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There are many sides to my character. This twitter profile is devoted to expressing the part of me who likes to be dominated by women.
Dec 5, 2023 4 tweets 1 min read
I have to ask myself: Doesn't #flagellation do it for me anymore?

Once upon a time, the sight of #MistressNatsuki hitting her willing slave with an 8ft #Bullwhip or #JeanBardot & her friend doing unmentionable things to some poor guy in #CockStocks had me cumming all over my ... ... had me cumming all over my trousers. But not anymore!

I look at these beautiful creatures giving some poor guy Hell and I frot myself like there's no tomorrow, and yet I'm lucky if I can come within the hour!

Going to see a #Mistress to take a beating works, but only ...
Dec 3, 2023 5 tweets 1 min read
@CountessTalisyn I've got a confession to make:

When I see a Dominatrix I might like to be dominated by, I enlarge a photograph of her face, view it on my iPad & ask myself, "How would it feel to be naked & bound & looking up at this face?"

In your case, the answer is scary ... @CountessTalisyn The answer is: When I imagine looking up at your face while I'm naked, bound & helpless, I imagine I'd feel very scared.

I like that in a woman!

When I find a woman who scares me, I think I must find a way of putting myself in her power!

I must experience you!
Nov 24, 2023 4 tweets 1 min read
Dear @sherrylever I have saved four gorgeous images of you (of which the fabulous image in the quoted Tweet is one) in an Album on my iPad.

The album contains photos of women I want to surrender myself to.

I'm retired, so I have to pace myself but my surrender is inevitable! @sherrylever When I say, "I'm retired, so I have to pace myself", I'm not saying: "The spirit is willing but the flesh is week." I want to surrender myself to you in my body & soul!

No, being retired doesn't mean my body is weak, only my finances!

My finances are only weak ...
Nov 24, 2023 9 tweets 2 min read
@OfficerFiddler You may be right, but, if I was naked, bound & helpless & I'd given you written permission to imprison me, & beat me harder than I've ever been beaten before, I couldn't stop you doing it, whether I could take it or not!

I don't think of myself as a masochist ... @OfficerFiddler I don't think of myself as a masochist but I like the idea of being terrified by a woman!

If I received such treatment at the hands of another man I'd hate it, but I like the idea of being abused by a woman

I know I don't like it when the cane starts to fall ...
Nov 23, 2023 6 tweets 2 min read
Dear @sherrylever

I have a confession. I took a copy of this photograph & enlarged it so that your face covers the whole screen.

I sent it to my iPad, where I can view it life size.

I like my enlargement of this photo because it shows the lines in your face. I find them sexy! @sherrylever One of the reasons I find the lines in your face so sexy, is that they make you look crueler!

I like a cruel woman of a certain age. Anything else is Second Best, as far as I'm concerned.

I look at your photo & I imagine myself naked and helpless, beneath you ...
Nov 14, 2023 4 tweets 1 min read
Dear Goddess @MadameCatarina

A few months ago, you asked about ideas for Prison Food.

I'm a chap who likes to live above his means. As a result, sometimes I am forced to get by on oats and raisins.

I have discovered the following combination is both delicious & nutricious: @MadameCatarina Oats & raisins, soaked overnight in double cream.

Then add:

Walnuts, hazelnuts & tangerine or suchlike segments.

I say "suchlike" because, in English Supermarkets, everything from tangerines to satsumas are labelled, "Easy peelers". All the easy peelers work!
Nov 7, 2023 6 tweets 1 min read
Dear Mistress Paris & Mistress Maree

Please may I introduce you?

Mistress Paris, this is Mistress Maree

@Mistress_Maree

Mistress Maree, this is Mistress Paris

@agonynecstasy1

Mistress Maree is moving, if she came to Bedford could she work with you Mistress Paris? @agonynecstasy1 @Mistress_Maree You two ladies might be able to film together.

I told Mistress Maree what a fabulous Dungeon you have, Mistress Paris. I said how, when I was suspended from the ceiling I was vulnerable to attack from all sides. It was lovely!
Nov 6, 2023 10 tweets 2 min read
Hello Beautiful Goddess @miss_oyuki

It was a pleasure & a privilege to meet you last night.

