ll sometimes just do his work without thinking of other things. then he asked minghao if this way of living is okay
minghao responded there’s no right or wrong-
he said if that method suits you best, then it’s a good way of living. minghao said sometimes he’ll also want to live without thinking (while focusing only on his responsibilities), just like jeonghan said. but since their personalities are different, it’s harder for him
- after reading jeonghan’s concern, minghao thought deeply for a long time, then said “but those 12 members will often… hyung is even more amazing”
(he was saying that the other 12 will often think about how even more amazing jeonghan is 🥺)
and jeonghan’s response :((
👼🏻: these friends are people that really give me a lot of motivation
👼🏻: as expected, i gained strength from minghao-nim’s words. i’ll be watching quietly now
- minghao ended his vlive & now he’s doing another stream on weibo~! 💖
dino’s inner shadows trailer “the wire jail”, could be saying that if he didn’t have seventeen, he fears he’d also lose the light and connections/relationships he has in his life?
you can see him severing the wires himself so that the lights and the monitors all go out +
and then he’s left in the dark with the signal for the monitors turning off, all alone and cut off from the rest of the world (like a “jail” made of the wires he cut off)
i think the main point of dino’s trailer is definitely connections…
not just his connections with seventeen, who are some of the most important people in his life, but also with the carats he can reach through performing as a seventeen member
“hearing this shingi bangi bboong bboong bangi news, millie’s heart shook and we don’t know where to start, but ㅠㅠ firstly, millie will also say “coupranghae” 🍒 and for carats too, “rat-ranghae” 💎 seventeen & carats, let’s also become freely acquainted with reading 💖💙💛”
“@pledis_17 but seungcheol-nim,, which book did you read? 🥰”
some context: seungkwan recently asked carats about treasure imitating a clip from going seventeen & acknowledged them as big gose fans (he even said he wants to take care of them… 💖)
dokyeom’s inner shadows trailer is called “smile emoji”, and you can see him putting on a mask with an emotionless face on it to fit in with the other people around him.
once he puts the mask on and hides his face, the emotionless expression turns into a smile.
it’s a bit unclear, but it kind of seems to point towards dokyeom hiding his feelings and putting on a “fake smile”…
maybe because if he was no longer a part of seventeen, it could feel like he’s lost his reason to smile genuinely? :(
and again, the other people surrounding dokyeom are wearing the same expressions and clothes (as if to point out that that their “smiles” aren’t genuine to themselves)
so when dokyeom joins them and puts on a fake smile, it could also be like he’s hiding away his true self