Dear @MS_Maree1

Here's that foolhardy thread of mine, once again, as a #PDF_File

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Also I said:

"A sin for while I should be truly punished"

When I meant:

"A sin for which I should be truly punished"

That's another sin, for which I should be punished!
#FreudianSlip

Where I said "On the plus side", I very nearly wrote, "Onon the plus side".

I nearly named the very #BiblicalCharacter who #SpilledHisSeed, rather than make a certain woman pregnant.

He gave his name to a practice, to which I'm thoroughly devoted!

#HowIronic!
@MS_Maree1 And (in days of old) people used to say that #Onanism should be punished. In my case, it probably will be. Indulging in this practice puts me in danger of serious punishment, since I'm such a Jaded Bastard, only by putting myself in this position can I get myself off!
@MS_Maree1 I suspect (this time) I won't get myself off of from the consequences of the way I practice getting myself off!

In theory, I could do it by not coming to see you. In practice: My longing for you is so great, that's never going to happen!

I want the #Fireworks!
@MS_Maree1

I suspect it won't be until I'm actually on the train to Lincoln, before I even confront myself with the question:

"Have I gone too far this time?"

I'll have invested time & money in that train journey. I'll have to suck it up & realise: There's no backing out now!

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Sep 15
@MS_Maree1 Hi Goddess

I've been thinking about my reckless behaviour with you, @GigglesMistress, and others.

I think I maybe insane.

When I come to you, I think you should probably put me in a #StraightJacket, lock me in a #DeepDarkCell, call your fellow "Doctors" to ...
@MS_Maree1 ... examine me. Determine what's wrong with me, decide between you what kind of "therapy" or "therapies" I need and then deliberate between yourselves as to whether a week in your "asylum*" ...

* Asylum - A place where one is locked away from the outside world
@MS_Maree1 ... whether a week in your Asylum will be enough for you to deal successfully with my condition or whether I'm going to need to be locked away for a month or even a year!

I'm slightly afraid of returning to the real world. I think I'll be better for time in your care!
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Sep 15
@GigglesMistress Wow! You look serious (As in the movie, "Leon", where someone says, "Somebody's coming. Someone serious!", just before Leon's One Many Army bursts onto the scene!)

Had I not already promised myself to another Domme, I'd be kneeling down to you! You scare me! Image
@GigglesMistress In fact, you scare me! I believe my wish to surrender to you might actually be overcome by an instinct, which tells me, "Run away, Richard. You're looking at your immanent death!"

I've never felt that, just from looking at a Mistress, before. You're awesome! Image
I can't imagine doing a lot of giggling in your presense, @GigglesMistress. I imagine screaming, "Please Mistress, please! Let me live! Please don't destroy me! Please don't be kill me!"

I like that in a woman, but I've never seen quite so much of it in a single photograph!"
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Sep 14
Dear MS_Maree1

I don't know about @Bobbiebare. I DO know that I'm so excited, I keep touching myself!

One thing leads to another then ...

Bang!

I'm suddenly feeling in need of sleep!

I keep drifting off, this way!

Meanwhile, I keep thinking, "What if I don't like it ...?"
... I keep thinking, "What if I don't like it? What if @MS_Maree1 & her friends want to hurt me so much, I try to run away?"

That would be a sin, for while I would TRULY deserve to be punished!

So I ask myself: Should I give @MS_Maree1 something in writing? Should I give ...
... should I give @MS_Maree1 a document, in my own writing, signed by myself & witnessed by one of MS_Maree1's associates, where I say:

"MS Marie has a right to imprison, use & abuse me. She also has the right to take me by force and compel me to obey her every wish & desire!"
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Sep 10
@MissMatthews123 I think you should begin your research with some practical experiments on a certain potential victim, who I predict will walk into the Serpent Rooms sometime like, say, next Tuesday.

I always hated it when my maternal grandmother said they should bring back the birch, but ...
@MissMatthews123 Since you have a willing victim, you might as well use me (whoops! I mean him)

I'm running out of ideas anyway, so why not make me your Guinea Pig.

Please would you strap me down first though? I'm not brave!

Foolhardy yes. Brave no.

If I try to renage, you'll just have to ...
@MissMatthews123 ... remind me who is the boss and who said he wanted to be ...

Actually, I've forgotten what I said I wanted to be, but I have this dim recollection that I may have sent you an email saying, "Please take this as your authority to use and abuse me 'til your heart's content ..."
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Sep 10
@mistresstess1 Thank you for your kind appreciation. Such excellent good taste should be rewarded.

You scratch my back (or even flay it to within an inch of my life) I'll scratch your's.

People don't do nearly enough to help each other these days, so in hopes of #ABrandNewDawn:
@mistresstess1 P.S.

Dawn just phoned. She said, "Hey! Richard! Never mind your #BrandNewDawn! What's wrong with the old Dawn? That's what I want to know! You're not getting rid of me that easily! What is it with you & #GirlsNamedDawn anyway? Am I no good to you anymore?"
I think in rats' alley
Where the dead men lost their bones.

"What is that noise?"
The wind under the door.
"What is that noise now? What is the wind doing?"
Nothing, again nothing.
"Do you know nothing? Do you see nothing? Do you remember Nothing?"

T.S. Eliot, A Game of Chess
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Yet there have been so many hours, when I have laid in my bed and done exactly that.

What a beautiful fantasy, I tell myself.

I imagine, I am already a captive in some new OWK, where all of you are the rulers of the Queendom.

I've escaped, but just at the last minute, I ...
I imagine I've escaped, but at the last minute, I look back & think:

There were times it was so exciting. If I get away, I will long to come back here. I'll long for it again and again!

Do I turn back and give myself up?

It's a tough call: Freedom verses magnificence!
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