While I was at your table, @MadameTachibana, asked me why I'm "Booked Up"?

Here's why: After meeting you, I'm thinking, Miss Oyuki is Charming. I wonder what She's like to session with? I'm already booked up, in my mind (at least) with @misskstinger and @OfficerFiddler. Bearing in mind my "Old Age Pensioner Finances" (Running to One Dominatrix a Month - If I'm lucky), this takes me up until the New Year.

Thinking , "What would it be like to see @miss_oyuki?"
Oct 30, 2023 4 tweets 1 min read
@rouge_sovereign I often think about inviting you & your friend, @MaestraMorgan to hold me prisoner for 5 days & 5 nights in chains in some deserted location where nobody can hear me scream.

I give you a signed document saying no Safe Word & you can do whatever you like with me! @rouge_sovereign I fantasize about agreeing I'm being totally suicidal & knowing I'm going to suffer, like I've never suffered before.

In my fantasy it's all totally worth it because when I'm in the act of surrendering, I get the biggest adrenaline rush the world has ever known!
Oct 24, 2023 5 tweets 1 min read
Dear @OfficerFiddler

I think I've probably made this pretty clear, but when I first come to see you, I'd like you to be physically cruel to me.

I'd also like you to use restraints to completely incapacitate me

I want to arrive at a position where I don't dare to disobey you. @OfficerFiddler I feel my sessions with you will be more exciting if I fear to oppose you, even a little bit.

I want to know you're the boss. I want to know you'll hurt me, even if I'm good.

If I ever dare to be bad or disobedient, please beat the crap out of me!
Oct 21, 2023 4 tweets 2 min read
Now I'm 71 years old, have thrown off Type 2 Diabetes & have a hernia the size of a football* engulfing my cock & balls, I can't cum as easily as I once did.

I have to imagine one of these four gorgeous creatures beating the crap out of me ...

* I exaggerate. It's fucking big!


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... while they spit in my mouth, make me drink their piss, have me lick their arses clean after they shit, then push my face into their excrement saying, "Smell it, lick it, taste it you disgusting whore!" my hands wanking my cock like the pistons of a steam train doing 100 mph!
Oct 19, 2023 5 tweets 2 min read
Dear @OfficerFiddler & @MissHGore

This is such a gorgeous image, I want you to imprison me & beat me & be very severe indeed!

I want to be caged in a 6' long cage, & kept in that cage, for weeks!

I want to wallow in your bodily fluids, ALL of your bodily fluids! @OfficerFiddler & @MissHGore

I want 2 B your sewer. I want to wallow in your filth, lick your spit, drink your piss & be flogged & beaten with your canes, whips, tawses, sjamboks & other tools!

I want you to use & abuse me & tell me I'll never get out alive! I wanna thank you!
Oct 16, 2023 4 tweets 1 min read
Very severe indeed, please @OfficerFiddler?

I love your face, there's beauty, rage and anger in that face.

I think if I was naked, bound & alone with you, you might really hurt me.

If you do, please would you spit & piss in my mouth at the same time?

I want to suffer for you! I think you could make me suffer, like I have never suffered before, @OfficerFiddler.

When and if you do, please would you chain me up and lock me away when you've finished with me?

That way, after an hour or so, you can beat and abuse me again!

I want to be your whipping boy!
Oct 12, 2023 4 tweets 1 min read
@IPMistressCruel You must be fucking amazing !!!

I live in Bedford. That's hardly nearby. However, your words: "I'm always slightly lenient on the first ever meeting ... safe to say, next time will be a whole new pain ball game!' have got me going!

Suffering like never before! @IPMistressCruel I can imagine suffering for you like I've never suffered before (and I have been beaten black and blue!) and calling you, Goddess and thanking you throughout!

One Domme made me kiss the hand that beat me, but it would be 1000 x better if that hand was yours!
Sep 15, 2022 4 tweets 3 min read
@MS_Maree1 Hi Goddess

I've been thinking about my reckless behaviour with you, @GigglesMistress, and others.

