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Aug 3, 2022 23 tweets 5 min read Read on X
Not everyone has wings. Those that do on land are heads of household, with marriages arranged to encourage strong bloodlines and a higher chance of winged children.

At sea, they’re feared and admired in the same breath. Deadly in ways non-winged pirates aren’t.

(#SteddyHands)
Ed’s got wings big enough to be seen from a distance if he stretches them out, and the silhouette of his wingspan alone can terrify ships into surrender. They know who that black shape is, and no one wants to see what happens if he decides to fly over.
Stede’s got wings white and beautiful, almost as big as Ed’s but much less intimidating. He’s expressive with them in ways most pirates aren’t, all his clothing tailored perfectly to show them off. Long and fluffy, he’ll often use them for shade, for himself or others.
And Izzy, well.

Izzy doesn’t have wings.

It’s not unusual, most pirate crews only have 1-2 winged aboard. On The Revenge they have four: Ed, Stede, Ivan and Buttons, so they’re already above quota. Izzy never comments on them unless to gripe about discarded feathers.
Stede assumes it’s Izzy’s general hatred for him that earns him a glare anytime Edward touches his wings or preens him. He shrugs it off along with most of what Izzy does.

Except one day Stede actually needs Izzy for something, and can’t for the life of him find him.
He walks all over the ship, searches high and low, and right when he’s about to give up he sighs heavenward and realizes he hadn’t been looking high enough.

Izzy is up in the crow’s nest, alone. Stede pulls out his spyglass (every good pirate carries one!!!) and peeks a look.
Izzy looks…happy. His eyes are closed, the wind tousling his hair and yet he makes no moves to fix it. Stede’s heart does a leap when he sees that not only is Izzy letting his normal composure slip, he appears to be…smiling.

He’s never seen Izzy smile. He finds he likes it.
The image doesn’t leave Stede’s head, and he finds he can’t quite hate Izzy the way he used to, now that he’s seen a glimpse of a real man underneath the anger.

He asks Ed if he’s ever taken Izzy flying. Both their wings can support additional weight. It seems logical.
But Ed changes the subject as soon as it’s brought up, only telling him that Izzy doesn’t want it, and it would be very good for Stede’s long-term health if he never brings it up to him.

He keeps that in mind, even as their relationships to each other evolve past professional.
It bothers Stede a little that Izzy won’t undress in front of him. For all the romantic and sexual activities they’ve engaged in (and there have been many, these past few months) he’s never seen the man without a shirt. Ed has, he knows, but there’s a wall there only for Stede.
That is, until Izzy is injured in a raid.

It’s not a horrible wound, a shallow slash to the chest and certainly survivable, but Ed insists on doing the bandages himself and Izzy won’t let anyone else near him. Stede’s frustration peaks at not being able to tend to his lover.
Ed is passed out on the bed with Izzy curled next to him when Stede enters and places a gentle hand on Izzy’s shoulder.

“Dearest, we should change your bandages.”

Izzy mumbles something that sounds vulgar, but Stede persists.

“Come now, I can help and Ed can sleep.”
Izzy turns to glare at him, but then Ed says in a sleepy grumble “you should let him, Iz. It’s been long enough.”

The sentence seems much more loaded than the words alone should be. There’s silence and Stede debates leaving, but then Izzy whispers “I don’t know” and Ed huffs.
“He’s not gonna care, Iz.” Ed’s voice is soft, but he’s properly awake now. Izzy’s face shows his unease.

“I don’t want pity.”

Stede chimes in. “I won’t give it.”

It seems to be the right answer. Izzy slowly raises himself to a sitting position, removing his shirt.
He won’t meet Stede’s eye, and Ed is rubbing soothing circles on his leg. Stede can’t see anything to be scared of, Izzy’s chest is the same as any pirate of his age, littered in scars and tattoos and sunspots. He sets about his work and the cabin is silent.
“Turn around for me now dearest, I’ll need to wrap the new bandages around.”

Izzy freezes, and Ed squeezes his hand. He slowly turns his back to Stede, who can’t help the small gasp that escapes his lips.

On either side of Izzy’s spine are two long, ugly, deep scars.
There’s no mistaking what the scars are from. They line up perfectly where Stede and Ed’s wings jut from their backs. They look painful, the skin angry and red, both indented into Izzy’s back like someone had reached in and carved the flesh and muscle out.

They probably did.
Stede reaches out and touches one lightly. He doesn’t know what to say, he has so many questions, but all he really wants to do is pull Izzy into his arms and never let him be hurt again.

“Stede,” Izzy whispers, and it breaks him from his thoughts. He starts to wrap.
The silence stretches before Izzy speaks again in a whisper.

“It was a long time ago. Hornigold. An example of what happens to mutineers, when we were caught plotting. He wanted Ed, but-“ Izzy is shaking as he speaks, and Stede gently shushes him.
“You don’t have to tell me, darling. Not now.” He squeezes Izzy’s shoulder, then presses a kiss to each scar. Izzy let’s out a shuddering breath each time.