I think I maybe insane.

When I come to you, I think you should probably put me in a #StraightJacket, lock me in a #DeepDarkCell, call your fellow "Doctors" to ... @MS_Maree1 ... examine me. Determine what's wrong with me, decide between you what kind of "therapy" or "therapies" I need and then deliberate between yourselves as to whether a week in your "asylum*" ...

* Asylum - A place where one is locked away from the outside world
Sep 15, 2022 5 tweets 3 min read
@GigglesMistress Wow! You look serious (As in the movie, "Leon", where someone says, "Somebody's coming. Someone serious!", just before Leon's One Many Army bursts onto the scene!)

Had I not already promised myself to another Domme, I'd be kneeling down to you! You scare me! @GigglesMistress In fact, you scare me! I believe my wish to surrender to you might actually be overcome by an instinct, which tells me, "Run away, Richard. You're looking at your immanent death!"

I've never felt that, just from looking at a Mistress, before. You're awesome!
Sep 14, 2022 5 tweets 4 min read
Dear @MS_Maree1

Here's that foolhardy thread of mine, once again, as a #PDF_File

threadreaderapp.com/thread/1570059…

Also I said:

"A sin for while I should be truly punished"

When I meant:

"A sin for which I should be truly punished"

That's another sin, for which I should be punished! #FreudianSlip

Where I said "On the plus side", I very nearly wrote, "Onon the plus side".

I nearly named the very #BiblicalCharacter who #SpilledHisSeed, rather than make a certain woman pregnant.

He gave his name to a practice, to which I'm thoroughly devoted!

#HowIronic!
Sep 14, 2022 5 tweets 3 min read
Dear MS_Maree1

I don't know about @Bobbiebare. I DO know that I'm so excited, I keep touching myself!

One thing leads to another then ...

Bang!

I'm suddenly feeling in need of sleep!

I keep drifting off, this way!

Meanwhile, I keep thinking, "What if I don't like it ...?" ... I keep thinking, "What if I don't like it? What if @MS_Maree1 & her friends want to hurt me so much, I try to run away?"

That would be a sin, for while I would TRULY deserve to be punished!

So I ask myself: Should I give @MS_Maree1 something in writing? Should I give ...
Sep 10, 2022 5 tweets 3 min read
@MissMatthews123 I think you should begin your research with some practical experiments on a certain potential victim, who I predict will walk into the Serpent Rooms sometime like, say, next Tuesday.

I always hated it when my maternal grandmother said they should bring back the birch, but ... @MissMatthews123 Since you have a willing victim, you might as well use me (whoops! I mean him)

I'm running out of ideas anyway, so why not make me your Guinea Pig.

Please would you strap me down first though? I'm not brave!

Foolhardy yes. Brave no.

If I try to renage, you'll just have to ...
Sep 10, 2022 4 tweets 3 min read
@mistresstess1 Thank you for your kind appreciation. Such excellent good taste should be rewarded.

You scratch my back (or even flay it to within an inch of my life) I'll scratch your's.

People don't do nearly enough to help each other these days, so in hopes of #ABrandNewDawn: @mistresstess1 P.S.

Dawn just phoned. She said, "Hey! Richard! Never mind your #BrandNewDawn! What's wrong with the old Dawn? That's what I want to know! You're not getting rid of me that easily! What is it with you & #GirlsNamedDawn anyway? Am I no good to you anymore?"
Sep 10, 2022 4 tweets 4 min read
@MS_Maree1 @MistressTania1 @Miss__Bedlam @agonynecstasy1 @Ezada_Sin @DianaVonRigg @FemDomHuntress @Mistress_Red69 @xxMsVixen77xx @MistressKrushUK @IngridFrost888 @MaestraMorgan @Miss__Bedlam So looking at each of you, longing to be your slave & sacrifice these freedoms is wrong. Yet there have been so many hours, when I have laid in my bed and done exactly that.

What a beautiful fantasy, I tell myself.

I imagine, I am already a captive in some new OWK, where all of you are the rulers of the Queendom.

I've escaped, but just at the last minute, I ...