Once the bandages are taken care of Stede climbs into bed, in his usual spot with Izzy in the middle.
Already a clingy sleeper, Izzy burrows himself between them, and both Stede and Ed are more than happy to hold him tight.

Their wings, normally kept close for sleeping, stretch to cover them all in a protective shield from the world.

They all drift off, safe and loved.
(Stede eventually asks Izzy if he would like to fly again, Izzy says yes, and a less walk-y/more fly-y version of this gif happens. Buttons has seagull wings. Ed’s wings are compensating a little bit but Stede’s are NOT.)

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Feb 18, 2023
I was holding off on this because it's #SteddyHands and I didn't want to post it during EdIzzy week out of Deep Respect BUT Reincarnation AU where you only remember your past life when you meet the person you shared it with.
So you go your entire life as yourself but with a new name/family/history. Then you meet the person you loved most from your first life and all the memories come flooding back for both of you. They don't overwrite or anything, just co-exist, and you move forward together.
Stede/Ed find each other first. Stede will later lament that he wishes their reunion was something more romantic. Ed thinks locking eyes over a gas station pump and nearly setting the place on fire with how fast he dropped the nozzle and launched himself over is plenty romantic.
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Izzy knows he's not easy to love. He knows. Which is why every morning there's still a soft wave of relief when he opens his eyes and sees Ed laying in bed next to him. Still there, still real.

What Izzy did to deserve him he still doesn't know.

(#happyedizzyweek - proposals)
Edward is stunning, inside and out. He's the most beautiful man Izzys ever seen. The fire inside him burns brightly in all he does, lights him up like the fucking sun is behind his eyes when he sets his mind to something.

When that something was Izzy? He didn't stand a chance.
They've been together in some capacity for 10 years, but only the last 4 romantically. It doesn't matter. Izzy knows that Edward is it. He hates the phrase 'the one' but he knows that if Edward ever left, there would never be another.

Izzy worries, sometimes. That he'll leave.
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Modern AU Izzy secretly loves Hallmark movies, and not ironically. Romance films make him depressed bc the realism of them just reminds him of his loneliness. But everything about Hallmark is fake, NOBODY falls in love like that, and they all have stress-free happy endings. 🧵
Ed passingly mentioned once that he finds them stupid and doesn’t get the appeal, which ensured Izzy NEVER mentioned it.

Stede likes them, too. Ed finds that charming. Izzy stops watching them all-together, even his only pleasant holiday tradition now too painful to enjoy.
The next year, when SteddyHands are finally together, they’re trying to get ready for a night out and Stede won’t walk away from the TV bc “I haven’t seen this one before, there’s only 20 minutes left!”

How Stede hasn’t seen The Nine Lives of Christmas (2014) yet is beyond Izzy.
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No one comforts Izzy when he’s scared, or sad. No one tells him it’ll all be okay. He assures Edward of it, convinces their crews of it, but it’s built on nothing. Smoke and mirrors and the desperate hope (never faith) that everything will work out just one more time. (🧵)
He doesn’t need the comfort.

When their ship is rolled by storms and he waits below deck with only sturdy sailors and hopefully sturdier wood between himself and death, no one holds his hand or offers their shoulder to muffle his whimpers.

He emerges to the sun all the same.
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Izzy has seen men drown. Most sailors think it’s a dramatic thing, splashing, flailing, and screaming away valuable air.

It’s not.

It’s quiet, your body giving out and sinking below the waves, taking your soul with it. Some say it’s a peaceful way to die. Izzy doubts it.

🧵
He hasn’t had a fit in over a decade, because Edward was always there to see them coming. He’s attuned to Izzy in a way even Izzy himself isn’t.

It’s like he can read the dark clouds of melancholy that hang over Izzy’s heart as well as he can read the clouds in the sky.
But Edward isn’t here, anymore.

He’s in whatever fantasy land he’s constructed with Bonnet, holed up in their captain’s cabin, leading story time, or otherwise doing everything but making sure their ship is running.

Ed has Izzy for that. He’s always had Izzy for that.
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Stede was glad that apparently making himself known in a dream had to be intentionally done, otherwise he would have been thrown into the fray as soon as he opened his eyes.

The pub he found himself in was absolutely packed to the gills with pirates.

(Part 10)
It didn’t seem to be the kind of place the reclusive Izzy would dream about, but Stede had recently learned a lot about how little he really knew.

He was pondering where to move when he heard a bright and familiar laugh ring out from the other side of the bar.
He moved torward Edward automatically, but then he heard another laugh that nearly stopped him in his tracks.

He pushed faster through the crowd until he came upon a series of tables pushed together. In the very middle sat Edward, who had his arm around, well.

Around Stede.
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